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做了一天的数电作业
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可以来虾饺东一楼做数电实验，贼有意思

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有神秘的石楠花，神秘的石楠花，神秘的石楠花

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【生化武器】：在石楠花盛开的时候头晕不止。
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西郊教三楼的建设公告。教三楼的建设拟将上世纪的小平房进行拆迁重建，其地理位置位于四大发明广场西侧，在全校具有中心的地理位置。据报道，教三楼自 2024 年春季（应该）开始动工，然而一直到 2025 年 4 月份仍然未筑地基。原因如下图；

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我当时数电作业半抄半写……

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在挖的考古遗迹
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好奇想看！

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不可以吗 😛
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dttb 老师你好🐱
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就是前面提到的这样啦 ()

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哇感觉好神奇！

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

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之前参加的三个学生组织都在派活干 😇
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\n还要体测
\n我要发疯了

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西交兴庆校区特有的地下居民比地上多 $\":tieba_laugh:\"$

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三个学生组织
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好厉害参加了这么多学生组织
\n我完全不敢也没精力参加

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现在后悔了
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加油加油！

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我还是要发疯一下
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目前工科创快做完了临门一脚但我有点累了
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不能再水水源了

昨晚的故事仍历历在目

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又不回复消息 🙂
\n懒得喷

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今晚又蹭到了
\n还是我最喜欢的养乐多
\n连续两天都有奶茶喝了 🥰

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昨晚有个人问我效率为什么这么低 😇
\n你以为我想吗 😭

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三天没发了，留一条，最近在努力备考

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唉唉唉
\n我应该开始工作了 🤕
\n有点太闲了

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爱人如养花但还是会觉得很没意思
\n我在全心全意用我的经验和遇到的困难给她走捷径
\n但她并不领情也不理解这个东西的重要性
\n只是在糟蹋我的心意
\n有时候真的觉得是不是也许不该花心思的，至少不会心疼😣
\n而且当发现很多坏习惯的时候真的有种自己浇了很多年的水也许从种子就是坏的
\n也许真的应该尊重他人命运的，我还是不够精致利己
\n明明自己都已经一片狼藉了还在替她想怎么更好，她不领情还试图威胁我。我真的气得快吐血
\n不是我终究是两个不一样的个体，有属于自己的轨迹
\n给我醒醒吧先顾好自己吧

偶尔也会想是不是我其实并没有爱人的能力
\n也许爱就是和母爱一样无条件的付出？
\n我一直很佩服我父母，也许有的时候我也做了很多让他们失望的事情，但他们还是能够无条件的爱我
\n而当我换位到爱别人的立场时我发现我做不到无条件毫无保留的付出
\n我眼里的爱本质上是长时间的投资，而我不愿意把所有赌注都压在一个人身上。我会衡量利弊，我怕输光。
\n那为什么我的父母能够做到无视这一切？是他们没有想到这层还是只是无条件的信任？那为什么是我？凭什么是我？我配吗？我也许会终身思考这些问题
\n已经完全没有睡意了还是写会作业吧

教育真的是很难的终身课题，对于教师职业应该多一分敬畏。未来尽量不要走教培行业，我不合适。

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捷径不存在，方向不错并且喜欢就行了

\n","createdAt":"2025-05-03 14:55:16.460783","updatedAt":"2025-05-03 14:55:16.460783","replyToPostNumber":81,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":17,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":50253,"postNumber":83,"raw":"但是在我的视角看我会希望她能够尽量少踩我当时遇到的一些坑\n可能还是太在乎了我只希望她能拿到的或者经历的都是我眼里尽可能最好的","cooked":"

但是在我的视角看我会希望她能够尽量少踩我当时遇到的一些坑
\n可能还是太在乎了我只希望她能拿到的或者经历的都是我眼里尽可能最好的

\n","createdAt":"2025-05-03 15:08:09.77148","updatedAt":"2025-05-03 15:08:09.77148","replyToPostNumber":82,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":61,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":50254,"postNumber":84,"raw":"所以就可以剥夺别人探索的乐趣和自由吗\n\n你的老师也可以在第一天这么说“把所有题都像我这样都做对了就可以满分了”","cooked":"

所以就可以剥夺别人探索的乐趣和自由吗

你的老师也可以在第一天这么说“把所有题都像我这样都做对了就可以满分了”

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虽然其实没有到那个地步但你说得确实也很对

仔细想想这个例子也不太准确
\n因为我做的事实上是想尽早激发她探索和自主思考的欲望（平时总是刷视频看手机我真的看不下去了
\n（而我从小的成长路径就是通过自主思考往前的，但她似乎被短视频绊住脚了所以会想给一些强制力让她多思考
\n可能是我还是方式和引导没有做好吧

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重要的是多问问自己是否“做好榜样”，严于律己宽以待人。

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\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t难过，post:81, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
那为什么我的父母能够做到无视这一切？
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

你的父母足够富有（自己生存不存在太大问题）也不指望靠你发财，在过去“虎毒食子”还是很常见的。并且你的父母在你小时候（没逆反心理时候）的教育已经将你的很大一部分塑造成了他们的样子（一种重生）。

伴侣还是找尽可能可以互相成为榜样的同类，而不是试图改变别人，不然互相都会痛苦，你肯定也有很多她希望去改变的缺点

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事实上因为过于保守，对于伴侣关系我甚至是完全不愿意投资的。在常规语义上的伴侣约束我只能投资一人，如果入局，只做一手打算很容易让我没有安全感。与其把精力和喜乐寄托在另一个人身上，我更愿意投资自己。
\n所以我提到的她并不是我的伴侣。
\n但我还是有所获益的，很感谢某位匿名的同学对我的回复。

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我现在是匿名了吗？
\n青铜原来并不能用匿名模式

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子桑户说：“你难道没听说过假国灭亡时发生的事吗？有个人叫林回，在逃难时放弃了价值千金的玉璧，却背着婴儿快速逃离。有人不解地问他：‘你是为了孩子的财物吗？可婴儿能带来的财富很少啊；还是因为他的拖累？婴儿带来的负担可大多了。既然如此，为何还要丢下千金玉璧，反而背着婴儿奔逃呢？’林回回答说：‘那玉璧是因为利益才与我结合，而这婴儿却是因天性血缘与我相连啊。’因利益结合的人，遇到困厄灾祸时就会互相抛弃；因天性血缘相连的人，遇到困厄灾祸时反而会互相收容。彼此收容与互相抛弃的差别可真是天壤之别！再说，君子之间的交情淡泊如清水，小人之间的交情甘甜似甜酒；君子淡泊却能亲近，小人甘甜却易断绝。那些因私利而无故结合的，也会因私利无故分离。”

注：

\"假人之亡\"指春秋时期假国被晋国所灭的历史事件。\n\"布\"在此处指财物（古代布币），后引申为利益。\n文末缺字据上下文补为\"离\"，指分离。\n通过\"玉璧 - 婴儿\"的对比，揭示两种人际关系的本质差异，进而阐明道家推崇的超越功利的自然之道。\n

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最近容易疑神疑鬼的，压力又起来了
\n请我自己不要为他人的行为去找合适的解释因为他人的行为和我没有关系
\n为其他人想这么多也不能当饭吃也不能让我开心
\n有这心思不如想一下大作业怎么做

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我现在是匿名了吗？
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是匿名！

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

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运气很差的一天真的诸事不顺会熬过去的遇到问题总会有处理的办法。不要焦虑不要紧张，赶紧干

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不知不觉这四天里一天半在做大作业，两天半在准备考试，还有一场考试还没开始准备……
\n两天准备一场考试，会赢吗

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在思考：我的能量来源于什么呢？

我自己的体系逻辑还是不够自洽。有什么书籍能帮我让我有更深入的思考吗？
\n想读哲学专业了

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哲学都是瞎扯淡，你应该阅读生理学，脑科学，认知心理学

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向查理芒格学习，学习所有现代学科最有用和可靠的专业知识

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为什么能有这么多事情
\n好累好累好累
\n又开始没有时间玩的日子了

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高中吃苦奋斗后大学仍然在吃苦人能吃苦就有吃不完的苦 😇

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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正常的，不过快进入小学期了，也算是好事？

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sj 也有小学期吗 🫨

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\n $\"IO\"$ \n IO — #1 in 吃苦果然有害\n

来自：https://www.pkuanvil.com/topic/841/%E5%90%83%E8%8B%A6%E6%9E%9C%E7%84%B6%E6%9C%89%E5%AE%B3

原文是篇综述，介绍了一系列相关研究，用翻译软件的话即使是外行也能看个大概，有兴趣的可以直接读原文：The impact of psychosocial adversity on brain and behaviour: an overview of existing knowledge and directions for future research - Molecular Psychiatry

近期，一篇来自《自然》旗下子刊《分子精神病学》的文章指出：吃苦，特别是早年吃苦，对大脑发育和个人行为有多种不利影响。大脑具有可塑性。在面对逆境（包括各种困难及恶劣的自然环境等）时，人的神经、代谢等生理调节系统会产生各种生理反应，以适应逆境。如果长时间或者反复面对逆境，这种生理反应会逐渐积累，从而形成“应激负荷”，这种负荷在很大程度上会导致精神和身体上的疾病。

为了了解逆境对大脑的影响，研究收集了从 2010 年 1 月 1 日到 2023 年 4 月 8 日这段时间的文献数据，特别关注普通人人群队列的样本，以全面了解不良生活事件经历后大脑结构和功能的变化，并分别对虐待、社会机构抚养、霸凌、孤独、贫困、家庭矛盾以及环境污染等“逆境”造成的影响进行了分析。

研究发现，与生活优渥的同龄人相比，生活在贫困中的儿童更有可能遇到发育迟缓、认知和学业水平更差的情况，情感和行为出现问题的几率也更高。全脑结构研究表明，财富和社会地位优越，大脑皮质厚度、皮质表面积和灰质体积等大脑整体测量指标也会更优；而财富和社会地位越差，杏仁核、海马、纹状体、丘脑等特定区域灰质体积越少。这些区域的发展与语言处理、阅读技能、视觉空间能力、决策和执行功能等多种大脑功能相关，并且这些影响将会持续 20 年。

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有的。期末周结束后就马上是小学期了

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要适时把玩乐的优先级放得比工作高，才有机会休息
\n虽然这周事情其实还是很多但这周末还是要出去耍

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已经在考虑考完去哪玩了。已知我期末周和小学期之间至少间隔一周。
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有统计分析，年龄越大，真实社交越少。

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唉真的为自己感觉浓重的悲哀了
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如果是朋友类型的闲聊还是很愿意的，比如土塬或者水源

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这个是怎么做到的？为什么这里的回复界面不一样啊

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原来如此

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

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一天考 3 场，后面还有 2 个大作业，1 个 pre
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交大坏

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没关系的！感觉 lz 已经很认真很厉害了🥹

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今天要学完一章 ppt+ 作业
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加油喵🐱

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谢谢鱼鱼

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然而事实上我现在连一章只有 35 页的 PPT 都没看完😠

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寝室里和室友会经常讨论室友们的感情进展，比如另一方的举动 or 语言是什么意思，代表什么信号。
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是也不是

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因为大多数人追求的就不是平等关系

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此话怎讲？类似 sm 那种偏好吗？

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谄媚，俗称舔狗，不分男女

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如何和老师求求让他大作业延期一下呢

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可以先给老师讲一下自己目前的进度，然后再讲讲自己遇到的困难，最后请求他延一下 ddl（）

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我是不是太敏感了
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今早突然意识到我就应该搞网恋的，反正我对外表性别物质毫无期待。
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\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t难过，post:144, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
土塬开个网恋记录楼
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

呃，虽然想鼓励 lz ……但希望 lz 不要复现我们小康米的光辉事迹…… $\":tieba_hehe:\"$

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我不可能会去面基的，就不会有后面的破事了

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notability 打开之前的笔记加载得好慢。不应该是存在本地的吗？为什么怎么慢 😇

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呃呃呃现在卡死机了
\nipad 好烫好烫

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真的好幸运，能遇到这些很给力的朋友。
\n就是那种平时可能就偶尔聊聊天开开玩笑的朋友，但如果你真需要 ta 帮忙做一些事情，ta 会马上来。
\n近期还有几个在我很难过的时候愿意听我讲烦心事半夜出来陪我散步甚至主动提出可以帮我工作（虽然我都拒绝了）的朋友。
\n能遇到这些人是我的幸运，但我反而会觉得自己无法等价回报他们的善意，有点心理负担。

源友们面对这些朋友一般如何表达感谢呢？想听听

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组一辈子乐队（x
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警惕以“组乐队”为借口的新型人口诈骗 🫵

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第三步：
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什么“轻拢慢捻抹复挑”😇

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但我不太会和人保持长时间的联系，很多时候是不联系自然关系淡了就淡了。
\n怎么当一辈子的朋友呢

怎么少女乐队打到我这里了（bushi

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我也差不多（？
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有道理的，下次分别都约他们出去玩

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ohno 那很忙碌了

我明天计划是约高中同学一起看展
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我真是无比期待明天😋

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莫名其妙又焦虑了

我效率好低无法启动啊

玩也不想玩学也学不进

我是垃圾

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我似乎找到好朋友了（吗？）

就是两个人认识了很长时间，我眼里已经挺熟的人。聊天时我无论说什么都无所谓，不用担心对面会想一些乱七八糟的东西，很轻松没有负担的交流，对面也会以朋友角度真诚地回应。无论我什么时候发对面看到了就会回，也不用担心这人怎么刻意不回复我的消息。我清楚地知道 ta 大概是怎样的人 ta 也大概知道我的一个怎样的人。

希望我能永远维持好朋友关系 🥺但这并不是我擅长的

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困困困
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今天目标

