{"topic":{"id":4849,"title":"我的人生是不是已经完了？","slug":"topic","userId":1047,"categoryId":14,"createdAt":"2023-08-13 01:58:41.875272","bumpedAt":"2023-08-16 10:07:34.956165","views":899,"postsCount":14,"highestPostNumber":22,"likeCount":14,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"懒惰，不自律，智商低，成绩差，科研没兴趣，实习也不行，竞赛没碰过。想出国，英语不够好，家里也没钱。小县城宗族观念重，以后肯定逼迫我买房相亲结婚生娃，但我只想一个人躺平摆烂。社恐，讨厌与任何其他人深度交流。不喜欢身边的环境，不喜欢出生的国家，政治抑郁。有自己感兴趣的事，但没天赋，那个行业早就饱和，不可能转行。摆烂已经刻在骨子里了，就算是感兴趣的事也不能长时间保持专注。看不到任何未来的希望。我的人生是不是已经完了？","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"isPrivate":false,"isMembersOnly":false,"category":{"id":14,"name":"问答","slug":"qa","color":"f5c211"},"author":{"id":1047,"username":"anonymous_coward_old","name":"Anonymous Coward Old","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/43/32/4332638c11248b8ff07033c11de0759a55205facfbec85e14458245a91991faf.avif"},"realAuthor":{"id":1047,"username":"anonymous_coward_old","name":"Anonymous Coward Old","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/43/32/4332638c11248b8ff07033c11de0759a55205facfbec85e14458245a91991faf.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":9128,"postNumber":1,"raw":"懒惰，不自律，智商低，成绩差，科研没兴趣，实习也不行，竞赛没碰过。想出国，英语不够好，家里也没钱。小县城宗族观念重，以后肯定逼迫我买房相亲结婚生娃，但我只想一个人躺平摆烂。社恐，讨厌与任何其他人深度交流。不喜欢身边的环境，不喜欢出生的国家，政治抑郁。有自己感兴趣的事，但没天赋，那个行业早就饱和，不可能转行。摆烂已经刻在骨子里了，就算是感兴趣的事也不能长时间保持专注。看不到任何未来的希望。我的人生是不是已经完了？","cooked":"

懒惰，不自律，智商低，成绩差，科研没兴趣，实习也不行，竞赛没碰过。想出国，英语不够好，家里也没钱。小县城宗族观念重，以后肯定逼迫我买房相亲结婚生娃，但我只想一个人躺平摆烂。社恐，讨厌与任何其他人深度交流。不喜欢身边的环境，不喜欢出生的国家，政治抑郁。有自己感兴趣的事，但没天赋，那个行业早就饱和，不可能转行。摆烂已经刻在骨子里了，就算是感兴趣的事也不能长时间保持专注。看不到任何未来的希望。我的人生是不是已经完了？

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我是觉得可以多去碰碰自己喜欢的东西，让自己走出情绪的低谷，既然不想卷，也卷不赢，还有其他选择嘛，人生又不是一定要达成哪些有的没的对吧 🤜 🤛

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你上网太多了，现实生活能上西交已经是人生赢家了

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本账户已完成使命

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早看透挺好的

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我跟你的情况一样，现在看开了，世界上 90% 的人做的事情都是没有意义的，10% 的人做 90% 有价值的事情，10% 的人占据 90% 的财富。

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$\"Epic$

$\"failure$

$\"Fail$

f
\n $\"Oh$

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$\"Fail$

$\"\"$

$\"Sarcastic$

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live to fail and fail again or fail to live and live again

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虽然还远远不是完了，但不行动起来确实是对你不利的。

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也许大家都多多少少有点这种想法，我也，不喜欢科研，天天拖，每次都是强逼着自己在科研。看不到幸福生活的希望，放眼望去只有几十年劳累和可能存在的几百万债务。要不是还能摆烂估计轻生也不是没可能。

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今卷亦死，举大计亦死；等死，死国可乎？

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行动起来去获得快乐吧，找点自己喜欢的事情干，既然志不在学业，保证顺利毕业就好。你可以说你不爱这些主流的东西，反卷，但你不可以说自己真的对别的事情一点兴趣都没有，如果是这样的话那你很可能会抑郁，你要给自己找点乐子啊。能够给自己意义的，能够把自己从这种虚无中拯救出来的只有你自己。

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祸兮福之所倚，福兮祸之所伏。逆境中包含着成为顺境的可能，蕴含着改变趋势的因素。沉舟侧畔千帆过，病树前头万木春。放眼更长的时间尺度，人总是不断前进的。影响未来的因素有很多，但是归根到底还是人起着决定性因素。我们只能把握必然的东西，而努力创造条件去让可能的事情发生。但是个人的命运终归看起来是渺小的，随机的，易变得。虽然眼下可以有很多种选择去做，然而时间是不等人的。某种程度上来说，人的本性是很难改变的，所以顺其自然比较好，不去太多苛求自己。

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