{"topic":{"id":1784,"title":"大一排名中等的困境与焦虑","slug":"topic","userId":521,"categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2023-07-09 09:58:57.538344","bumpedAt":"2023-07-09 15:06:01.416499","views":774,"postsCount":8,"highestPostNumber":8,"likeCount":8,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"刚上大一，我其实和发帖的另一位朋友有同样的困惑，感觉不想盲目卷绩点，却也无法赋予自己意义感。有一段时间的自我探索和茫然，相比之前唯分数主导，现在已经好一些了，非要衡量的话，占比降到 70% 左右了，有成长。分享看到的一句话，是说每个人只能走自己那一条路，别无他法，那就好好去走，走到尽头会是什么结果也不知道，老天帮你决定，也不用太在乎。初读感觉有神学宗教色彩，但其实结合到现实，我是认可相信这句话的，不过距离做到真正还有很长很长一段路要走…","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"isPrivate":false,"isMembersOnly":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":521,"username":"Danny","name":null,"avatarUrl":null},"realAuthor":{"id":521,"username":"Danny","name":null,"avatarUrl":null},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":4302,"postNumber":1,"raw":"刚上大一，我其实和发帖的另一位朋友有同样的困惑，感觉不想盲目卷绩点，却也无法赋予自己意义感。有一段时间的自我探索和茫然，相比之前唯分数主导，现在已经好一些了，非要衡量的话，占比降到 70% 左右了，有成长。\n分享看到的一句话，是说每个人只能走自己那一条路，别无他法，那就好好去走，走到尽头会是什么结果也不知道，老天帮你决定，也不用太在乎。初读感觉有神学宗教色彩，但其实结合到现实，我是认可相信这句话的，不过距离做到真正还有很长很长一段路要走。\n我是数学类的，大一下专业课相比之前有了进步，所以其实是没有太多纠结遗憾的，稍可惜的是有门六学分的课，有道题我自学其他课本定义和书上的有细微差别，很简单的计算，老师没给分，最后是 4 分的差距，也没办法。\n目前排名大概 14，15 左右，往年是前八保研比较稳，所以会不自主地纠结很多，其实自己知道纠结也没什么用，是还有概率，有机会，内心还是在拧巴。\n自己对保研其实内心一直没有说一定要怎样怎样，但是看着别人都在争，这个东西能带来认可和价值感，所以自己也要争。不知道能否够上。\n好的一点是，没有停止做事情，还是在学习，还是能体会到学习知识的意义，心可以碎，手不能停。\n看清自己的内心，就能看清自己的路。可我对自己的认识晦暗不明，如共犯般隐秘。\n写了这么多，谢谢看到这儿的同学。如果大家有同感或者建议，请不吝赐教。祝大家好好吃饭，好好睡觉。𓎩𓌉𓇋 ‎","cooked":"

刚上大一，我其实和发帖的另一位朋友有同样的困惑，感觉不想盲目卷绩点，却也无法赋予自己意义感。有一段时间的自我探索和茫然，相比之前唯分数主导，现在已经好一些了，非要衡量的话，占比降到 70% 左右了，有成长。
\n分享看到的一句话，是说每个人只能走自己那一条路，别无他法，那就好好去走，走到尽头会是什么结果也不知道，老天帮你决定，也不用太在乎。初读感觉有神学宗教色彩，但其实结合到现实，我是认可相信这句话的，不过距离做到真正还有很长很长一段路要走。
\n我是数学类的，大一下专业课相比之前有了进步，所以其实是没有太多纠结遗憾的，稍可惜的是有门六学分的课，有道题我自学其他课本定义和书上的有细微差别，很简单的计算，老师没给分，最后是 4 分的差距，也没办法。
\n目前排名大概 14，15 左右，往年是前八保研比较稳，所以会不自主地纠结很多，其实自己知道纠结也没什么用，是还有概率，有机会，内心还是在拧巴。
\n自己对保研其实内心一直没有说一定要怎样怎样，但是看着别人都在争，这个东西能带来认可和价值感，所以自己也要争。不知道能否够上。
\n好的一点是，没有停止做事情，还是在学习，还是能体会到学习知识的意义，心可以碎，手不能停。
\n看清自己的内心，就能看清自己的路。可我对自己的认识晦暗不明，如共犯般隐秘。
\n写了这么多，谢谢看到这儿的同学。如果大家有同感或者建议，请不吝赐教。祝大家好好吃饭，好好睡觉。𓎩𓌉𓇋 ‎

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为啥能在这里发 emoji？🤔

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在每一层下方的爱心左边的那个地方

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啥 70%?

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就是指排名成绩在我自我价值评价体系的占比

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悬浮或触摸爱心图标会弹出更多 emoji

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保研的比例是固定的，学的再好，总要有人保不上；或者就算能保，也可以想一想为什么要保研。
\n如果你的追求是学习数学获得快乐，那学就完事了。
\n如果追求是找工作的筹码，那不如一步到位，直接研究怎么找工作。
\n如果追求是认可和价值感，那需要自己转变心态，靠成绩得到别人认可获得价值感是不能长久的，出了校门就会感到空虚。

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好，醍醐灌顶。我明白了，谢谢您❤️

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