上午看完噪声的部分
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\n晚上去图书馆看点小说

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我戒备敏感自私内向，孤独且不愿他人靠近。

如果说我是一座孤岛，我亲手毁了所有上岛的路，然后一个人在岛上哭。也许我这种人就是不配获得幸福的。

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对外部事物的关注也会带来各种痛苦：世界会陷入战争，某种知识很难掌握，喜爱的人会离我而去。但是这类痛苦不同于由自我憎恶而生发的那种痛苦，它不会摧毁生活的核心。并且，对外界的每一种兴趣都会激发出某种活动，只要兴趣不减，这种活动便能充分抑制苦闷。相反，对自己的兴趣不会带来任何进取行为。\n\n◆ 对于那些自我沉溺严重到无药可救的不幸之人，外部戒律是通往幸福的唯一道路。\n\n◆ 他有一种关于自己“应该”如何的想象，而这种想象总是与认识到的现实的自我相冲突。\n\n◆ 即便实现了这个目标，他也很难获得完整的幸福，因为人类本性从来不是完全地以自我为中心，自恋者不过是作茧自缚，恰如一个人为罪恶感所压抑一样。原始人可能会为自己是个优秀猎手而骄傲，但他同样喜欢狩猎。虚荣，过度了便会扼杀参与各种活动的乐趣，必然招致无趣和厌倦。虚荣心往往来自缺乏自信，治疗的办法是培养自尊。对客观事物产生兴趣而激发活动，并获得成功，如此才能培养出这种自尊。\n\n◆ 典型的不幸福的人都是年轻时被剥夺了一些正常的满足，他会因此更看重这些满足而不是别的，这让他的人生只有一个方向可走\n\n◆ 不幸的人就像失眠的人，常常会以不幸为骄傲。\n\n\n第二章拜伦式的不幸福\n\n◆ 虚妄感来自活得太过轻松。\n\n◆ 当一个人可以轻易满足自己的任何一点小愿望时，他会认为，如愿以偿并不能让自己幸福。而如果有哲学气质，他就会认为，人生本质是痛苦的，即便得偿所愿，人还是不会幸福。但他忘记了，保持对一些东西的渴望是幸福必不可少的一部分。\n\n◆ 如果我长生不老，人生的乐趣迟早会失去魅力。唯其有限，生活才能历久弥新。\n\n◆ 爱情之所以被看重，首先因为它本身就是幸福之源，虽然这并非爱情的最大价值，但的确是它其他价值的本质所在。\n\n◆ 如果一个人想获得严肃与深刻的感受，那种能激发悲剧感与真正的幸福感的感受，这种联系就是必不可少的。\n\n\n第三章竞争\n\n◆ 把竞争当作生活主旨是很可怕、很偏执的事，这会让人的意志和肌肉持续过度紧张，这样的生活顶多也就能过一两代。经历了这种生活之后人一定会神经衰弱，寻找各种方式逃避，连休闲消遣也会像工作一样紧张和困难（因为已经无法放松了）。最后消亡于不能繁衍。\n\n\n第四章无聊与兴奋\n\n◆ 无聊的本质之一，是现实环境与令人心向往之的更惬意的环境之间存在反差。它的另一本质是人的机能没有“全力以赴”(fully occupied)。\n\n◆ 充满兴奋的生活是使人过度消耗的生活，它需要不断借助强烈刺激来使人激动，让人以为这种激动对于快乐是不可或缺的。习惯了过度兴奋的人就像一个嗜辣成癖的人，到最后，让别人窒息的辣对他来说甚至淡而无味。\n\n◆ 过度兴奋不仅会影响健康，还会让人对各种快乐的滋味变得迟钝，渐渐地以隔靴搔痒取代真实深入的满足，用小聪明代替大智慧，用猎奇代替审美。我并不想把反对兴奋推到极端，一定量的兴奋是有益的，但几乎与其他所有东西一样，关键在于度。过少会导致病态渴求，过多又会导致热情耗尽。所以，生活幸福的基础是要拥有一定的忍受无聊的能力，这是一个人年轻时的必修课之一。\n\n◆ 一切伟大的成就都离不开坚持不懈的工作，其中的专注与艰辛使人难有余力去应付疯狂的娱乐，当然，假日里为恢复体力所做的运动除外，比如其中最典型的是登山。\n\n◆ 让我们与自然生活产生联系的那些乐趣，其本身就蕴含了令我们深感欣慰的某些东西；当这种乐趣停止时，它们带来的幸福感并不会随即消失，尽管它们当时的欢愉程度也许不及更为刺激的放纵。\n\n◆ 幸福生活在很大程度上必定是一种宁静的生活，唯有宁静的气氛才能蕴含真正的幸福。\n\n\n第五章疲劳\n\n◆ 当成功来临之时，他已经是个神经系统千疮百孔的人，已习惯于焦虑，即使再也无须，他也告别不了焦虑。\n\n◆ 大部分人都很难控制自己的思维，这话的意思是，当面对某事已然无能为力时，他们还是不能停止思考。\n\n◆ 培养一种有条理的思维，在合适的时间充分地思考一件事，而不是在所有时间里断断续续地思考这件事，它所增加的幸福感和所提高的效率是令人吃惊的。\n\n◆ 优柔寡断是最耗费心神且徒劳无益的。\n\n◆ 我讲得好与不好都没那么重要，地球照样转，太阳照样东升西落。我发现，越是不在乎讲得好坏，就越是不会讲得太糟，神经紧张的情况也渐渐减轻近乎消失。大部分的神经性疲劳都可以使用这种方式来应对。我们的行为并不像我们自己以为的那么重要，我们的成功和失败说到底也没什么了不得的。人生没有过不去的坎，似乎要终结幸福的困扰会随着时间流逝而消退，直到我们已想不起当时的辛酸。然而，在这些以自我为中心的考量之上的事实是，一个人的“自我”并不是构成这个世界的特别重要的部分。如果一个人可以将自己的思想和希望聚焦在超越自我的事物上，就能从生活的庸常烦恼中找到几分平静\n\n◆ 临近神经崩溃的症状之一，是坚信自己的工作极为重要，认为如果休假就将招致灭顶之灾。\n\n◆ 看似由工作引发的神经崩溃事实上都是由情绪问题造成的，神经崩溃者原是为了逃避这些情绪困扰才去工作的。他不愿意放弃工作，因为放弃了工作，就再也没有什么东西可以让他避免沉湎于自己的不幸了。\n\n◆ 如果你能在最坏的可能性面前不做任何逃避，你将发现自己的忧虑已烟消云散，取而代之的是一种愉快。\n\n◆ 应对各种恐惧的正确方式是全神贯注，理性、镇静地思考它，直到你彻底了解了它。这种了解最终会消减恐惧，当整个问题变得索然无味时，我们的注意力也就转移了，但不是像先前那样靠意志转移，而仅仅是因为对这个问题失去了兴趣。如果你发现自己对任何事情都容易操心多想，那干脆变本加厉地往多里想、往深里想，直到这件事情的致命诱惑最终荡然无存。\n\n◆ 勇气越多，忧虑越少，疲劳也因此越少，现代人承受的绝大部分神经性疲劳，是由有意识或无意识的恐惧导致的。\n\n◆ 最容易得到的、浅层次上最能吸引人的乐趣，大多都是耗神的。\n\n\n第八章受害妄想\n\n◆ 我们希望别人对待我们犹如我们对待自己，抱着暖暖的爱和深深的尊重。\n\n◆ 假如我们都有洞察人心的神奇魔力，恐怕它的第一个影响就是结束几乎一切友情，第二个影响倒可能是积极的，因为难以忍受一个没有友情的世界，所以我们应该学会悦纳彼此，而无需用一层假想的面纱掩饰我们原本就没有以为对方尽善尽美的看法。我们知道自己的朋友有缺点，但总体上不失为我们喜欢的人。然而发现他们对我们也是同样看法时，我们却难以忍受。我们期望的是，他们认为我们完美无瑕，与众不同。在我们不得不承认自己的缺点时，往往把这种显见的事实看得过于严重。没有人是完美无瑕的，且不必为此过于烦恼。\n\n◆ 历史上确有怀才不遇，但更多的还是滥竽充数。\n\n\n第十章还能有幸福感吗？\n\n◆ 教育带来的差别仅体现在获得快乐的途径上。\n\n◆ 任何人都能通过发挥特殊才能而获得工作的乐趣，只要他能满足于发挥自己才能的过程，而非博得众人赞誉。\n\n◆ 找到一些毫不虚妄的事情并不难，如果对这类事情产生真正的兴趣，在闲暇时心有所属，便可对抗生活的空虚感。\n\n◆ 所有不伤害他人的乐趣都是积极的。\n\n◆ 在许多情况下，乃至在大多数情况下，狂热和嗜好不是根本的幸福之源，而是逃避现实，暂时忘却难以面对的痛苦的权宜之计。根本的幸福比其他任何东西都更依赖于一种关切，或可称为对人对物的友善关切。\n\n◆ 对人的友善关切是一种情爱，但不是那种想要抓住、占有和期待强烈回应的情爱。后一种情爱往往是不幸福的根源。让人幸福的那种情爱是喜欢观察人、能从人们的个性中发现乐趣，愿意为与自己交往的人创造感受快乐和趣味的空间，而不是控制他们或得到他们对自己的无限崇拜。以这种态度真诚待人的人一定会成为幸福的源泉和友爱的载体。他的人际交往，无论是随意的还是严肃的，将会满足他的利益与情感的共同需要。\n\n◆ 因为自己是个幸福的人，所以他是个令人愉快的伙伴，反过来这又增加了他的幸福感。\n\n◆ 世界无限，个人能力却有限。如果我们把自己的幸福完全绑定在个人的圈子内，便难免对生活生出非分的要求，结果是连分内的都将失去。一个人若能凭借一些真正的兴趣来忘掉自己的烦恼，比如关于特伦特会议 (Council of Trent)，或者星辰的历史，当他从物的世界神游回来，他将发现自己已经获得了从容与平静，这是他对付烦恼的最好办法，同时，他还拥有了尽管短暂但却真实的快乐。\n\n\n第十一章兴致\n\n◆ 他们从幻灭的高度俯视着在他们看来灵魂空虚的人。我不敢苟同。类似的醒悟都是某种病症，某些情况下，这种问题的确无法避免，但病症出现时仍应尽快治疗，而不是自视拥有了更高级的智慧。\n\n◆ 个人的兴趣越多，乐趣便越多，受制于命运的情况就越少，因为他若失去一样，还可以找到另一样替代。\n\n◆ 只有当我们对事件产生了兴趣，事件才会变成我们的经历：如果它们吸引不了我们，我们也就无法从它们那里获得什么。因此，注意力向内的人往往感觉没什么值得关注的，而注意力向外的人偶尔内省时常会发现，无比丰富多彩的各种成分都已被分析并重组成了美妙的或具有启发性的形式。\n\n◆ 如果你有兴趣，其实任何事都是有意思的，每一种东西都可能引起你的兴趣，因此，无论喜欢什么都比什么都不喜欢能让人活得更好。\n\n◆ 我们所有的个性化的趣味和欲望必须要适应生活的整体框架。只有当它们与健康，与我们所爱的人的情感，与我们生活于其中的社会协调一致时，它们才能成为幸福之源。\n\n◆ 某些需求构成了一个框架，任何单独的激情都必须依存于这个框架，否则它们就可能变成痛苦之源。这些需求是：健康，保存健全的机能，维持基本生存的收入，担负基本的社会责任，比如对妻子儿女的责任。\n\n◆ 那些放纵于一种渴求而放弃其他所有需要的人心中往往深藏某些困扰，他在试图逃避一个幽灵。酗酒者的情况十分典型：他们为了遗忘而把自己灌醉。如果他们的生活中没有那种幽灵，他们就不会感到醉酒比清醒更好过。正如传说中的中国人所言：“醉翁之意不在酒。”这典型地代表了一切过度的、片面的激情。它寻求的不是事物本身的乐趣，而是遗忘。然而，是以浑浑噩噩的方式，还是通过自觉的主观努力来遗忘，两者间有天壤之别。\n\n◆ 一个人但凡未曾受过致命挫折便会存有对外部世界的天然兴趣，而只要这种兴趣依然存在，他便能发现生活的快乐，除非他的自由受到了过度限制。\n\n◆ 自由受限使文明人的生活无时无刻不在藩篱中：高兴时他不能上街载歌载舞，悲伤时他不能坐在人行道旁哭泣，担心那会妨碍别人通行。年少时他的自由被学校限制，长大后他的自由被工作限制。所有这些都在消磨兴致，不断的限制导致了疲惫和厌倦。\n\n◆ 一个人要想克服困难保存兴致，需要有健康的身体，充沛的精力，或者幸运的话，从事一份本身便有趣的工作。\n\n\n第十二章情爱\n\n◆ 安全感本身就能帮助一个人躲开麻烦。走在下临峡谷的窄板之上，害怕比镇定更有可能使你失足。人生也是这个道理。无所畏惧的人当然也有可能遭遇飞来横祸，但他更可能克服重重险境安然过关，而胆怯者却更可能走向不幸。\n\n◆ 世界杂乱无章，悲欢五味杂陈。想要理出其中清晰的系统与范式的愿望，骨子里还是出于恐惧，本质上是一种广场恐惧，或对开阔空间的恐惧。四壁围合的图书馆会让胆怯的学生感到安全。\n\n◆ 最好的情爱是互惠性的生活帮助，彼此愉快地接受，不勉强地给予，因为这种互惠的幸福而感到世界更加有趣。\n\n◆ 过于强大的自我是一座监狱，想充分享受世界就得逃出这监狱。拥有真正的情爱是一个人逃出了自我监狱的标志之一。仅仅接受爱还不够，接受爱还应激发出给予爱，只有这两种爱彼此对等，情爱才会发挥它最大的功效。\n\n◆ 每个人都不愿交出自我，每个人都抱持深深的孤独，每个人都自我保全所以无果。\n\n◆ 真正有价值的性关系必是毫无保留的，且将双方的整个人格整合而成一个新人格。在各种戒备中，对爱的戒备是幸福感的最大敌人。\n\n\n第十四章工作\n\n◆ 工作把假期变得格外美妙。但凡工作还没有繁重到耗尽了活力，一个有工作的人在业余时间肯定会比一个闲人更有兴致。\n\n◆ 目标的持续性是幸福的本质要素之一\n\n◆ 消磨时间和为个人抱负提供一些有限的出路，这两点就足以让做着平淡工作的人总体上来讲比无所事事的人更快乐。\n\n◆ 决定工作有趣的要素有两个：一、需要运用技能；二、具有建设性。\n\n\n第十五章闲情逸致\n\n◆ 不能关注生活中的任何无用之事，这是痛苦、抑郁和神经紧张的根源之一。\n\n◆ 这种表现也许说明女性比男性有更强的责任心，但我认为，长此以往，这并不能提升她们的工作质量。相反，这常常会造成视野狭隘和某种偏执。\n\n◆ 我们太容易专注于自己的目标，我们的圈子，我们自己的工作，以致忘记了它们只是人类生活中多么渺小的一部分，我们的所作所为对于整个世界微不足道。\n\n◆ 我们每个人都不会在这世上活太久，需要去了解这个奇异的星球以及它在宇宙中的位置。无视求知的机会，恰如进了剧院却不听戏。人世间悲喜交加、光怪陆离，对此情此景无动于衷，是放弃了生活赋予每个人的特权。\n\n◆ 过分关注工作的人始终有陷入偏执的危险，基本表现为只关心一两件自己渴求的事而全不顾其他，认为全力以赴时即使其他方面偶有损失也不足为念。要避免这种偏执倾向，最好的预防莫过于对人的生活及其在宇宙中的位置有更宏大的认识。\n\n◆ 当代高等教育的缺陷之一，是逐渐偏重对各种技能的培训，忽略了引导人们通过对世界的客观探察去开阔心胸。\n\n◆ 当你拥有了这种视野，无论个人命运如何，一种深刻的幸福感都会永远伴随着你。生命将与各个时代的伟大壮丽相交融，个人生死也将被置之度外。\n\n◆ 灵魂伟大的人心胸开阔，任由宇宙之风自由激荡。\n\n◆ 他将认识到，某种意义上，一个人能看到多大的世界，他的自我就有多大。摆脱了被环境奴役的恐惧，他将感受到深刻的幸福，无论生活如何沧桑变化，他在内心深处永远是一个幸福的人。\n\n\n第十七章幸福的人\n\n◆ 大多数人的天性都不会以被囚禁为乐，而将自我封闭在一己之内的激情确是一所最可怕的监狱。这些激情中常见的包括恐惧、嫉妒、罪恶感、自怜和自恋。\n\n◆ 专注自我的最大害处是把生活变得狭窄单调。是的，一个只爱自己的人不会因为情感生活混乱被指责，但最后却会为挚爱的对象一成不变而乏味到难以忍受。\n\n◆ 幸福的重要源泉是得到爱，但是索要爱的人是得不到爱的。泛泛而论，得到爱的人正是付出爱的人。\n\n◆ 只有你真正感兴趣的东西才会对你有用，但你要相信，一旦停止了自我沉溺，你真正的兴趣就会出现。\n\n◆ 爱的自利性必须保持在一定限度内，但它无疑还是具有自利这样一种性质，一个人因此才会为爱情的成功而幸福。\n\n-- 来自微信读书\n\n[/details]\n\n\n下一本书是蛤蟆先生去看心理医生","cooked":"

暑假读完的第一本书《幸福之路》的摘录

《幸福之路（果麦经典）》

伯特兰·罗素
\n77 个笔记

译者序

◆ 在追求幸福感的时候，不少人把着力点放在满足自己的各种欲望上，大约认为幸福感就是满足感的叠加。

◆ 为什么“听过很多道理，却依然过不好这一生？”因为，“听过”还不是“真知”，知行合一才是真知。仅仅“听过”当然不足以让你“过好”，幸福不是“听来”的，是要行动“做出来”的。

第一章什么使人不幸福？

◆ 我认为，这些不幸福很大程度上归咎于错误的世界观、错误的伦理观、错误的生活习惯，它们毁掉了人们原本可能有的天然的兴致和胃口，而一切幸福，无论人或动物，皆基于此。

◆ 对外部事物的关注也会带来各种痛苦：世界会陷入战争，某种知识很难掌握，喜爱的人会离我而去。但是这类痛苦不同于由自我憎恶而生发的那种痛苦，它不会摧毁生活的核心。并且，对外界的每一种兴趣都会激发出某种活动，只要兴趣不减，这种活动便能充分抑制苦闷。相反，对自己的兴趣不会带来任何进取行为。

◆ 对于那些自我沉溺严重到无药可救的不幸之人，外部戒律是通往幸福的唯一道路。

◆ 他有一种关于自己“应该”如何的想象，而这种想象总是与认识到的现实的自我相冲突。

◆ 即便实现了这个目标，他也很难获得完整的幸福，因为人类本性从来不是完全地以自我为中心，自恋者不过是作茧自缚，恰如一个人为罪恶感所压抑一样。原始人可能会为自己是个优秀猎手而骄傲，但他同样喜欢狩猎。虚荣，过度了便会扼杀参与各种活动的乐趣，必然招致无趣和厌倦。虚荣心往往来自缺乏自信，治疗的办法是培养自尊。对客观事物产生兴趣而激发活动，并获得成功，如此才能培养出这种自尊。

◆ 典型的不幸福的人都是年轻时被剥夺了一些正常的满足，他会因此更看重这些满足而不是别的，这让他的人生只有一个方向可走

◆ 不幸的人就像失眠的人，常常会以不幸为骄傲。

第二章拜伦式的不幸福

◆ 虚妄感来自活得太过轻松。

◆ 当一个人可以轻易满足自己的任何一点小愿望时，他会认为，如愿以偿并不能让自己幸福。而如果有哲学气质，他就会认为，人生本质是痛苦的，即便得偿所愿，人还是不会幸福。但他忘记了，保持对一些东西的渴望是幸福必不可少的一部分。

◆ 如果我长生不老，人生的乐趣迟早会失去魅力。唯其有限，生活才能历久弥新。

◆ 爱情之所以被看重，首先因为它本身就是幸福之源，虽然这并非爱情的最大价值，但的确是它其他价值的本质所在。

◆ 如果一个人想获得严肃与深刻的感受，那种能激发悲剧感与真正的幸福感的感受，这种联系就是必不可少的。

第三章竞争

◆ 把竞争当作生活主旨是很可怕、很偏执的事，这会让人的意志和肌肉持续过度紧张，这样的生活顶多也就能过一两代。经历了这种生活之后人一定会神经衰弱，寻找各种方式逃避，连休闲消遣也会像工作一样紧张和困难（因为已经无法放松了）。最后消亡于不能繁衍。

第四章无聊与兴奋

◆ 无聊的本质之一，是现实环境与令人心向往之的更惬意的环境之间存在反差。它的另一本质是人的机能没有“全力以赴”(fully occupied)。

◆ 充满兴奋的生活是使人过度消耗的生活，它需要不断借助强烈刺激来使人激动，让人以为这种激动对于快乐是不可或缺的。习惯了过度兴奋的人就像一个嗜辣成癖的人，到最后，让别人窒息的辣对他来说甚至淡而无味。

◆ 过度兴奋不仅会影响健康，还会让人对各种快乐的滋味变得迟钝，渐渐地以隔靴搔痒取代真实深入的满足，用小聪明代替大智慧，用猎奇代替审美。我并不想把反对兴奋推到极端，一定量的兴奋是有益的，但几乎与其他所有东西一样，关键在于度。过少会导致病态渴求，过多又会导致热情耗尽。所以，生活幸福的基础是要拥有一定的忍受无聊的能力，这是一个人年轻时的必修课之一。

◆ 一切伟大的成就都离不开坚持不懈的工作，其中的专注与艰辛使人难有余力去应付疯狂的娱乐，当然，假日里为恢复体力所做的运动除外，比如其中最典型的是登山。

◆ 让我们与自然生活产生联系的那些乐趣，其本身就蕴含了令我们深感欣慰的某些东西；当这种乐趣停止时，它们带来的幸福感并不会随即消失，尽管它们当时的欢愉程度也许不及更为刺激的放纵。

◆ 幸福生活在很大程度上必定是一种宁静的生活，唯有宁静的气氛才能蕴含真正的幸福。

第五章疲劳

◆ 当成功来临之时，他已经是个神经系统千疮百孔的人，已习惯于焦虑，即使再也无须，他也告别不了焦虑。

◆ 大部分人都很难控制自己的思维，这话的意思是，当面对某事已然无能为力时，他们还是不能停止思考。

◆ 培养一种有条理的思维，在合适的时间充分地思考一件事，而不是在所有时间里断断续续地思考这件事，它所增加的幸福感和所提高的效率是令人吃惊的。

◆ 优柔寡断是最耗费心神且徒劳无益的。

◆ 我讲得好与不好都没那么重要，地球照样转，太阳照样东升西落。我发现，越是不在乎讲得好坏，就越是不会讲得太糟，神经紧张的情况也渐渐减轻近乎消失。大部分的神经性疲劳都可以使用这种方式来应对。我们的行为并不像我们自己以为的那么重要，我们的成功和失败说到底也没什么了不得的。人生没有过不去的坎，似乎要终结幸福的困扰会随着时间流逝而消退，直到我们已想不起当时的辛酸。然而，在这些以自我为中心的考量之上的事实是，一个人的“自我”并不是构成这个世界的特别重要的部分。如果一个人可以将自己的思想和希望聚焦在超越自我的事物上，就能从生活的庸常烦恼中找到几分平静

◆ 临近神经崩溃的症状之一，是坚信自己的工作极为重要，认为如果休假就将招致灭顶之灾。

◆ 看似由工作引发的神经崩溃事实上都是由情绪问题造成的，神经崩溃者原是为了逃避这些情绪困扰才去工作的。他不愿意放弃工作，因为放弃了工作，就再也没有什么东西可以让他避免沉湎于自己的不幸了。

◆ 如果你能在最坏的可能性面前不做任何逃避，你将发现自己的忧虑已烟消云散，取而代之的是一种愉快。

◆ 应对各种恐惧的正确方式是全神贯注，理性、镇静地思考它，直到你彻底了解了它。这种了解最终会消减恐惧，当整个问题变得索然无味时，我们的注意力也就转移了，但不是像先前那样靠意志转移，而仅仅是因为对这个问题失去了兴趣。如果你发现自己对任何事情都容易操心多想，那干脆变本加厉地往多里想、往深里想，直到这件事情的致命诱惑最终荡然无存。

◆ 勇气越多，忧虑越少，疲劳也因此越少，现代人承受的绝大部分神经性疲劳，是由有意识或无意识的恐惧导致的。

◆ 最容易得到的、浅层次上最能吸引人的乐趣，大多都是耗神的。

第八章受害妄想

◆ 我们希望别人对待我们犹如我们对待自己，抱着暖暖的爱和深深的尊重。

◆ 假如我们都有洞察人心的神奇魔力，恐怕它的第一个影响就是结束几乎一切友情，第二个影响倒可能是积极的，因为难以忍受一个没有友情的世界，所以我们应该学会悦纳彼此，而无需用一层假想的面纱掩饰我们原本就没有以为对方尽善尽美的看法。我们知道自己的朋友有缺点，但总体上不失为我们喜欢的人。然而发现他们对我们也是同样看法时，我们却难以忍受。我们期望的是，他们认为我们完美无瑕，与众不同。在我们不得不承认自己的缺点时，往往把这种显见的事实看得过于严重。没有人是完美无瑕的，且不必为此过于烦恼。

◆ 历史上确有怀才不遇，但更多的还是滥竽充数。

第十章还能有幸福感吗？

◆ 教育带来的差别仅体现在获得快乐的途径上。

◆ 任何人都能通过发挥特殊才能而获得工作的乐趣，只要他能满足于发挥自己才能的过程，而非博得众人赞誉。

◆ 找到一些毫不虚妄的事情并不难，如果对这类事情产生真正的兴趣，在闲暇时心有所属，便可对抗生活的空虚感。

◆ 所有不伤害他人的乐趣都是积极的。

◆ 在许多情况下，乃至在大多数情况下，狂热和嗜好不是根本的幸福之源，而是逃避现实，暂时忘却难以面对的痛苦的权宜之计。根本的幸福比其他任何东西都更依赖于一种关切，或可称为对人对物的友善关切。

◆ 对人的友善关切是一种情爱，但不是那种想要抓住、占有和期待强烈回应的情爱。后一种情爱往往是不幸福的根源。让人幸福的那种情爱是喜欢观察人、能从人们的个性中发现乐趣，愿意为与自己交往的人创造感受快乐和趣味的空间，而不是控制他们或得到他们对自己的无限崇拜。以这种态度真诚待人的人一定会成为幸福的源泉和友爱的载体。他的人际交往，无论是随意的还是严肃的，将会满足他的利益与情感的共同需要。

◆ 因为自己是个幸福的人，所以他是个令人愉快的伙伴，反过来这又增加了他的幸福感。

◆ 世界无限，个人能力却有限。如果我们把自己的幸福完全绑定在个人的圈子内，便难免对生活生出非分的要求，结果是连分内的都将失去。一个人若能凭借一些真正的兴趣来忘掉自己的烦恼，比如关于特伦特会议 (Council of Trent)，或者星辰的历史，当他从物的世界神游回来，他将发现自己已经获得了从容与平静，这是他对付烦恼的最好办法，同时，他还拥有了尽管短暂但却真实的快乐。

第十一章兴致

◆ 他们从幻灭的高度俯视着在他们看来灵魂空虚的人。我不敢苟同。类似的醒悟都是某种病症，某些情况下，这种问题的确无法避免，但病症出现时仍应尽快治疗，而不是自视拥有了更高级的智慧。

◆ 个人的兴趣越多，乐趣便越多，受制于命运的情况就越少，因为他若失去一样，还可以找到另一样替代。

◆ 只有当我们对事件产生了兴趣，事件才会变成我们的经历：如果它们吸引不了我们，我们也就无法从它们那里获得什么。因此，注意力向内的人往往感觉没什么值得关注的，而注意力向外的人偶尔内省时常会发现，无比丰富多彩的各种成分都已被分析并重组成了美妙的或具有启发性的形式。

◆ 如果你有兴趣，其实任何事都是有意思的，每一种东西都可能引起你的兴趣，因此，无论喜欢什么都比什么都不喜欢能让人活得更好。

◆ 我们所有的个性化的趣味和欲望必须要适应生活的整体框架。只有当它们与健康，与我们所爱的人的情感，与我们生活于其中的社会协调一致时，它们才能成为幸福之源。

◆ 某些需求构成了一个框架，任何单独的激情都必须依存于这个框架，否则它们就可能变成痛苦之源。这些需求是：健康，保存健全的机能，维持基本生存的收入，担负基本的社会责任，比如对妻子儿女的责任。

◆ 那些放纵于一种渴求而放弃其他所有需要的人心中往往深藏某些困扰，他在试图逃避一个幽灵。酗酒者的情况十分典型：他们为了遗忘而把自己灌醉。如果他们的生活中没有那种幽灵，他们就不会感到醉酒比清醒更好过。正如传说中的中国人所言：“醉翁之意不在酒。”这典型地代表了一切过度的、片面的激情。它寻求的不是事物本身的乐趣，而是遗忘。然而，是以浑浑噩噩的方式，还是通过自觉的主观努力来遗忘，两者间有天壤之别。

◆ 一个人但凡未曾受过致命挫折便会存有对外部世界的天然兴趣，而只要这种兴趣依然存在，他便能发现生活的快乐，除非他的自由受到了过度限制。

◆ 自由受限使文明人的生活无时无刻不在藩篱中：高兴时他不能上街载歌载舞，悲伤时他不能坐在人行道旁哭泣，担心那会妨碍别人通行。年少时他的自由被学校限制，长大后他的自由被工作限制。所有这些都在消磨兴致，不断的限制导致了疲惫和厌倦。

◆ 一个人要想克服困难保存兴致，需要有健康的身体，充沛的精力，或者幸运的话，从事一份本身便有趣的工作。

第十二章情爱

◆ 安全感本身就能帮助一个人躲开麻烦。走在下临峡谷的窄板之上，害怕比镇定更有可能使你失足。人生也是这个道理。无所畏惧的人当然也有可能遭遇飞来横祸，但他更可能克服重重险境安然过关，而胆怯者却更可能走向不幸。

◆ 世界杂乱无章，悲欢五味杂陈。想要理出其中清晰的系统与范式的愿望，骨子里还是出于恐惧，本质上是一种广场恐惧，或对开阔空间的恐惧。四壁围合的图书馆会让胆怯的学生感到安全。

◆ 最好的情爱是互惠性的生活帮助，彼此愉快地接受，不勉强地给予，因为这种互惠的幸福而感到世界更加有趣。

◆ 过于强大的自我是一座监狱，想充分享受世界就得逃出这监狱。拥有真正的情爱是一个人逃出了自我监狱的标志之一。仅仅接受爱还不够，接受爱还应激发出给予爱，只有这两种爱彼此对等，情爱才会发挥它最大的功效。

◆ 每个人都不愿交出自我，每个人都抱持深深的孤独，每个人都自我保全所以无果。

◆ 真正有价值的性关系必是毫无保留的，且将双方的整个人格整合而成一个新人格。在各种戒备中，对爱的戒备是幸福感的最大敌人。

第十四章工作

◆ 工作把假期变得格外美妙。但凡工作还没有繁重到耗尽了活力，一个有工作的人在业余时间肯定会比一个闲人更有兴致。

◆ 目标的持续性是幸福的本质要素之一

◆ 消磨时间和为个人抱负提供一些有限的出路，这两点就足以让做着平淡工作的人总体上来讲比无所事事的人更快乐。

◆ 决定工作有趣的要素有两个：一、需要运用技能；二、具有建设性。

第十五章闲情逸致

◆ 不能关注生活中的任何无用之事，这是痛苦、抑郁和神经紧张的根源之一。

◆ 这种表现也许说明女性比男性有更强的责任心，但我认为，长此以往，这并不能提升她们的工作质量。相反，这常常会造成视野狭隘和某种偏执。

◆ 我们太容易专注于自己的目标，我们的圈子，我们自己的工作，以致忘记了它们只是人类生活中多么渺小的一部分，我们的所作所为对于整个世界微不足道。

◆ 我们每个人都不会在这世上活太久，需要去了解这个奇异的星球以及它在宇宙中的位置。无视求知的机会，恰如进了剧院却不听戏。人世间悲喜交加、光怪陆离，对此情此景无动于衷，是放弃了生活赋予每个人的特权。

◆ 过分关注工作的人始终有陷入偏执的危险，基本表现为只关心一两件自己渴求的事而全不顾其他，认为全力以赴时即使其他方面偶有损失也不足为念。要避免这种偏执倾向，最好的预防莫过于对人的生活及其在宇宙中的位置有更宏大的认识。

◆ 当代高等教育的缺陷之一，是逐渐偏重对各种技能的培训，忽略了引导人们通过对世界的客观探察去开阔心胸。

◆ 当你拥有了这种视野，无论个人命运如何，一种深刻的幸福感都会永远伴随着你。生命将与各个时代的伟大壮丽相交融，个人生死也将被置之度外。

◆ 灵魂伟大的人心胸开阔，任由宇宙之风自由激荡。

◆ 他将认识到，某种意义上，一个人能看到多大的世界，他的自我就有多大。摆脱了被环境奴役的恐惧，他将感受到深刻的幸福，无论生活如何沧桑变化，他在内心深处永远是一个幸福的人。

第十七章幸福的人

◆ 大多数人的天性都不会以被囚禁为乐，而将自我封闭在一己之内的激情确是一所最可怕的监狱。这些激情中常见的包括恐惧、嫉妒、罪恶感、自怜和自恋。

◆ 专注自我的最大害处是把生活变得狭窄单调。是的，一个只爱自己的人不会因为情感生活混乱被指责，但最后却会为挚爱的对象一成不变而乏味到难以忍受。

◆ 幸福的重要源泉是得到爱，但是索要爱的人是得不到爱的。泛泛而论，得到爱的人正是付出爱的人。

◆ 只有你真正感兴趣的东西才会对你有用，但你要相信，一旦停止了自我沉溺，你真正的兴趣就会出现。

◆ 爱的自利性必须保持在一定限度内，但它无疑还是具有自利这样一种性质，一个人因此才会为爱情的成功而幸福。

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下一本书是蛤蟆先生去看心理医生

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用仪器 a 测仪器 b 的输出不符合预期，可能是仪器 a 有问题也可能是仪器 b 有问题，甚至可能都有问题。
\n那我们如何区分上面这三者？
\n这时候我会选择引入第三个仪器比如仪器 a 的同款仪器 a1，再次进行测量。等等
\n为了找到一个仪器全部都正常的场地，我的心力和时间又被没意义地花费了。
\n实验室里要慢慢寻找才能找到一个仪器都可以正常使用的桌子。这真的很让人沮丧。

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但我现在懒得换位置
\n于是可以尝试如何使用确定正确的部分仪器完成寻找电路搭建的 bug

一个电路一盏茶，一坐又是半天

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找到了 bug

终于成功了

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这软件不知道怎么就自动更新了

难用 😭

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交大！全校断网！

现在只能上土塬了

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？发生了什么

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\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t嘻嘻嘻，post:198, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

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◆ 世界杂乱无章，悲欢五味杂陈。想要理出其中清晰的系统与范式的愿望，骨子里还是出于恐惧，本质上是一种广场恐惧，或对开阔空间的恐惧。四壁围合的图书馆会让胆怯的学生感到安全。
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◆ 最好的情爱是互惠性的生活帮助，彼此愉快地接受，不勉强地给予，因为这种互惠的幸福而感到世界更加有趣。
\n
◆ 过于强大的自我是一座监狱，想充分享受世界就得逃出这监狱。拥有真正的情爱是一个人逃出了自我监狱的标志之一。仅仅接受爱还不够，接受爱还应激发出给予爱，只有这两种爱彼此对等，情爱才会发挥它最大的功效。
\n
◆ 每个人都不愿交出自我，每个人都抱持深深的孤独，每个人都自我保全所以无果。
\n
◆ 真正有价值的性关系必是毫无保留的，且将双方的整个人格整合而成一个新人格。在各种戒备中，对爱的戒备是幸福感的最大敌人。
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我过去犯过的错误

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是只有水源没了，还是全都不行了？

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——發自我的手機

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这也是我最有感触的几句话，因为我也是这样做的 😭

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带 sjtu 的都不行了一会

现在已经好了）

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我不会布局

给元件布局对于选择恐惧症而言只有无限的折磨

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总是学不会~
\n再聪明一点~

看不懂这个电路去实验室问同学了 🤕

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帮了一个小忙，人家一定要请我喝奶茶。刚刚才发现是霸王茶姬大杯，这个时间点喝显然今夜不用睡觉了。刚好我欠下的作业也告诉我今夜不用睡了。只有想摆烂的我本来的计划是今晚能做多少做多少，做不完就算了。 🫠

加班加班

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感觉人与人的茶多酚耐受完全不一样霸王对我最多影响一小时

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好累好累

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我现在还精神，霸王茶姬立大功

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累累累累累累

土塬现在上起来好麻烦，手机和 ipad 都不能上了

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geoblocking 已经被关了喵

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我现在试试
\n现在确实可以上了，谢谢！

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光是下单都改了三版，拼板还是太麻烦了 🫠

现在我的流程是：
\n1、先分别画好板子，
\n2、再新建一个 pcb 板，
\n3、将板子粘贴上去（使用 ctrl+shift+v 一定要把板框一并粘贴过去，因为有内电层要重建，没有板框重建还是要画线很麻烦），
\n4、调整板子布局和数量（最好让相邻板子直接紧靠着，之后用台锯分割的时候更加方便）
\n5、调整铺铜区域的边界，防止板子间互相干扰，分别重建铺铜区域和内层（需要重新指定网络名），
\n6、检查 drc，确保分立的板子没有问题。此时如果直接提交打板，会自动走拼板的流程，客服审核会不通过，接下来需要将这多块板子转为一块大板。

7、复制板框转为丝印的线条，为了之后使用台锯时有边界提醒。
\n8、将所有板框选中右键转为独立线条，内部的线条删除，相交的线条右键“增加交点”，再转为独立线条，保留最外圈的板框线条。
\n9、将所有线条选中，右键转为闭合线条。
\n10、检查 drc，提交打板。

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怎么那么卷啊其他组的人都把这本必读书读完了开始看别的书了 😭

这周五前我一定要把最基本的那本参考书读完！

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怎么都在进组 🥲
\nhbxql

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没有进组（

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$\"image\"$
\n这本书的后记让我看到了作者的真心与赤诚🥹
\n感动了
\n但我是倒着往前看的🫥

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\n
阅读是一种精神行为，它实际上改变了读者的思考过程。因此，每一篇散文或诗歌都是一种提案：“跟着我，相信我，让我带你踏上一段心灵之旅。虽然这条路时而坎坷陡峭，但参与这场冒险肯定对你大有益处。”读者可能接受你的邀请，但其思考过程不会就此停止。每走一步，你的读者都可能得出结论，认为这个旅途太过艰险，或者场景太过乏味，从而结束这次精神之旅。因此，作者必须在脑海中时刻关注付出时间和努力的读者是否得到了充分的回报。需要读者付出努力的比例越高，能继续阅读的人就越少，作家发现自己在这条路上孤独的可能性也会增加。为了正确引导读者的心理旅程，你必须知道每个句子会把他们引向何处。读者会觉得有趣、困惑、有诗意还是具有攻击性？读者的反应不仅取决于你写的东西，也取决于读者是谁。一个简单的句子“教学就像写作”，会让学前班教师和销售员产生不同的理解。为了预测读者的反应，你必须了解他的个性、品味、偏好和背景知识。我们都听说过“了解你的受众”这个建议。我的大学老师解释了为什么这对写作来说是正确的，但我相信这对教学来说亦是如此。
\n

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我不应该在看书吗？

自问：那你在看什么？ 👊

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完成了一个小任务

但书还是没有开始看，我一定有学习拖延症（自己编的）

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本来想昨天早点睡今天一大早就要起来看书！

结果一下睡到这个点了 🥲

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啥也没干

我玉玉了
\n焦玉且抑玉

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这老师真挺好玩的

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$\"image\"$

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我擦，神奇，虽然距离我学模电已有 7 年了，$\\mu A 741 $ OpAmp 还是有点印象。OP07 倒没印象。

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那我在低音增强档投入低通滤波器是不是也有效果 🧐

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可能是的，但只有低通会衰减高频

我现在觉得可能的方案是先过低通滤波器获得低频再和原信号进行叠加使低频占比上升

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$\"image\"$

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这本书真的写得太好了，可惜我一直把它作为工作的一部分不愿意多读，有种加班的感觉。

如果只是课外读物我想可能还会读得更早更快一点。

还有半本，真是一本好书啊

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考完了

被高通滤波器滤掉了，我是低频信号 😇

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50 分 🤕

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$\"IMG_20250711_182414\"$

报废 5 块
\n成品率 58%

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为什么波形不是正弦波？

会得真的太少了

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因为满功率输出了，频率和幅值压摆率打架啦

今天的收获就是能看出那些不是正弦波

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看书问题集锦
\n等会去问问 ai 大人

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$\"image\"$
\n被骂了我就喜欢用蜂鸣档测短路

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\n🥹

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我不会选型啊

明明大概知道原理但实际选的时候就是会总不够自信觉得做什么都会错

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我陷入第二阶段了 🥲

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焦虑不停的焦虑

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我真的适合做技术吗？

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于是又改

现在可以算定稿了吧

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下班就是换个地方上班

早上先去实验室坐了一上午，发现我阻抗算错了，比例啥的全都搞错了

下午回寝室继续算，终于把关键部分的原理图画出来

晚上找队友讲我的想法和原理图设计，发现我忘了考虑 ADC 采样率，之前预计的参数又不对了，于是又改了一个晚上。终于把原理图全部画完且把逻辑框图画完。

现在回到了寝室，继续搓 PPT，估计得干到 1 点 🥲

感觉大框架逻辑太简单了最多讲 5 分钟，但要求讲 15 分钟，这是一个问题。也许我应该把每部分的细节都讲讲

\n","createdAt":"2025-07-13 15:19:55.110462","updatedAt":"2025-07-13 15:22:45.999705","replyToPostNumber":268,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":202,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":61070,"postNumber":270,"raw":"之前打的板子今天到了嘉立创又多送我一块\n今天最开心的时刻","cooked":"

之前打的板子今天到了嘉立创又多送我一块
\n今天最开心的时刻

\n","createdAt":"2025-07-13 15:27:10.527632","updatedAt":"2025-07-13 15:27:10.527632","replyToPostNumber":269,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":27,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":61084,"postNumber":271,"raw":"有点难过但又不知道怎么发泄情绪\n\n快了快了，我快要下班了","cooked":"

有点难过但又不知道怎么发泄情绪

快了快了，我快要下班了

\n","createdAt":"2025-07-13 17:06:43.166852","updatedAt":"2025-07-13 17:08:36.897879","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":26,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":61215,"postNumber":272,"raw":"https://shuiyuan.sjtu.edu.cn/t/topic/328689\n\n有空的时候再去学习一下","cooked":"\n

有空的时候再去学习一下

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直接 todesk 就行咯（）我的重型 win 游戏本和轻薄 mac 就是这么干的，把 mac 带出来控 win

但是很多时候我会把 win 本带出来，原因是
\n1.机械键盘手感太好了，工作效率 upup
\n2.两边屏幕分辨率和比例不太一样，远程特别糊

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实际上我现在的方案是用 rdp，平时带轻薄本在外面远程控制寝室里的主机。

对我而言已经够用了

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如何做好工作的交接？

想听听塬友的想法了

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$\"Screenshot_2025-07-23-00-22-43-353_com.tencent.mm-edit\"$

\n","createdAt":"2025-07-22 16:25:14.880098","updatedAt":"2025-07-22 16:25:14.880098","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":2,"wordCount":1,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":2,"users":[{"id":1731,"username":"sJtupid","name":"JacKeiner"},{"id":7723,"username":"Narrenshiff","name":null}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":62030,"postNumber":277,"raw":"什么比赛那么耗人的🥺","cooked":"

什么比赛那么耗人的🥺

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困了

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看着像电赛

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install-latex-guide-zh-cn.pdf

下载 latex 的一个写得很好的文档，解决了我下载遇到的问题

$\"image\"$

\n","createdAt":"2025-07-26 17:27:45.732754","updatedAt":"2025-07-26 17:29:04.026673","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":3,"wordCount":27,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"magic_wand_grin","count":1,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":3,"users":[{"id":1731,"username":"sJtupid","name":"JacKeiner"},{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"},{"id":7723,"username":"Narrenshiff","name":null}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":64401,"postNumber":281,"raw":"学习掼蛋！\n\n掼蛋比我想的要复杂很多\n\n- 4 人两副\n- 能出的牌型包括：\n单张\n对子\n三张\n三带一对\n三连对\n三顺（3+3）\n顺子：5 张\n炸：大于＝4 张\n同花顺：5 张\n王炸：4 王\n- 牌点大小比较：\n3＞2\nA＞K\n王炸＞6 头及以上炸＞同花顺＞五头炸＞四头炸\n根据级牌比大小\n三带对只比三张的大小\n顺子上连到 A，下也连到 A\n为什么有十头炸？\n- 级牌：\n连牌时只能当作原始牌点使用，不可变\n- 红心级牌：\n百搭牌\n- 下放牌：\nA 既可以大于 K，也可以下放到小于 2 用\n- 术语：\n级数？\n升级？\n双上：同一方的玩家分别获得第一名和第二名，另一方则为双下\n进贡：末游向头游进贡一张最大的牌，红心级牌除外\n还贡：同理\n![1755259945349|375x500](/uploads/image/aa/9c/aa9c39bf545dc460bf99e1a08854e6e9b401d631c9e435de3c4edb7a482b84d4.avif)\n\n\n抗贡：本该进贡方如果抓到双大王就无需进贡\n- 输赢规则：\n[grid mode=\"tile\"]\n![1755259373936|375x500](/uploads/image/ab/d9/abd9136fae1ca7d1169fde0f862ba963db8ff9aaf827a6b8196aa57a816a021b.avif)\n![1755259404840|375x500](/uploads/image/16/73/16735d23eaa45fc764c73e2f60b07cb0ac8a7d25c21f099ae6c5b14106d27c30.avif)\n[/grid]\n\n\n问问土友，图片如何旋转呢？","cooked":"

学习掼蛋！

掼蛋比我想的要复杂很多

4 人两副
能出的牌型包括：
\n单张
\n对子
\n三张
\n三带一对
\n三连对
\n三顺（3+3）
\n顺子：5 张
\n炸：大于＝4 张
\n同花顺：5 张
\n王炸：4 王
牌点大小比较：
\n3＞2
\nA＞K
\n王炸＞6 头及以上炸＞同花顺＞五头炸＞四头炸
\n根据级牌比大小
\n三带对只比三张的大小
\n顺子上连到 A，下也连到 A
\n为什么有十头炸？
级牌：
\n连牌时只能当作原始牌点使用，不可变
红心级牌：
\n百搭牌
下放牌：
\nA 既可以大于 K，也可以下放到小于 2 用
术语：
\n级数？
\n升级？
\n双上：同一方的玩家分别获得第一名和第二名，另一方则为双下
\n进贡：末游向头游进贡一张最大的牌，红心级牌除外
\n还贡：同理
\n $\"1755259945349\"$

抗贡：本该进贡方如果抓到双大王就无需进贡

输赢规则：

$\"1755259373936\"$
\n $\"1755259404840\"$

问问土友，图片如何旋转呢？

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看起来好复杂🤯

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

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烂老师想玩不，微信上有小程序可以玩（

我也可以来

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\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t不嘻嘻，post:281, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

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为什么有十头炸？
\n

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理论上 8 个相同的 + 两个本局所打的级牌红桃

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还有教材？我们这边还是原始的言传身教式，会打的带着不会打的实战🤣

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在图书馆太无聊了）

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以后有机会线下再约吧！

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好耶

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Aug 16, 2025 (Asia/Shanghai)
\n今天在读窄门

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你们要努力从窄门进，因为宽门和大路引向沉沦。
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“只有少数人将其寻获。”牧师以此作为收尾。他解释着如何找到窄门……“只有少数人。”——我将是其中之一……
\n布道结束时，我的心理紧张达到了极高的程度，以至于这场礼拜一结束，我没有去看表姐便逃走了——这是出于骄傲，我想考验我的决心（因为我决心已定)，并且认为只有立刻离开她才更配得上她。
\n我看不懂这种矛盾的心理，为什么离开才会更配得上呢？
\n信教徒让我很难以理解
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我对于未来的追求不止于幸福，更在于为了抵达幸福而投入的无穷努力，依然将幸福与德行合二为一。
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为什么“我”如此地爱阿丽莎？
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看见世界映照在这颗灵魂中一定会很美妙。
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你相信死亡能让人分离吗？我认为正相反，死亡能让人接近，让那些在生命中互相分离的人彼此接近。
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“但我们为什么要订婚？知道我们现在属于、将
\n来也依旧属于彼此，虽然没有广而告之，但这还不够吗？如果我愿意把我的整个人生都交付给她，你认为用种种诺言约束我的爱情更好吗？我不认为。誓言在我看来是对爱情的侮辱……我只有在不信任她的时候才会想要订婚。”
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Aug 17, 2025 (Asia/Shanghai)

学了两道简单的菜

第一道：土豆饼

1、小土豆先蒸熟

2、剥皮

3、压成饼状

4、准备配菜（蒜、辣椒）

5、起锅烧油润锅

6、油里加盐？（盐真的可以溶于油吗？我感觉不对）

7、下土豆饼

8、炒一炒让土豆饼两面都有油

9、将土豆饼平摊在锅里，盖上锅盖煎一会

10、翻面，煎一会，直到煎得两面金黄

11、放大蒜（我也不懂为什么要放大蒜），在油里炒炒

12、放酱油和料酒（量根据手感，建议少放。酱油主要用于调咸味，可以加一点尝尝味道再考虑要不要加。料酒用于去腥提香，感觉一点点就可以）

13、放辣椒盖上锅盖让料酒挥发，大概焖两分钟

14、加鸡精，翻炒几下

15、出锅装盘

总结

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第二道：炒白菜

1、洗切菜，分成叶和梗

2、起锅烧油，加梗炒一会

3、感觉梗差不多熟了再加叶，再炒一会

4、加盐、料酒（一点点水）

5、焖煮一会

6、加鸡精，炒一下

7、出锅

总结

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盐真的可以溶于油吗
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省流：不溶

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——發自我的手機

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@aibot 為什麼盐溶於水卻不溶於油？

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鹽 (NaCl) 為什麼能溶於水卻不溶於油？

1. 溶解的本質：相似相溶 (“相似相溶原則”)

水是極性分子（𝑂‑H鍵產生強電偶極），分子間以氫鍵和偶極‑偶極相互作用。
鹽（氯化鈉）是一種離子化合物，由 Na⁺ 與 Cl⁻ 兩種帶電離子組成。

當鹽接觸水時，水分子的極性會 “包圍” 離子，形成水合離子（hydrated ions）：

Na⁺····H₂O   ← 水分子用其負電 δ⁻端（氧原子）圍繞 Na⁺\nCl⁻····H₂O   ← 水分子用其正電 δ⁺端（氫原子）圍繞 Cl⁻\n

此過程釋放能量（水合能），足以克服鹽晶格中離子之間的靜電吸引力，於是鹽 完全解離 成 Na⁺、Cl⁻，在水中形成均勻的溶液。

2. 為什麼油不行？

油（大部分是植物油、動物油）主要由 非極性 的長鏈脂肪酸酯組成，分子間以 范德瓦爾斯力 為主，缺乏強極性或氫鍵。
當鹽接觸油時，油分子無法提供足夠的極性環境來穩定 Na⁺、Cl⁻ 離子，沒有水合能可以抵消鹽晶格能。結果離子仍被強烈吸引在一起，無法分散於油中，鹽不溶。

3. 簡單的實驗驗證

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實驗	結果
把食鹽倒入水中並攪拌	迅速溶解，形成透明溶液
把同樣的食鹽倒入植物油中	大部分鹽顆粒沉在底部，幾乎不溶解

4. 小結

水的極性 + 離子的電荷 → 形成水合離子 → 鹽溶於水。
油的非極性 → 無法提供水合能 → 離子無法分離 → 鹽不溶於油。

這正是 “相似相溶” 原則的典型例子：極性溶質 → 極性溶劑，非極性溶質 → 非極性溶劑。

參考資料

《有機化學》‑ 陳建峰，章节 4.2 “極性與非極性”。
《化學原理》‑ Peter Atkins，第 8 章 “溶液”。

希望這個解釋能幫助大家理解鹽在水與油中的不同行為！如果還有其他化學或烹飪上的問題，歡迎隨時提問 😊

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相似相溶吧，氯化钠是离子型晶体，晶格能约 $787~\\text{kJ/mol}$ ，而食用油作为溶剂，其介电常数很小，仅 3-5。

事实上，食盐在非极性溶剂里的溶解度都很低，比如在苯中的溶解度是 $10^{-7}~\\text{mol/L}$ 量级，而食用油极性比苯还弱。

诶不是在问我啊💦

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油里加盐？
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我爸也喜歡這麼做，一可以防止後面忘記放鹽，二可以減少後面含水食材下鍋時的飛濺，也不知道是否有科學依據

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二可以減少後面含水食材下鍋時的飛濺，也不知道是否有科學依據
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类似加碎瓷片防爆沸吧？盐粒表面粗糙，水气化均匀

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p 一串老师好专业

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诶不是在问我啊💦
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🅱️ 🥚

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

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怎么这么热闹

我也不懂，按道理应该是不会溶解的但我妈说这样可以更入味！

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盐在油里到底会不会“溶解”？
\n从化学的角度来看，食盐 (NaCl) 是一种极性的离子化合物；食用油（大多数是植物油）则是非极性的脂肪酸酯。依据“相似相溶原则”，极性溶质（盐）在非极性溶剂（油）中几乎不溶解——盐粒会沉到锅底或漂浮在油面上，几乎保持原样。

那么，烹饪时往油里加盐真的有用吗？
\n虽然盐在油里不真的“溶解”，但它在烹饪过程中会产生几类实际作用，这些作用正是很多人（包括你妈妈）觉得“更入味”的原因：

1. 热传导和表面结构的改变

盐粒的表面粗糙：盐颗粒的晶体结构在高温油中会形成很多微小的凹凸面。这些凹凸面可以在油中捕获并分散微量的水蒸气，使得油温更均匀，防止局部“过热”。
防止油炸时飞溅：当有水分的食材（比如蔬菜、肉类）直接入油时，水瞬间蒸发会产生飞溅。盐粒的粗糙表面可以吸附部分水蒸气，让它更均匀地释放，从而在一定程度上降低“油炸飞溅”的强度。类似的效果在 “加碎瓷片防爆沸” 中也能看到——硬质颗粒帮助破裂气泡，防止剧烈爆沸。

2. 早期盐分渗透（“先盐后油”效应）

盐的渗透速率：虽然盐不溶于油，但油可以把盐颗粒“带到”食材表面。油本身是良好的热导体，能够把盐快速加热至一定温度，使盐的表层与水分接触，从而产生 局部盐水。这层薄盐水会渗透进食材的表层，提升最外层的盐味。
更均匀的调味：如果在下锅前把盐直接撒在食材上，盐可能会因为表面张力而聚集在某些部位，而油把盐“抖散”后，盐会在食材表面形成更均匀的薄层，入味更均匀。

3. 促进美拉德反应（上色）

离子效应：盐中的 Na⁺、Cl⁻ 在高温下会参与美拉德反应的早期阶段，帮助氨基酸和还原糖之间的反应更快进行。即使盐本身不溶于油，这些离子在油温>150 ℃时仍能在食材表面起到微量催化剂的作用，加速表面褐化，让菜肴颜色更金黄、风味更浓。

4. 实际操作小技巧

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场景	推荐做法	原理
油炸蔬菜/肉片	先把盐撒在食材表面，随后沥干再入热油	盐先渗透，后油把盐散开，避免局部高盐导致焦糊
热锅加油	油热后撒少量盐（约 1 % 体积）再下食材	盐粒在油中形成微小“散热点”，降低油温突升，防止飞溅
煎鱼	锅热后把盐撒在鱼皮，再下锅	盐帮助去除鱼皮表面水分，形成更脆的金黄外壳
制作酱汁	将盐先放入油中热炒（如蒜蓉、姜末）	盐能帮助蔬菜/香料中的水分快速蒸发，提升香气释放

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温度提醒：盐在超过 200 ℃ 时会开始分解出微量的氯化氢气体，产生轻微的刺激味道。一般家庭炒菜油温在 180 ℃ 以下，基本安全。
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结论

化学上：盐不溶于油，但油可以把盐颗粒“搬运”到食材表面，形成微量盐水层。
烹饪上：盐在油里起到 防飞溅、均匀调味、促进上色 的作用，这些效果在实际烹饪中被很多厨师和家庭主妇认可。
实用建议：如果想利用这些好处，先把盐撒在食材上 或者 在热油中稍微撒一点，都可以达到更好的入味和安全操作。

希望这能解释“为什么往油里加盐有时会更入味”，也帮你在以后做饭时更好地使用盐！如果还有其他烹饪小疑问或想了解更多化学原理，随时来聊～ 😊

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今晚失眠了，因为很多原因
\n一方面是焦虑

总结

感觉最近确实躺够了，也没什么足够让我感兴趣的东西，再躺下去要陷入虚无了。

一方面是发现我对好朋友的态度发生变化了

总结

我之前觉得和 ta 相处非常融洽，前两天闹了点矛盾昨天我道歉和好了
\n和好之后我开始感觉和 ta 相处也让我觉得不舒服了，我不知道是我变了还是 ta 变了。
\n为什么开始觉得不舒服呢？
\n因为 ta 的讲话方式变了，变成类似心理咨询师的那种感觉。我觉得和 ta 交流问题的时候没感觉到对面有活人感和亲切感，心的距离真的远了。而且我之前很喜欢 ta 的一些特质也似乎不一样了（比如 ta 之前大部分时间会秒回我）

这是很严重的问题吗？似乎也算不上，但我确实感觉和吃饭一直有只苍蝇在旁边飞一样烦。

我应该包容吗？我知道也许我应该包容但我不舒服了。

我应该继续表达我的不舒服吗？
\n表达后因为两个人各方面的不同，对我所谓的反馈的理解也不一样，甚至会产生我眼里更坏的变化。算了还是不表达为好吧。

我之前以为好友就是相处融洽畅所欲言信任帮助

我期待有人可以完全认识真正的我，但实际上没有社交礼仪的限制下真正的我展示的是更多的缺点。

没有人应该去接纳另一个人的缺点，当我发现我无法接纳对方的缺点也就意味着我不能再向别人展示自己的缺点了。

对于异性之间相处，所谓的好朋友其实还是不如所谓情侣关系吧？
\n那是不是因为没有尝试过所以存在不切实际的幻想呢？实际上没有人可以满足我所有的期待，也许所谓情侣和好朋友都一样有好有坏，人的毕生话题就是如何与自己相处吧。那人与人为什么还需要接触和交流呢？

我还是想不清楚。

一方面是和好友聊天我发现我存在一个自相矛盾的地方。没有思考清楚原因，目前只发现了表现。

总结

表现为
\n为什么每次说要谈但看见一个实际的人的时候我都只想躲得远远的，面对实际的人我都没什么感觉。

也许我需要想清楚我为什么想谈呢？

还需要想清楚我真正期待的关系应该是怎么相处的呢？

懒得思考了。

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今天开始学一点点🤏的日语，之后也许会报个 N3 考考

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最大的问题是这些字符对我而言都是一样的 🫠
\n我看不出区别
\n日语有点像连笔字（

今日进度：
\n基本理解五十音的逻辑，就是和拼音、词根都有点像。大概就是学单词，再学语法和句式？
\n五十音看了一半，但仍无法区分

あいうえお
\nあ：安
\nい：以
\nう：www
\nえ：厄
\nお：哦

か：咖
\nき：key
\nく：哭 :(
\nけ：计算 ke
\nこ：口

さ：sa 杀
\nし：xi 吸管
\nす：su 酸
\nせ：se 世
\nそ：so 嗦🍜

た：ta 太
\nち：qi 6➕1
\nつ：ci 吃
\nて：te 忒
\nと：to 拖小孩走

な：na 奈
\nに：ni 仁
\nぬ：nu 努
\nね：ne 内卷得到权
\nの：no 的

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\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t不嘻嘻，post:301, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
日语有点像连笔字（
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

平假名本身就是汉字草书演变而来的，这么说也没问题

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t不嘻嘻，post:301, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
学单词，再学语法和句式
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

不先学语音吗？感觉五十音图不学语音也很难看懂

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——發自我的手機

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上次看了半本的窄门找不到了

今天随便看看《我是猫》，只看了一章，也有趣得很。

\n
勿要成为这样的人！
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人类一直对自己的力量感觉良好，自大的很。如果再不出现更强大的生物来治治他们，不知会狂妄到什么地步！
人类简直就是假扮好人的小偷！
小孩子倒是每天坚持去幼儿园，这种坚持令人敬佩。
\n原来在各个地方，对于教育的优先级都很高呢。
虽然至今也没人给我取名字，但是欲望总是无穷无尽实现不完，我这辈子就打算在这个教师的家里当一只没有名字的猫啦。

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一样别扭，不自信不配得感很强，沉浸于自己的世界里。喜欢的是喜欢别人的自己。当时应该也是回避性，有时候自己也觉得自己莫名其妙，和这本书给我的感觉很像。\n所以越看越想看下去了，感觉自己在照镜子🪞\n![2b82c12968b393e4e1bf757984435ca2|690x314](/uploads/image/27/fa/27faea2ff12dafedd026e037532b77b855881c2fb17e57b6e8974ff74585471e.avif)\n\n\n[details=\"窄门の摘记\"] \n《窄门（果麦经典）》\n\n[法] 纪德\n72 个笔记\n\n第一章\n\n◆ 狂热的爱怜充斥着我的心，热情、牺牲和美德——这些模糊的念头交织在一起。我竭力祈求上帝，让我奉献自己。今生今世，只求庇护这个女孩免受恐惧之苦、邪恶侵袭和生活的伤害。\n\n◆ 你们要努力进窄门，因为宽门和阔路引向沉沦，进去的人很多；然而窄门和狭道却通向永生，只有少数人能找到。\n\n◆ 不去找表姐，是出于自负，想考验自己的决心——决心我已经下了。我想唯有立刻离去，才更能配得上她。\n\n\n1\n\n◆ “我完全明白。这指的是我们在共同崇拜的对象那里激动热烈地重逢。正是为了与你重逢，我才去崇拜你所崇拜的对象。”\n\n\n2\n\n◆ 我们不能凭借生活中的一个小片段来评价别人。\n\n◆ 年轻时讨人喜欢的特质，老了以后哪有不变质的。\n\n◆ 面对阿莉莎时，因为爱慕过深，我总是战战兢兢，放不开来。\n\n◆ “你认为死亡就能将人分开吗？”她又说道。\n“我是想说……”\n“我认为死亡反而能让人靠近……没错，能让生前分开的人拉近距离。”\n\n◆ 誓言对我而说是对爱情的侮辱……只有在不信任她的时候，我才渴望和她缔结婚约\n\n◆ …我迟迟没有决定自己的事业，只是为了更好地同她一起生活。我的未来悬而未决，都取决于她了。如果没有她，无论将来成为什么人，我都不愿意……”\n\n◆ 朋友，你误会了。我不需要那么多幸福，我们现在这样不也很开心吗？\n\n\n第三章\n\n◆ 你还没有机会见到其他女人，可能还没意识到这一点。可我却想到了，将来委身于你后，你若不再喜欢我，我会多痛苦啊。毫无疑问，你读到这封信会很气愤，我仿佛听见了你的申辩。不过，我还是请你再等等，等你增长一点阅历再说。\n要明白，我说这番话只为了你。至于我，相信永远不会停止爱你。\n\n◆ 对于这种理想主义的热忱，我实在难以抵制，被他空想出来的建议所吸引，甚至摇摆不定，逐渐相信了。\n\n\n第四章\n\n◆ 我活在对阿莉莎的想念里：看喜欢的书时，如果觉得对阿莉莎有用，会在书上做标记；也会根据她的兴趣，来决定自己该对什么感兴趣。\n\n◆ “表白”这个词太不合适了，异常粗俗，我心里非常反感。\n\n◆ 你看，孩子，什么也比不上实话实说……\n\n\n1\n\n◆ 在我的生命里，除了爱情找不到别的意义，于是紧紧抓着它。除了期待我的爱人到来之外，我什么也不等待，也不愿等待。\n\n◆ 我把目光转向上帝，转向施与所有恩泽、真实慰藉和理想馈赠的上帝，把痛苦呈献在他面前。\n\n◆ 但他深信自己爱情的效力，觉得持之以恒就能战胜一切。这意味着他爱得很深。\n\n◆ 承担的责任越艰巨，灵魂越能得到训练和升华。\n\n◆ “信任别人必招来不幸。”\n\n◆ 当我陷入孤独，被软弱侵袭的时候；当我发牢骚求同情，甚至自我怀疑的时候，总是不断向他倾诉。尽管我们性格迥异，或者正是因为我们的不同吧，每当我处于困境中时，总是很信任他给的建议。\n\n\n2\n\n◆ 但一想到你也喜欢这些诗句，坏情绪就烟消云散了。在誊抄的时候，我仿佛在和你一起重读。\n\n◆ 因为要那么久不见你，实在是难挨……有时候，我看着书会突然停下来，猛然转过头，不由自主去找你……总觉得你在身边！\n\n◆ 蓦然间，我期盼你也在这里，感觉到你就在我身旁，这种感觉如此强烈，也许你也有所察觉。\n\n◆ 诚然，她感激我没去芬格斯玛尔，恳求我今年别去见她，但又因我不在而感到遗憾，渴望我能在她身边，每一页纸都回响着对我的召唤。\n\n◆ 终于，我认定“热爱”是唯一的祈祷形式。\n\n◆ 说正经的，现在我们最好还是别见面。相信我，你若在我身边，我就不能进一步思念你了。我不想让你难过，但我现在已不再希望你过来。坦白说，如果知道你今晚要来……我会躲起来的。\n\n◆ 她的来信是我唯一的避风港，而对她的思念，用龙沙的话来说，是我“唯一的隐德来希”。\n\n◆ 我们甚至觉得，这样漫长的分离，才是勇气的高尚证明。“你从不抱怨，”阿莉莎在信中这样写道，“我无法想象你软弱的样子……”为了证明这话，我还有什么不能忍受的呢？\n\n◆ 出于挑战的心理，我们故意延长等待的时间。这也是出于恐惧的心理——我们害怕不圆满的重逢，\n\n◆ 兄弟呀！和你在一起的时候，我才是真正的我，才能超越自己。\n\n◆ 怕你担心，所以没告诉你我有多盼望见到你。与你重逢前的每一天都压得我喘不过气来。还有两个月！在我看来，却比离开你的所有日子加起来都要漫长！\n\n◆ 甚至别因为只见两天而感到可惜，我们不还有整整一生的时间吗？\n\n\n第六章\n\n◆ 才过了一会儿，我们就觉得潮乎乎的手握在一起太难受，于是松开了——两只手凄凉地垂落下去。\n\n◆ 我向阿莉莎道别时，她古怪地微笑着，好像此前并没意识到我次日就要离开。想到此次别后，我们很快会再见，告别时也就没有出现悲伤的场面。\n\n◆ 因为我深深感到，我们所有的通信不过是一场海市蜃楼。唉！我们两人的信都是写给自己看的……\n\n◆ 朋友啊！我对你的爱丝毫未减，非但如此，你一靠近，我就慌乱局促，从未像现在这么强烈地感受到：我爱你那么深，却那么绝望。我必须承认，你也看到了：离你越远，我就越爱你。\n\n◆ 我太爱你，所以显得笨拙，我越爱你，越不懂怎么跟你沟通。\n\n\n1\n\n◆ 起初，见阿莉莎没来迎接，我的确有所失望，但很快又心生感激，因为她免去了我们重逢时俗套的寒暄。\n\n◆ 所以头三天，我们虽然说得挺多，但都无关紧要，而且不说话的时候，也不觉得冷场。\n\n◆ 没错，我的兄弟，我还是情不自禁地找了你一早上，无法相信你已走了，还恨你信守承诺。我总想，这是闹着玩儿的，所以走过每片灌木丛时，总盼着你会从后面出现。但是没有，你真的走了。谢谢。\n\n◆ “如果幸福不能让人满足，就不是幸福。”\n\n◆ 我常常觉得，爱情是我拥有过最美妙的东西，我的所有美德都依附于它。它让我腾空超越自己，但若没有你，我会再次跌至平庸之地，回到极寻常的秉性中去。因为抱着与你重逢的期待，在我眼里最险峻的小道也总是最好的。\n\n◆ 我的朋友，可“神圣”并非一种选择，而是无法逃避的“责任”。如果我没有看错你，你也无法逃避这份“责任”。\n\n◆ 我的不幸会不会是凭空臆造？\n\n◆ 头发平平地向后梳起，面部线条很突出，仿佛是为了扭曲表情似的；尽管她穿了一件颜色暗沉的胸衣：摸起来质地很差，不太得体，也破坏了她身体的曼妙风韵……但这些有什么关系呢？只要她愿意都可以纠正。\n\n◆ “我想看看你能不能听见我说话。你的心思好像离我特别远。”\n\n\n2\n\n◆ 我才发现这些书全被拿走了，取而代之放上的是我本以为她会嗤之以鼻的东西：一些毫无价值、庸俗不堪的宗教宣传小册子。我猛地抬起双眼，正好看到她在笑。没错，她一边观察着我，一边在笑。\n\n◆ “我原认为习惯了营养丰富的食粮，聪明人就绝不会品尝这种索然无味的东西了。”\n\n◆ 因为从这番话中，我完全看不到阿莉莎身上曾有的特质——也是我钟爱的特质。\n\n◆ 想拯救生命的人，必会失去生命。\n\n◆ 我得排队，等她料理完层见叠出的家务，监督完必要的谷仓工事，探望完佃农，慰问完她日益关心的穷人，才会轮到我。\n\n◆ “你爱上的是一个臆想出来的形象。”\n\n◆ “它和其他事物一样，必然会消失的。”\n“除非我不在了，这份感情才会消失。”\n“它会慢慢淡下来的。你声称还爱的这个阿莉莎，已不是你回忆里的她了。终有一天，你只会记得曾经爱过这个人罢了。”\n\n◆ 我将阿莉莎一点点抬高，把她塑造成偶像，用所有喜欢的东西装点着她。\n\n◆ 然而，从今往后，坚守一份没有对象的爱情，到底有何意义呢？这是顽固，而不是忠诚。忠于什么？一个误会吗？承认自己弄错了，难道不是最明智之举吗？\n\n\n1\n\n◆ 我就是想辜负她的期待，就同她过去让我失望一样。\n\n◆ 我心中则是满腔的爱恨交织在一起，试图用最冷淡的方式和她交谈。但有时候，我的声音被激动的情绪所出卖，忍不住颤抖，令我懊恼不已。\n\n◆ 在这恍惚的金光下，我的怨恨烟消云散，只能听到爱情的声音。\n\n◆ 如果你也爱着我，为何总拒我于千里之外？\n\n◆ 他们没有得到曾应许的东西，因为上帝给他们保留了更美好的……\n\n◆ 如今的我也不过是个老主妇，层层积灰湮没了滚烫的过去，我期待再见见你。\n\n◆ 我总被一种古怪的伤感包围着，也许并没有别的缘故。这种忧愁如此深沉，让我觉得它深植于我心中已久，只是从前被我引以为傲的“快乐”掩盖住罢了。\n\n◆ 我清醒认识到一种可怕的自私心理回到了我身上。让我生气的是：除了牺牲我的幸福外，她还能在别处找到获得幸福之路。也就是说，不用我做出牺牲，她也能幸福。\n\n◆ 我想避免很多女人烦人的通病：写得太多。而是把这本笔记当作自我完善的工具。\n\n◆ 现在，我思忖自己想要的究竟是这种幸福，还是说我想要的是追逐幸福的过程？主啊！别让我拥有很快就能实现的幸福！教会我延迟幸福吧，一直延迟至来到您面前。\n\n◆ 一旦攻克了它，一旦理解得越来越好，也许会产生一种无意识的自豪感。在精神愉悦的同时，增添某种道不明的心灵满足。我似乎少不得这种满足。\n\n◆ 可以说一切没有上升性的欢乐，我都不屑一顾。\n\n\n2\n\n◆ 我拥有的是多么平庸、悲哀的德行！我对自己过于苛求了吗？别再痛苦了。\n\n◆ “看看田野里的百合吧……”\n\n◆ “你希望早些忘掉吗？”\n“我希望永远不忘。”\n\n-- 来自微信读书\n\n[/details]","cooked":"

没找到纸质书好歹找到了电子版，终于看完了。

这本书如果只看纸质书很难理解的，一边看书友的评价和理解一边看就好多了。

我高中的时候和 Alisha 一样别扭，不自信不配得感很强，沉浸于自己的世界里。喜欢的是喜欢别人的自己。当时应该也是回避性，有时候自己也觉得自己莫名其妙，和这本书给我的感觉很像。
\n所以越看越想看下去了，感觉自己在照镜子🪞
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窄门の摘记

《窄门（果麦经典）》

[法] 纪德
\n72 个笔记

第一章

◆ 狂热的爱怜充斥着我的心，热情、牺牲和美德——这些模糊的念头交织在一起。我竭力祈求上帝，让我奉献自己。今生今世，只求庇护这个女孩免受恐惧之苦、邪恶侵袭和生活的伤害。

◆ 你们要努力进窄门，因为宽门和阔路引向沉沦，进去的人很多；然而窄门和狭道却通向永生，只有少数人能找到。

◆ 不去找表姐，是出于自负，想考验自己的决心——决心我已经下了。我想唯有立刻离去，才更能配得上她。

◆ “我完全明白。这指的是我们在共同崇拜的对象那里激动热烈地重逢。正是为了与你重逢，我才去崇拜你所崇拜的对象。”

◆ 我们不能凭借生活中的一个小片段来评价别人。

◆ 年轻时讨人喜欢的特质，老了以后哪有不变质的。

◆ 面对阿莉莎时，因为爱慕过深，我总是战战兢兢，放不开来。

◆ “你认为死亡就能将人分开吗？”她又说道。
\n“我是想说……”
\n“我认为死亡反而能让人靠近……没错，能让生前分开的人拉近距离。”

◆ 誓言对我而说是对爱情的侮辱……只有在不信任她的时候，我才渴望和她缔结婚约

◆ …我迟迟没有决定自己的事业，只是为了更好地同她一起生活。我的未来悬而未决，都取决于她了。如果没有她，无论将来成为什么人，我都不愿意……”

◆ 朋友，你误会了。我不需要那么多幸福，我们现在这样不也很开心吗？

第三章

◆ 你还没有机会见到其他女人，可能还没意识到这一点。可我却想到了，将来委身于你后，你若不再喜欢我，我会多痛苦啊。毫无疑问，你读到这封信会很气愤，我仿佛听见了你的申辩。不过，我还是请你再等等，等你增长一点阅历再说。
\n要明白，我说这番话只为了你。至于我，相信永远不会停止爱你。

◆ 对于这种理想主义的热忱，我实在难以抵制，被他空想出来的建议所吸引，甚至摇摆不定，逐渐相信了。

第四章

◆ 我活在对阿莉莎的想念里：看喜欢的书时，如果觉得对阿莉莎有用，会在书上做标记；也会根据她的兴趣，来决定自己该对什么感兴趣。

◆ “表白”这个词太不合适了，异常粗俗，我心里非常反感。

◆ 你看，孩子，什么也比不上实话实说……

◆ 在我的生命里，除了爱情找不到别的意义，于是紧紧抓着它。除了期待我的爱人到来之外，我什么也不等待，也不愿等待。

◆ 我把目光转向上帝，转向施与所有恩泽、真实慰藉和理想馈赠的上帝，把痛苦呈献在他面前。

◆ 但他深信自己爱情的效力，觉得持之以恒就能战胜一切。这意味着他爱得很深。

◆ 承担的责任越艰巨，灵魂越能得到训练和升华。

◆ “信任别人必招来不幸。”

◆ 当我陷入孤独，被软弱侵袭的时候；当我发牢骚求同情，甚至自我怀疑的时候，总是不断向他倾诉。尽管我们性格迥异，或者正是因为我们的不同吧，每当我处于困境中时，总是很信任他给的建议。

◆ 但一想到你也喜欢这些诗句，坏情绪就烟消云散了。在誊抄的时候，我仿佛在和你一起重读。

◆ 因为要那么久不见你，实在是难挨……有时候，我看着书会突然停下来，猛然转过头，不由自主去找你……总觉得你在身边！

◆ 蓦然间，我期盼你也在这里，感觉到你就在我身旁，这种感觉如此强烈，也许你也有所察觉。

◆ 诚然，她感激我没去芬格斯玛尔，恳求我今年别去见她，但又因我不在而感到遗憾，渴望我能在她身边，每一页纸都回响着对我的召唤。

◆ 终于，我认定“热爱”是唯一的祈祷形式。

◆ 说正经的，现在我们最好还是别见面。相信我，你若在我身边，我就不能进一步思念你了。我不想让你难过，但我现在已不再希望你过来。坦白说，如果知道你今晚要来……我会躲起来的。

◆ 她的来信是我唯一的避风港，而对她的思念，用龙沙的话来说，是我“唯一的隐德来希”。

◆ 我们甚至觉得，这样漫长的分离，才是勇气的高尚证明。“你从不抱怨，”阿莉莎在信中这样写道，“我无法想象你软弱的样子……”为了证明这话，我还有什么不能忍受的呢？

◆ 出于挑战的心理，我们故意延长等待的时间。这也是出于恐惧的心理——我们害怕不圆满的重逢，

◆ 兄弟呀！和你在一起的时候，我才是真正的我，才能超越自己。

◆ 怕你担心，所以没告诉你我有多盼望见到你。与你重逢前的每一天都压得我喘不过气来。还有两个月！在我看来，却比离开你的所有日子加起来都要漫长！

◆ 甚至别因为只见两天而感到可惜，我们不还有整整一生的时间吗？

第六章

◆ 才过了一会儿，我们就觉得潮乎乎的手握在一起太难受，于是松开了——两只手凄凉地垂落下去。

◆ 我向阿莉莎道别时，她古怪地微笑着，好像此前并没意识到我次日就要离开。想到此次别后，我们很快会再见，告别时也就没有出现悲伤的场面。

◆ 因为我深深感到，我们所有的通信不过是一场海市蜃楼。唉！我们两人的信都是写给自己看的……

◆ 朋友啊！我对你的爱丝毫未减，非但如此，你一靠近，我就慌乱局促，从未像现在这么强烈地感受到：我爱你那么深，却那么绝望。我必须承认，你也看到了：离你越远，我就越爱你。

◆ 我太爱你，所以显得笨拙，我越爱你，越不懂怎么跟你沟通。

◆ 起初，见阿莉莎没来迎接，我的确有所失望，但很快又心生感激，因为她免去了我们重逢时俗套的寒暄。

◆ 所以头三天，我们虽然说得挺多，但都无关紧要，而且不说话的时候，也不觉得冷场。

◆ 没错，我的兄弟，我还是情不自禁地找了你一早上，无法相信你已走了，还恨你信守承诺。我总想，这是闹着玩儿的，所以走过每片灌木丛时，总盼着你会从后面出现。但是没有，你真的走了。谢谢。

◆ “如果幸福不能让人满足，就不是幸福。”

◆ 我常常觉得，爱情是我拥有过最美妙的东西，我的所有美德都依附于它。它让我腾空超越自己，但若没有你，我会再次跌至平庸之地，回到极寻常的秉性中去。因为抱着与你重逢的期待，在我眼里最险峻的小道也总是最好的。

◆ 我的朋友，可“神圣”并非一种选择，而是无法逃避的“责任”。如果我没有看错你，你也无法逃避这份“责任”。

◆ 我的不幸会不会是凭空臆造？

◆ 头发平平地向后梳起，面部线条很突出，仿佛是为了扭曲表情似的；尽管她穿了一件颜色暗沉的胸衣：摸起来质地很差，不太得体，也破坏了她身体的曼妙风韵……但这些有什么关系呢？只要她愿意都可以纠正。

◆ “我想看看你能不能听见我说话。你的心思好像离我特别远。”

◆ 我才发现这些书全被拿走了，取而代之放上的是我本以为她会嗤之以鼻的东西：一些毫无价值、庸俗不堪的宗教宣传小册子。我猛地抬起双眼，正好看到她在笑。没错，她一边观察着我，一边在笑。

◆ “我原认为习惯了营养丰富的食粮，聪明人就绝不会品尝这种索然无味的东西了。”

◆ 因为从这番话中，我完全看不到阿莉莎身上曾有的特质——也是我钟爱的特质。

◆ 想拯救生命的人，必会失去生命。

◆ 我得排队，等她料理完层见叠出的家务，监督完必要的谷仓工事，探望完佃农，慰问完她日益关心的穷人，才会轮到我。

◆ “你爱上的是一个臆想出来的形象。”

◆ “它和其他事物一样，必然会消失的。”
\n“除非我不在了，这份感情才会消失。”
\n“它会慢慢淡下来的。你声称还爱的这个阿莉莎，已不是你回忆里的她了。终有一天，你只会记得曾经爱过这个人罢了。”

◆ 我将阿莉莎一点点抬高，把她塑造成偶像，用所有喜欢的东西装点着她。

◆ 然而，从今往后，坚守一份没有对象的爱情，到底有何意义呢？这是顽固，而不是忠诚。忠于什么？一个误会吗？承认自己弄错了，难道不是最明智之举吗？

◆ 我就是想辜负她的期待，就同她过去让我失望一样。

◆ 我心中则是满腔的爱恨交织在一起，试图用最冷淡的方式和她交谈。但有时候，我的声音被激动的情绪所出卖，忍不住颤抖，令我懊恼不已。

◆ 在这恍惚的金光下，我的怨恨烟消云散，只能听到爱情的声音。

◆ 如果你也爱着我，为何总拒我于千里之外？

◆ 他们没有得到曾应许的东西，因为上帝给他们保留了更美好的……

◆ 如今的我也不过是个老主妇，层层积灰湮没了滚烫的过去，我期待再见见你。

◆ 我总被一种古怪的伤感包围着，也许并没有别的缘故。这种忧愁如此深沉，让我觉得它深植于我心中已久，只是从前被我引以为傲的“快乐”掩盖住罢了。

◆ 我清醒认识到一种可怕的自私心理回到了我身上。让我生气的是：除了牺牲我的幸福外，她还能在别处找到获得幸福之路。也就是说，不用我做出牺牲，她也能幸福。

◆ 我想避免很多女人烦人的通病：写得太多。而是把这本笔记当作自我完善的工具。

◆ 现在，我思忖自己想要的究竟是这种幸福，还是说我想要的是追逐幸福的过程？主啊！别让我拥有很快就能实现的幸福！教会我延迟幸福吧，一直延迟至来到您面前。

◆ 一旦攻克了它，一旦理解得越来越好，也许会产生一种无意识的自豪感。在精神愉悦的同时，增添某种道不明的心灵满足。我似乎少不得这种满足。

◆ 可以说一切没有上升性的欢乐，我都不屑一顾。

◆ 我拥有的是多么平庸、悲哀的德行！我对自己过于苛求了吗？别再痛苦了。

◆ “看看田野里的百合吧……”

◆ “你希望早些忘掉吗？”
\n“我希望永远不忘。”

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一旦开始看书就觉得时间过得很快了
\n填坑《情书》！
\n之前看了电影早就说要看书了，一直拖到今天
\n书籍和电影是两种感觉，各有特点
\n我更喜欢电影，但书补充了很多场景也是不错的！

情书の摘记

《情书（同名电影原著）》

岩井俊二
\n28 个笔记

第一章

◆ 不是说男人会照初恋情人的相貌找女朋友吗？

◆ 这应该是一封哪儿都寄不到的信—正因为哪儿都寄不到才有意义。因为，这封信是写给已经不在人世的他的。

第二章

◆ 对于这种总是拿恋爱或性开玩笑的无聊家伙，我身心两方面都无法接受。

第三章

◆ 博子在东京长大，对她而言，神户的生活全部都是他：和他一起度过的日日夜夜，长相厮守的日日夜夜，偶尔一个人的日日夜夜，以及满心满脑全是他的日日夜夜，有他陪伴着的日日夜夜，宁愿时间停止的日日夜夜，还有—永远失去他的日日夜夜。

◆ 当学生时，有功课相逼，要术业专攻，果真能按自己的意愿创作吗？博子知道他不过是发发牢骚。

◆ 博子羞怯地笑着。冷不防地，秋叶的唇捕捉到她的唇。博子踌躇着，游移着，没过多久就开始回应他的吻。

第四章

◆ 一滴眼泪落在复印件上，博子用指尖拭去。拭着拭着，眼泪又一滴一滴地掉落。博子又一滴一滴地拭去。
\n“这是他写的信。他写给我的信。”

第五章

◆ 有生以来第一次面对亲人的死亡，我陷入了“这到底是怎么回事”的思考中。一切就这么结束了。我当时就是这种感觉。剩下的印象不过是沉重、暗淡、莫名其妙的淡淡的空虚。

第七章

◆ “像的话……我就不原谅他。”

◆ “他说对我是一见钟情。”
\n“是呀，他这么说过。”
\n“但一见钟情也有一见钟情的理由吧。”

◆ 胡子不见了，这天的阿树带着不可思议的透明感。阿树一直沉默寡言，几乎没说话，可能因为渴，喝了好几杯冰咖啡，还上了好几回厕所。而且，总觉得他有点坐立不安，偶尔与博子目光相接，他都慌慌张张地垂下眼帘。

◆ “那个！”
\n他的声音紧张得有点尖锐。
\n“渡边小姐相信一见钟情吗？”
\n“一见钟情？什么样的？”
\n“请做我的女朋友吧！”

第八章

◆ 因为那个家伙，我对自己的中学时代根本没有好印象。

◆ 他那个人，经常眺望远方。
\n那双眼睛总是清澈的，是我迄今为止见过的最漂亮的眼睛。
\n可能因为我喜欢他，才这样觉得吧。

◆ 有一天我问他，你看这些书吗？他说不是为了看。我还以为他为什么借呢，原来他只为了在没人借过的书的空白借书卡上写上自己的名字，以此为乐。

◆ 我的手渐渐变得麻木，还以为他在干什么呢，他突然恍然大悟般地说：
\n“是 broken 啊，不是 breaked。”
\n原来那家伙正在对答案呢。难以置信吧？

第九章

◆ 但他在工作上还是一如既往地不肯帮忙，总是一个人在窗边眺望操场，呈废人状。

◆ 想着铃美对秋叶的感情，秋叶对博子的感情，博子对藤井树的感情，藤井树曾经对同名同姓的女孩的感情，以及那个女孩现在对曾经同名同姓的男孩的感情。
\n有一个可以想念的人，就是幸福。

◆ 怎么说好呢，虽然说不清楚，但是我深受感动。不过是借书卡罢了，可是那家伙签下的名字十年后还在这里保存得完好如初，我觉得这是个奇迹。

◆ “那个男生肯定很喜欢学姐。”
\n“啊？”
\n“所以才写了这么多学姐的名字。”

◆ “藤井……”老师拍拍我的肩膀。
\n“怎么了？”
\n“你脸红了。”

◆ 藤井树：
\n谢谢你的照片和卡片。
\n不过，他写的真的是他的名字吗？
\n渡边博子

第十一章

◆ “不是，没花那么长时间。确切地说，从出家门到医院的大门用了三十八分钟！”
\n“……”
\n“即便这样还是没赶上。当时怎么做都来不及！”

◆ 最后，出家门四十二分钟后，我们到了医院。

◆ “你还想登山吗？”
\n“这个……不可能了。”
\n“为什么？”
\n“我已经……害怕了。”

◆ “藤井，把博子交给我！”
\n回音重复着这句话。秋叶自作主张地回答了。
\n“好啊！”
\n回音又再度响起。秋叶得意地冲博子笑了。
\n“他说‘好啊’。”

第十二章

◆ “没人知道。这种事偷偷地做才有意义。”

◆ 我一面佯装平静，一面想把卡片揣到兜里。然而不凑巧，我喜欢的围裙，上下没有一个兜。

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一到晚上就感觉焦虑了

牢骚

好想和人聊天但又不知道找谁聊天
\n想做点事但又无限的烦闷
\n心静不下来读书
\n聊天也没有足够合适的分享欲载体
\n不想再和一些人聊一些特定的话题，就像 NPC 遇到特定情节才会触发什么一样而且聊多以后会觉得仿佛 ta 的人生只在这一个侧面对我展开，人生怎会如此狭隘？
\n对于这种人我真的有些厌了，但我又何尝不是这种人呢？
\n暑假的最后试试 ai 能不能成为我相对而言最完美的伙伴？

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好想和人聊天但又不知道找谁聊天
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可以找我聊天試試 😘

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你是？
\n我应该如何和你聊天呢
\n你不是匿名吗（
\n匿名也能发私信吗

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今天开始继续读书

总是三天打鱼两天晒网，但希望能先利用住这三分钟热度学一点是一点吧

关于自激震荡的解决方法：
\n $\"屏幕截图$

之前老师的提醒是完全合理的，但我当时并不理解为什么无法知道 $C_c$ 的准确值，老师让我们一个一个电容去调试，当时以为工作量过大，并没有做。
\n现在看来工作量其实没那么大，因为杂散电容大致的量级是可以估计的，只需要先计算出理想值，再在这个值周围进行调节就好。
\n原文链接但我打不开（

\n
那问题来了：在画板阶段如何尽可能减小杂散电容？
\n我找到了一篇逻辑很清楚的文章
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虽然理论上这篇文章是关于电机驱动器的 pcb 设计，但里面一些原则是通用的，我觉得是很好的一篇文章指导设计 PCB。等我先把放大器看完再看该文。
\n电机驱动器电路板布局的最佳实践 (Rev. B)
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这个驱动大电路的典型电路非常适合用于 ADC 前端驱动。但我依旧没有理解其中一些元器件的作用
\n $\"IMG_1430\"$
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继续上午的部分（书接上回

为什么有些运放做跟随器在反馈的回路需要加一个电阻？阻值怎么取？

一些可能的考虑因素：
\n运放输入端是否并接了保护二极管

《你好放大器》的解释 p126

这类运放作为跟随器使用时，必须在反馈支路中串联保护电阻 Rf。
\n如果不加这个电阻 Rf，输入端瞬间的阶跃信号，会打通二极管，以一个低内阻的阶跃
\n信号，直接加载到输出端，而输出端的输出源电压受压摆率限制，不可能立即达到输入阶
\n跃值，而处于缓慢的爬坡状态，在这个短瞬间，输入源信号和输出源电压之间形成的压
\n差，会出现大电流灌入运放的输出端，运放无法处理这个大电流，会进入过流保护状态，
\n等输出源上升到合适的位置，这个电流就减小到输出环节可以掌控的地步，此时，输出端
\n子就进入到了正常的非过流保护状态。这样，一个短瞬的阶跃过程，运放输出端的工作被
\n强制划分成了两个阶段：第一，输出保护阶段，第二，输出正常阶段。在运放输出环节进
\n入保护状态阶段，输出波形的上升速率远高于正常的运放压摆率，导致输出产生了这样一
\n个奇怪的波形，客观上，也引入了奇异的高次谐波。而一旦给这个电路中串联一个 500Ω
\n左右的电阻，那么即便是 10V 的阶跃输入，也只能产生最大 20mA 的灌入电流，运放的输
\n出端是有能力处理这个电流的，因此它的输出环节不会进入过流保护，使得整个阶跃过
\n程，都在输出环节的掌控之下，也就没有了分段工作之说，客观上使得输出波形更加平
\n滑，就没有了奇异的高次谐波引入。
\n但是，这个电阻又不能太大。以 OP27 为例，它的负输入端存在一个大约 8pF 的输入
\n电容，当串联电阻为 2kohm 时，电阻和 8pF 的输入电容，就形成了一个低通滤波器，其截
\n止频率大约为 9.9MHz 左右，在 OP27 的单位增益频率处，也就是大约 8MHz 处，这个低
\n通滤波器存在大约 38 度的滞后相移，这个数值会使得 OP27 原本具备的 70 度相位裕度，
\n迅速下降到只有 32 度了。相位裕度的明显下降，会显著降低跟随器的稳定性。这需要避
\n免。一旦这个问题不可避免，可以考虑在串联的反馈电阻上并联一个合适的小电容，以抵
\n抗这个滞后的附加相移。

\n关于取值：\n首先反馈电阻不能太大，太大的话电阻的精度和稳定性不能保证，并且运放的输入偏置电流在 Rf 上产生的压降也随之增大。\n其次，电阻也不能太小，太小的话，流经 Rf 的电流就会很大，如果达到了运放的输出最大电流，那么输出电压幅值就会降低。\n[来源](https://e2echina.ti.com/support/amplifiers/f/amplifiers-forum/196834/opa1622)\n

看完了第四章，第五章明天能看完吗

早就有过的想法对应的回答
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为什么这里没有塔罗牌楼呢？

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看完了第四章，第五章明天能看完吗
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这个很适合用塔罗牌看一卦
\n算了我还是去水源问吧

\n","createdAt":"2025-08-31 07:29:08.074966","updatedAt":"2025-08-31 07:29:43.962858","replyToPostNumber":312,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":59,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65423,"postNumber":314,"raw":"昨日为周一，图书馆闭馆，于是休息了一天，今天继续！\n(此处补充 [你好放大器的 PDF 版](https://file-host.wiki-power.com/circuit-design/%E7%94%B5%E8%B7%AF%E5%9F%BA%E7%A1%80/%E4%BD%A0%E5%A5%BD%EF%BC%8C%E6%94%BE%E5%A4%A7%E5%99%A8_%E6%9D%A8%E5%BB%BA%E5%9B%BD.pdf))\n- 涉及晶体管的我就一窍不通了 :melt: 寒假可以再读一读相关部分\n- ![image|690x63](/uploads/image/a4/e1/a4e1bad605f1cc31751381378dd3c7a6a1b4174c85855594990cd37c610c2915.avif)\n\n- 对于运放作为积分器的应用和仪表放大器，我也不太熟悉\n- 5.3 节的电流检测部分很适合做测量 LCR 相关的！\n- 分流电阻补充资料：\n - https://www.digikey.com/en/articles/fundamentals-of-current-measurement-part-1-current-sense-resistors\n - https://www.analog.com/en/resources/analog-dialogue/articles/optimize-high-current-sensing-accuracy.html\n - https://www.ti.com.cn/cn/lit/ab/zhca729/zhca729.pdf?ts=1756721201194&ref_url=https%253A%252F%252Fwww.ti.com.cn%252Fproduct%252Fcn%252FINA260\n - https://www.thin-film.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/Current-Sensing-2-Terminal-vs.-4-Terminal.pdf\n \n- ![image|690x69](/uploads/image/01/35/0135e78d03816dcccd5b868d06698ef5e5f6726247ca906cee85b2141133fa24.avif)\n- ![image|690x50](/uploads/image/fa/39/fa398a223c83d601466c739e73ac8658e9aa20411a98882a16a58db0bdcedce0.avif)\n- 串联复合放大器资料！\n - https://www.analog.com/cn/resources/technical-articles/series-connection-of-op-amps-how-to-achieve-precision-with-simultaneously-higher-output-power.html\n- 并联复合放大器找不到，我也没太看懂。新概念里有相关介绍\n\n还找到了新概念 PDF 版。在 ADI 官网就有，不愧为赞助\n[新概念第一册：晶体管_254](https://www.analog.com/media/cn/technical-documentation/e-book-yang/Analog-Circuit-I.pdf)\n[新概念第二册：负反馈和运算放大器基础_150](https://www.analog.com/media/cn/technical-documentation/e-book-yang/Analog-Circuit-II.pdf)\n[新概念第三册：运放电路的频率特性和滤波器_347](https://www.analog.com/media/cn/technical-documentation/e-book-yang/Analog-Circuit-III.pdf)\n[新概念第四册：信号处理电路_272](https://www.analog.com/media/cn/technical-documentation/e-book-yang/Analog-Circuit-IV.pdf)\n[新概念第五册：源电路 - 信号源和电源_92](https://www.analog.com/media/cn/technical-documentation/e-book-yang/Analog-Circuit-V.pdf)\n相对而言，我晶体管部分完全不会，所以希望之后两天可以先读完第一册。","cooked":"

昨日为周一，图书馆闭馆，于是休息了一天，今天继续！
\n(此处补充你好放大器的 PDF 版)

\n
涉及晶体管的我就一窍不通了 🫠 寒假可以再读一读相关部分
\n
\n
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\n
\n
对于运放作为积分器的应用和仪表放大器，我也不太熟悉
\n
\n
5.3 节的电流检测部分很适合做测量 LCR 相关的！
\n
\n
分流电阻补充资料：
\n
\n
\n
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\n
\n
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\n
\n
串联复合放大器资料！
\n
- https://www.analog.com/cn/resources/technical-articles/series-connection-of-op-amps-how-to-achieve-precision-with-simultaneously-higher-output-power.html
\n
\n
并联复合放大器找不到，我也没太看懂。新概念里有相关介绍
\n

还找到了新概念 PDF 版。在 ADI 官网就有，不愧为赞助
\n新概念第一册：晶体管_254
\n新概念第二册：负反馈和运算放大器基础_150
\n新概念第三册：运放电路的频率特性和滤波器_347
\n新概念第四册：信号处理电路_272
\n新概念第五册：源电路 - 信号源和电源_92
\n相对而言，我晶体管部分完全不会，所以希望之后两天可以先读完第一册。

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受做菜记录鼓励，我决定也放一些最近做的能吃的东西

不知道为何，我无法上传图片，于是采取了折中的办法

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 02:32:30.948977","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 02:32:30.948977","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":3,"likeCount":3,"wordCount":46,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"pig2","count":2,"users":[{"id":7014,"username":"兴庆宫第一迷路幽灵","name":"post deleted by author"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":3,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"},{"id":7014,"username":"兴庆宫第一迷路幽灵","name":"post deleted by author"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65477,"postNumber":316,"raw":"[quote=\"不嘻嘻，post:315, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb\"]\n我无法上传图片\n[/quote]\n\n我也遇到了这个问题\n会不会是阅兵期间的什么限制啊","cooked":"

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t不嘻嘻，post:315, topic:14436, username:dT-Tb:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
我无法上传图片
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

我也遇到了这个问题
\n会不会是阅兵期间的什么限制啊

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 02:47:14.534873","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 02:47:14.534873","replyToPostNumber":315,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":38,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"plus1","count":1,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/c7/ea/c7eae3a3f314dbf53f43c93673d771a3c5bd80a8a7151db2a24c2379c567397a.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"[color=#bbcff9]长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营[/color]","signatureCooked":"

长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

\n"}},{"id":65480,"postNumber":317,"raw":"收到，应该是昨天晚上升级导致，我下午修复一下","cooked":"

收到，应该是昨天晚上升级导致，我下午修复一下

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 04:14:09.798642","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 04:14:18.06802","replyToPostNumber":315,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":2,"wordCount":22,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":2,"users":[{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65489,"postNumber":318,"raw":"已修复，可能是 nginx 没有 uploads 目录写入权限导致","cooked":"

已修复，可能是 nginx 没有 uploads 目录写入权限导致

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 04:45:53.94702","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 04:45:53.94702","replyToPostNumber":317,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":3,"wordCount":19,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":3,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"},{"id":7014,"username":"兴庆宫第一迷路幽灵","name":"post deleted by author"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65498,"postNumber":319,"raw":"开始晶体管\n\n为什么截图就可以上传 :thinking:\n\n- ![image|690x317](/uploads/image/40/3f/403f3bf228fb4000336e9a60be3da850fb44c1d77d6c37dcf5ff7aae3efa85e4.avif)\n\n我看得好慢！！！\n加速加速！！！","cooked":"

开始晶体管

为什么截图就可以上传 🤔

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我看得好慢！！！
\n加速加速！！！

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 10:53:34.185679","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 10:53:34.185679","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":29,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65503,"postNumber":320,"raw":"其他图片不能上传吗？","cooked":"

其他图片不能上传吗？

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 11:33:35.777353","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 11:33:35.777353","replyToPostNumber":319,"replyCount":2,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":10,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65504,"postNumber":321,"raw":"从上午的传图体验来说，感觉随机而固定：随机是指不知道哪张图没法传；固定指的是要是某图一开始传不了的话，那再如何尝试都不行。需要的话我可以提供是哪些图不行。\n\n中午修好后暂时没遇到这类问题，不知道其他塬友是否正常。","cooked":"

从上午的传图体验来说，感觉随机而固定：随机是指不知道哪张图没法传；固定指的是要是某图一开始传不了的话，那再如何尝试都不行。需要的话我可以提供是哪些图不行。

中午修好后暂时没遇到这类问题，不知道其他塬友是否正常。

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-03 11:57:16.612738","updatedAt":"2025-09-03 11:57:16.612738","replyToPostNumber":320,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":104,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"🤣️","count":1,"users":[{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/f7/1b/f71bbda87a32de08df517fe7ee4a14e3f63bfd1b2105d3ddb8ba1f4c2eaa1c29.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"[right]——發自我的手機[/right]","signatureCooked":"

——發自我的手機

"}},{"id":65518,"postNumber":322,"raw":"并非，这个帖子是从我上午开始看书就开始写了，一直看到了下午。应该是上午的感受","cooked":"

并非，这个帖子是从我上午开始看书就开始写了，一直看到了下午。应该是上午的感受

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-04 00:48:45.816582","updatedAt":"2025-09-04 00:48:45.816582","replyToPostNumber":320,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":38,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65519,"postNumber":323,"raw":"昨日做菜：\n这不是我切的，是我爸切的。已经狠狠批评爸刀工还需练习！\n![_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=821425532518764473&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper|665x500](/uploads/image/2f/30/2f30f6e97ef7dfd1a19f4495253ae26a452f18d9855405e6e6d3d1842765a981.avif)\n盐加多了\n![_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=7389395418581793850&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper|375x499](/uploads/image/aa/1a/aa1acefe1e75fd0e4fec33ec6fdd3089baaa61bbe84cec1cb5509c862de6a4a6.avif)\n右边的并非煎蛋，而是馄饨皮蛋饼。主要是之前做虾滑馄饨的时候馄饨皮买多了，为了消耗食材避免浪费的无奈之举\n![_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=1208653731502213612&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper|665x500](/uploads/image/84/e4/84e444ae36c011570d822be721a964c518b9d2554bedf3021d494df0f538cf9d.avif)","cooked":"

昨日做菜：
\n这不是我切的，是我爸切的。已经狠狠批评爸刀工还需练习！
\n $\"_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=821425532518764473&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper\"$
\n盐加多了
\n $\"_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=7389395418581793850&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper\"$
\n右边的并非煎蛋，而是馄饨皮蛋饼。主要是之前做虾滑馄饨的时候馄饨皮买多了，为了消耗食材避免浪费的无奈之举
\n $\"_cgi-bin_mmwebwx-bin_webwxgetmsgimg__&MsgID=1208653731502213612&skey=@crypt_8e9cd196_6a274f2b65facb111d4b0a8a2d802d15&mmweb_appid=wx_webfilehelper\"$

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-04 00:57:08.705714","updatedAt":"2025-09-04 00:57:08.705714","replyToPostNumber":315,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":90,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65524,"postNumber":324,"raw":"继续晶体管。\n昨天和朋友讨论，发现书里的方法很粗略有反例，但我现在依旧不熟悉本质是什么。\n\n唉今天上午和朋友聊天聊着聊着又忘记看书了\n效率好低","cooked":"

继续晶体管。
\n昨天和朋友讨论，发现书里的方法很粗略有反例，但我现在依旧不熟悉本质是什么。

唉今天上午和朋友聊天聊着聊着又忘记看书了
\n效率好低

\n","createdAt":"2025-09-04 03:59:42.172821","updatedAt":"2025-09-04 03:59:42.172821","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":1,"wordCount":67,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"❤️","count":1,"users":[{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":65549,"postNumber":325,"raw":"13 点半开始看书\n\n- ![image|690x224](/uploads/image/35/21/3521ab6a9f80d5f03b2da0e3f3cbc76f94edcf43ab6900c23e3f24fdd5bd98cb.avif)\n\n***\n事实是学了 45 分钟后就累了，于是小雀一手\n\n然后就是 15:30 了:melt:","cooked":"

13 点半开始看书

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事实是学了 45 分钟后就累了，于是小雀一手

然后就是 15:30 了🫠

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继续

如果我在 15 点前

看完 Section 16 那我就马上回家看心动的信号 8
\n这书爱谁都谁读吧
看完 Section 15 那我就马上回家拿耳机一边听歌一边读
Section 15 都没看完那就学到 17 点才准走 🫥

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结果就是卡在一道例题上了，百思不得其解，已经想了一个小时，也没找到问题所在。
\n记录于此，希望看到后面能有解释

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问题在于计算得到的是截止失真但仿真的图应该是饱和失真？
\n~~目前想到的一些可能的问题是题目更加理想把参数都写死了，理想和实际的微弱差距导致了相反的结果。但我觉得这个解释有点牵强。~~
\n这个解释是错误的，因为仿真换了 bjt_NPN_virual + 改成题目的数值，示波器结果依旧是削底。
\n还不知道问题在哪里）

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波形失真的原因还是太多了
\n我会敬畏示波器上每一个完美的正弦波波形

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喜欢的一些表达

我和我的表达欲就像猫和猫的尾巴 - 水源广场 / 谈笑风生 - 水源社区

\n
表面上它是我的一部分，但却总是很有自己的想法。
\n有时候它会突然冒出来，把我吓一跳绊一跤。有时候我追想着它跑，却只能在原地打转。还有很多时候，它维系着我脆弱的平衡，支撑我在摇摇欲坠中向前走去。
\n生活老是要我夹着尾巴做人，所以，就让这里成为一个能让它自由舒展的地方吧。
\n

喜欢原因：有趣。

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mod 可以 make 现有 post wiki

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总结

焦虑焦虑焦虑
\n最近的焦虑都像有了躯体化，我能感觉到紧绷的肌肉在颤抖而且头也有些痛
\n我知道我该睡了因为明天还有早八这是我这周第四个早八
\n但我睡不着
\n我的脑子里充满了兴奋的神经递质
\n为了什么而兴奋呢？
\n我觉得不是兴奋更多的是躁动
\n一种想要发疯的躁动
\n一种想要体验自己是存在的躁动
\n我的脑子是一团浆糊
\n我流泪了
\n但泪水无法熄灭我的焦躁
\n我突然想到如果我自残是不是就会好些了
\n我能感受到我是存在的
\n如果我跳楼会不会好些呢？
\n不会，虽然跳楼了也许就不会再痛苦但事态还没有严重到这个地步。
\n但我想要感受
\n我没有感受了
\n不是开心也不是满足也不是伤心
\n我现在是什么状态呢？
\n焦躁
\n感觉像有蚂蚁在身上爬
\n崩溃边缘
\n而这仅仅是开学第四天的晚上
\n我文风似乎又回到了一年前
\n一模一样的状态
\n周而复始地折磨
\n为什么呢？凭什么呢？
\n想挖掉自己的脑子
\n别想了
\n多想只有无限烦恼但我控制不住地想
\n一年前我是如何做的呢？
\n我啥也没做
\n让这个状态折磨了一个学期
\n获得了堪堪及格的分数
\n也导致了一年奖学金的失利
\n我知道奖学金算不了什么
\n我更关心如何破除我的状态
\n怎么做呢
\n我不知道
\n为什么在妈妈旁边能那么安心呢
\n为什么我一个人从来都做不好照顾自己的情绪
\n我总觉得自己套了一层壳子
\n身体和精神是不匹配的
\n那之后再发生之前发生过的事情怎么办呢
\n怎么能每次都要父母做出牺牲来解决我的问题呢
\n我自己为什么无法解决呢
\n万一有一天父母离开我了呢
\n我怎么办
\n我应该怎么办
\n如果我无法摆脱
\n那我怎么忍得了在这种状态下继续生活十年呢

那如果迟早要死为什么不现在死呢
\n不行，我不能让父母难过
\n但妹妹呢？
\n我也不能让她难过
\n那我呢？
\n我为什么不能不难过呢？

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总结

朋友有一种积极正道的光照在我身上的感觉
\n而我像一个吸血鬼
\n阳光照在我身上只有被腐蚀的灼热和刺痛
\n太阳高高在上地俯视和照耀着我
\n理所应当地说那你去做啊
\n果然无法理解我啊
\n但不是朋友的问题
\n我只是太无力了
\n但如果和太阳聊天会让我感觉难受的话，还是不聊为好

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如果需要的话我可以帮你把它设成 wiki

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

\n"}},{"id":66039,"postNumber":339,"raw":"写好了简历，目前给两个老师发了邮件。\n估计再选三个导师发邮件接触接触比较稳妥。\n唉选不出来啊\n太优柔寡断了\n\n本科生科研最关键的到底是什么呢\n***\n最近看素拓也有点摆烂，每个人似乎都做了很多事情。\n虽然大部分人可能也只是为了拿只有个位数的奖学金，我也想拿奖学金，虽然为了拿奖学金所花费的时间是完全不值得的，当个家教一学期就肯定能挣到一年评一次的奖学金的钱。但是毕竟是荣誉吧。虽然我感觉不是国奖市奖的奖学金在简历上还不如一个自己做的项目。\n\n呆了一年后我已经发现了水素拓的秘密（针对目前素拓条例），或者说一些投机取巧的做法吧。10 学分是很容易水到的。我只讲如何更高。\n\n第一学期：\n1、报名献血志愿者，用第二课堂的成绩单可以申请献血素拓\n2、做学业辅导单人两次\n3、报名去做学业讲座一次\n4、一学期去一次心理讲座，可以拿到 2 学分的满分素拓\n5、每学期都有一个只报名就能拿满分素拓的大比赛，3 学分。\n6、报名大学生数学竞赛，凭借交大扎实的数理基础拿个三等奖不是问题，水个小小的竞赛素拓 +0.1\n7、一学期至少报两个长时间的志愿活动。+0.4\n\n第二学期：\n1、报名献血志愿者，用第二课堂的成绩单可以申请献血素拓我看有人已经通过了 +0.3\n2、做学业辅导单人两次 +0.2\n3、报名去做学业讲座一次 +0.4\n4、一学期去一次心理讲座，可以拿到 2 学分的满分素拓\n5、每学期都有一个只报名就能拿满分素拓的大比赛，3 学分。\n6、报名大学生英语竞赛，有基础拿个三等奖不是问题，水个小小的竞赛素拓 +0.1 至少\n7、报名校运会的团体项目，要是拿奖了所有人都可以水奖励素拓。趣味项目应该是好玩的。\n8、竞选优秀团员，万一得了那就是 0.5。比水很多比赛都有用。虽然我觉得如果不进国企，这种类型的荣誉大概率都是无用的。（有大可能选不上） +0.5\n9、暑假报个电赛，对于一般的题目只要做出了东西至少都能拿个三等奖。（这个是有一定门槛）\n10、一学期至少报两个长时间的志愿活动。+0.4\n\n总方针：又争又抢。\n平时有各种荣誉评定都不要错过，大胆展示自己的优势。\n有各种比赛报名的机会也不要错过。什么都不参加是没有包装的机会的。万一拿奖了那就赚了，没拿奖那就下一项，失败是人生大部分时间的主色调，逃避不能改变失败的事实。\n还是要考虑性价比。","cooked":"

写好了简历，目前给两个老师发了邮件。
\n估计再选三个导师发邮件接触接触比较稳妥。
\n唉选不出来啊
\n太优柔寡断了

本科生科研最关键的到底是什么呢

最近看素拓也有点摆烂，每个人似乎都做了很多事情。
\n虽然大部分人可能也只是为了拿只有个位数的奖学金，我也想拿奖学金，虽然为了拿奖学金所花费的时间是完全不值得的，当个家教一学期就肯定能挣到一年评一次的奖学金的钱。但是毕竟是荣誉吧。虽然我感觉不是国奖市奖的奖学金在简历上还不如一个自己做的项目。

呆了一年后我已经发现了水素拓的秘密（针对目前素拓条例），或者说一些投机取巧的做法吧。10 学分是很容易水到的。我只讲如何更高。

第一学期：
\n1、报名献血志愿者，用第二课堂的成绩单可以申请献血素拓
\n2、做学业辅导单人两次
\n3、报名去做学业讲座一次
\n4、一学期去一次心理讲座，可以拿到 2 学分的满分素拓
\n5、每学期都有一个只报名就能拿满分素拓的大比赛，3 学分。
\n6、报名大学生数学竞赛，凭借交大扎实的数理基础拿个三等奖不是问题，水个小小的竞赛素拓 +0.1
\n7、一学期至少报两个长时间的志愿活动。+0.4

第二学期：
\n1、报名献血志愿者，用第二课堂的成绩单可以申请献血素拓我看有人已经通过了 +0.3
\n2、做学业辅导单人两次 +0.2
\n3、报名去做学业讲座一次 +0.4
\n4、一学期去一次心理讲座，可以拿到 2 学分的满分素拓
\n5、每学期都有一个只报名就能拿满分素拓的大比赛，3 学分。
\n6、报名大学生英语竞赛，有基础拿个三等奖不是问题，水个小小的竞赛素拓 +0.1 至少
\n7、报名校运会的团体项目，要是拿奖了所有人都可以水奖励素拓。趣味项目应该是好玩的。
\n8、竞选优秀团员，万一得了那就是 0.5。比水很多比赛都有用。虽然我觉得如果不进国企，这种类型的荣誉大概率都是无用的。（有大可能选不上） +0.5
\n9、暑假报个电赛，对于一般的题目只要做出了东西至少都能拿个三等奖。（这个是有一定门槛）
\n10、一学期至少报两个长时间的志愿活动。+0.4

总方针：又争又抢。
\n平时有各种荣誉评定都不要错过，大胆展示自己的优势。
\n有各种比赛报名的机会也不要错过。什么都不参加是没有包装的机会的。万一拿奖了那就赚了，没拿奖那就下一项，失败是人生大部分时间的主色调，逃避不能改变失败的事实。
\n还是要考虑性价比。

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水源好东西越挖越多，把水源当作垃圾桶的想法大错特错！应该当作搜索引擎！

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1、模电需要速速推进！
\n2、之前机器学习的课程也需要至少跟上老师进度？
\n平时多发点邮件，总有老师看得上我吧

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要自信，一定有老师愿意要你科研的

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1、模电

课内的模电似乎更侧重基础电路的分析，
\n实际电路设计则更看重功能效果和电路特性的匹配，有什么需求用什么电路。
\n这是我小小的感悟，不知是否有道理。

自学容易走马观花，似乎有印象但又想不到细节。只能说应试教育还是有其意义的，至少我会做题了（
\n比如我又忘记关于 JFET 的部分了，特别是定义的遗忘。

目前看到 Section 27，还有一半以上。圣诞前能不能看完呢？

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谢谢门友，刚刚看模电的时候发现有老师回复了！ 🥰
\n虽然才发了两个老师）

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虽然在不同学校，但是路径和规划大家极其相似（

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Hard time comes again and never leave.

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保研环境筛选下几乎唯一路径了 🫠

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目前之前发邮件的两个导师都有积极回复，约好了时间和地点面聊看具体情况。

但问题随之而来，在选导师的时候应该主要关注什么呢？

在面聊时本质上是看双方是否匹配，也算是一种小型面试。

我预期的科研是什么样子的呢？
\n投入时间，获得成长（具体点就是我自知我在这个领域几乎是没有基础的，我需要一些压力和指导让我快速成长，我希望导师或者带我的学长可以提出关于我的分步可落实的具体计划）
\n可以是自学听网课、可以让我看论文做整理做汇报、等等
\n如果有机会，做科研如果能获得一些成果自然是更好的，但我目前没有资格和能力向导师索取这些。

我期待的导师是什么类型的呢？
\n有能力指导，至少手下的博士生有能力在遇到超出我范围时兜底。
\n有一定资源。
\n可以有一定压力但不能一直 push，我目前抗压能力并不强。
\n不喜欢 PUA，说大空话的导师。
\n人品不能太差

我能给导师带来什么呢？
\n免费劳动力，可能未来多年的利益共同体。

我之前就已经面了两个导师，感觉完全不一样。一个是德高望重的老老师，感觉很说教，而且说得很虚，后面有同学说他很 push，也可以预料。一个是新老师，很踏实会亲自指导但似乎没有资源。
\n不知道我这次选的这两个导师如何呢？

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今年素拓出了，我似乎位于很尴尬的位置。按照去年的国奖排名，我刚好差一名。

我无比希望今年再多一个名额。或者今年有没有可能是划入围名单再组织答辩的呢？我充分相信自己的答辩水平。
\n但这个学院之所以那么晚就是因为不用答辩吧。

可能遗憾是人生常态，我应该要接受。
\n更何况我上学期期末炸了的时候我就知道今年肯定是无缘了。只是没想到通过第二学期的努力可以改变得这么多，就差一点啊。我的欲望也突然就扩充起来了。

还是有点遗憾，但我所做的一切都不是功利地为了奖学金。虽然今年的遗憾似乎有点太多了。而且只不过没有国奖罢了，一次和两次是没有大区别的。

我觉得我今年确实比较浮躁，输入不够，没有输出也是正常的。

继续输入吧。

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刚好今天要交感想，顺便回忆一下今年的第二个遗憾。

感想

差一点又是差一点。

如果从得奖角度而言似乎差得很多，但我身边天天一起备赛的队伍有一等、二等、三等，都在一起训练交流，大家的水平能有什么本质差距呢？差距太小了，甚至可以说比赛得的奖项和实力差距没有很大的关联。我之前一直认为拿不到奖是因为实力不够，拿到奖说明实力更强，非常简单的逻辑。之前的竞赛经历也基本可以证明这点。

但这比赛颠覆了我的认知。我见过实力强但因为选题选了一个选的人少的题目，最后得了二等奖连国赛都没进，而他们已经大三了，辛苦准备了一个暑假就是想进国赛然后拿保研硬加分吧。我也见过天天摆、平时都不怎么干活的、当初只是少一个人随便捞的队友，最后这个队伍拿了国二，这个摆子队友也喜得竞赛加分，在一个很卷的专业稳到了保研线以上。而他前不久还在水源上发过牢骚说这个专业太卷，保研好难，没有出路。

可能这个世界就是这样没有所谓公平，而我已经大三了还像小孩子一样看待。我的观念都太陈旧，专业实力重要但又没那么重要，学积分重要又没那么重要，奖学金重要又没那么重要。现实生活中大部分所谓重要的东西都没那么重要。在自己的人生中，事物的重要性需要自己去赋予。

回到比赛，那我们队伍又发生了什么呢？

我只记得我四天只睡了 15 个小时，对我搓出来的东西挺满意的（实际上除了接线麻烦外这套装置没遇到什么问题）。

第一天通宵了一个晚上搓出了基本的装置。第二天中午基础部分就基本做完了，我已经没什么工作了。然后做了一些未知模型电路，意外搓出了一个极端情况，发现要考虑谐振，而且谐振对于波形重建影响很大。于是第二天晚上又通宵了一个晚上，对原来的硬件方案进行修改，画好了接线图。然后等队友干活。遇到了一些 bug，比如波形失真。又想了一天，似乎也没有比较好的方案解决失真，摆烂之。这段时间队友也在努力推进，我没记错第二天基本的一套软件方案也出来了，但只剩了最后和 UI 的结合，负责这块的队友并没有放在心上。他认为这是只需要花一些时间就能解决的事情。我也没有催促，然后就到了最后一天，在老师指导下开启第二套软件方案，结果到了最后第二套也没干出来。在封箱前的最后两个小时，回退版本一，开始做第一次联合测试，发现居然报 FFT 出错，之前从来没有报过这个错误。两个小时队友们也没法解决这个问题。因为这个问题最后我们的版本连版本一都没有整合上去。相当于直接放弃了发挥部分，只有基础部分的分数。

我觉得问题主要出在
\n1、做事不踏实，在开始第二套方案之前居然没有对方案一做到完整版的程度和测试。
\n2、过分相信老师的规划和指导，其实按照我们自己的节奏最后一天不开始第二套方案，第一套方案至少是可以保的。而老师的目标是带出一队国一，和我们的目标并不完全一致。以我们的水平，我更希望的是能够发挥出我们队的实力，拿到应有的成绩即可。
\n3、有些钻牛角尖，实际上测评处只有一套未知模型电路，不太可能是一个比较极端的情形。而且我们组如果没有全部完成且测试可以根本先不考虑。我们在一开始就希望可以考虑到一些情况，这样可以做得比较好，反而没有抓住最主要的部分。事实证明，不考虑很极端的情况，方案一已经足够拿国奖，虽然没有国一，但这是效率最大化的结果。
\n4、效率没有最大化，因为只有一套硬件，两位软件实际上只有一位在工作，但其实硬件交付后大部分时间都没有在测试，队友大部分的时间还是在写代码，导致最后的测试的时间只能一个人测试，一些基础的测试应该要放到前面。
\n5、对于 ui 的部分不够重视。实际上只有 ui 的部分是应用层的，和使用者直接相关的，我们对这个看似容易但一旦出问题就会直接影响使用的部分不够重视。之前的项目也遇到过类似问题，被对应负责人以粗心为理由就没追究。
\n6、我工程管理能力确实不够。担不起队长的责任。平时项目遇到的一些问题没有积累起来，额外给重视和跟进。

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现在更新了，排名掉了我反而觉得开心，因为至少不是刚好拿不到了

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深夜反思

总结

我又发现了一个自己之前做得不对的地方：
\n过于在意结果了，有时候过程也是很重要的。这话听着很空但我有时候并没有办法预料到是原来是这样，就会做出一些错误的选择（也许也并非错误但在当时那个阶段不是处理得最优的选择）

比如暧昧期两人最后能否在一起很重要，但更重要的是在这个阶段双方对彼此的认识和交流。
\n比如比赛的经历和结果。
\n比如人生和死亡。

我似乎发现了一个 bug？
\n使用安卓手机写帖子时我无法滑动编辑区上方的工具栏
\n导致我没有对上面进行折叠

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今天刚和 a 老师聊完
\na 老师给我的感觉不错

做事直接。才第一次见面，他已经把带我的博士生找好了约过来了。
感觉到老师很沉稳，强调投入，给我一种只要肯干自然会有收获和产出的观感，我觉得挺踏实的。
会把话说在前面，挺真诚。提前就和我说明了他的研究生的名额是有限的（估计也就 2-3 个），他肯定会优先看在组里长时间的在工作的人。比如最后在他这里做毕设的可能有 3-4 个，但他的名额可能只有 2-3 个。而且他不喜欢换来换去的，喜欢长时间的合作。我觉得都能理解。
提到了很多次论文，感觉是实际在干事情的虽然他年纪也不小了。甚至还提到了如果我肯干，有机会评本科生优秀论文什么 abab。这里像在画饼，但我觉得能发自然最好，发不了也是造化，刚见面就讲这些话算什么特点或者他有什么意思呢，我还看不太出来。
听博士学长说：\n
- 和大组不一样，a 老师手底下学术会有自己的自由。
- 没什么形式主义的东西，更强调实际。比如我问了学长觉得多久开一次组会合适，他的观点是学习阶段没必要很高频次开会汇报没有意义的事情。我很认同。最后定的是目前一个月开一次组会。
- a 老师在所里资源还算多。
- 平时 a 老师也会帮忙改论文，帮忙看看，也不卡博士的毕业年限。比如他就是现在博四升博五，估计明年毕业。但他不急（由此感觉组里氛围还不错，而且他博四居然不急着就业实习这些事，很淡定的感觉，心态很好的样子）。
\n

学长给我规划的科研路径是：
\n1、年前刷课，有基础知识储备。他会推荐一些课
\n2、看论文，复刻一些经典的论文，提升学术水平
\n3、有一些创新的想法后，开组会讨论
\n4、确定选题下来后，（做实验？）写论文（这部分他会指导我）

我觉得这路径无可指摘。

*这学长说也提到了如果我贡献大的话，可以共一。还说什么他最后一年是想带我这个本科生发出 paper 的。我觉得这像在画饼但我现在还无从考证。面相上看可爱老实。

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还见了第二个导师：

和朋友對於第二個導師的討論

dT-Tb：

又和一个老师聊了

感觉很不一样

但第二个老师有个 prp

他已经招满了

我就借这个机会说我其实是想参加 prp 的

满了就算了

还是拒掉了

朋友：

第二个老师怎么样的（）

想听

dT-Tb：

第一个老师更多聊的是我怎么样

第二个老师更多聊的是他做的领域是怎么样的

我更喜欢以人为本的老师

就是类似于给我介绍大模型

朋友：

但是感觉一般的老师都是说自己做什么做什么，你感兴趣的话就来

dT-Tb：

第一个老师上来就先问你家是哪里的

然后聊我专业

聊夏令营

聊我为什么想进组

朋友：

这样嘛

真的像心理咨询师一样（）

dT-Tb：

第一个老师聊下来我基本可以感觉到她的作风

第二个老师更多在介绍这个领域，秀自己的学识

我差点听困了

朋友：

未必是秀

dT-Tb：

但对于我这种小小本科生而言就是有这种感觉？

朋友：

我遇到的两个老师都是很详细地介绍自己实验室在做什么

然后之后有什么东西可以做，问我感不感兴趣

dT-Tb：

而且第二个老师的计划是找一个组里的博士生带我做项目

我其实觉得前期的知识积累也很重要？

朋友：

博士生会让你学知识的（确信）

告诉你需要学哪些东西

dT-Tb：

所以我更认可第一个导师的博士学长给我安排的计划吧

但是他很明确地安排了时间

相当于有一定压力的情况下又能做一些事情吧

主要是第二个导师让我觉得有点无聊

虽然第二个导师我才聊了 20 分钟不到

上午先和导师再和学长聊一共聊了快一个小时

感觉有更好的了解

也可能是我中午没睡觉，又刚上完课感觉有点无聊了

電腦有什麽快捷鍵是更改語言的嗎？我怎麽成這樣了

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又要陷入人际关系 emo 了
\n不如再刷一节课
\n刷完再 e

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我发现我并不是那么喜欢听歌，只是没有音乐实在是无法集中注意力，太困了
\n如果不学习我根本想不到音乐
\n对我而言，音乐就几乎等于注意力

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听不同歌的时候人的思维不一样，有些歌能分心

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我发现朋友还是让我有些难受

总结

这不是泛指而是特指

我讨厌对别人评头论足，因为我觉得大部分的人都很好，真有点小问题也估计是不得已而为之，犯不着

我讨厌对人进行三六九等的划分，虽然我有时候也因为竞争或者一些量化指标自然就会这样。
\n但我讨厌在一些不重要的地方也进行这样的划分。比如择偶时候的家庭所处地域。所以当朋友说出“如果对面也是浙江人，我就开冲了（）”的时候，我会觉得有点恶心。虽然这是人家的选择和我没关系，而且 ta 之前谈的也确实就是浙江的，但我会觉得和 ta 在思想观念上有好多不同，好累哦。特别是我一边自己觉得难受一边又不好意思直接和 ta 说，而且说了也没用。感觉就像自己吞了一只苍蝇一样恶心。

而且我发现我不太会求同存异，这不是单纯地忍。如果交友意味着我一定要去忍受对方让我不舒服的地方，那我宁愿不交这个朋友。

欸我又不知道应该怎么办了。人际关系就是如此复杂吗。

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这个楼已经沦落为吐槽大会了但我实在找不到生活中哪里可以存放我这无聊又独属于我自己的情绪感受体验，于是就暂放此处吧。

总结

我这辈子从来没有那么讨厌过一个人。但 ta 也是我唯一的好朋友。

我觉得好朋友说得没错，我被 ta 发我的消息搞得应激了，大体因为 ta 给我暴露了很多 ta 自己的故事烦恼。把我当情绪垃圾桶呢？

我一开始会非常热心地帮 ta 分析事情，并且提供建议，进行安慰。这位朋友 ta 的心智和判断力让我一直觉得我在向下兼容 ta。我像 ta 的幼儿园老师，我多次和 ta 提到了这个观点。
\n我现在真的感觉我厌倦这个好朋友了。我不想和 ta 继续保持天天聊天的频率了，和 ta 聊天让我觉得难受，甚至心理恶心。

为什么会觉得心理恶心呢？
\n一方面是我自己的情绪不太稳定，因为 ta 又在发情感抖音小视频给我我已经对这个 ptsd 了。

刻薄

谈个恋爱搞得和吸冰毒了一样，没 ta 就活不了了？怎么能缺爱缺到这种程度？谈恋爱的这两个人感觉都有问题，一个是瘾君子，一个是幼稚鬼。我求求了能不能有点自己的判断能力和获取幸福的能力再去谈啊？别折磨我这种正常人了。已经听了不下 5 次了。关于这个话题以及延伸话题讨论至少 30 天，估计平均每天都讨论至少 2 小时。而且都是我单方向的指导。能不能收个家教费啊？

\n我本来情绪就容易不稳定，还要因为一个拎不清的朋友加剧我的不稳定而且和 ta 交朋友还没法让我更稳定。（那我交朋友的意义是什么呢？扶贫吗）\n

另一方面是因为我感觉 ta 在一味消耗我的能量但 ta 又没有能力给我提供情绪价值，而且 ta 的共情能力也很弱，ta 是察觉不到这一点的。并且因为所谓朋友关系我还因为他自己的事情（和我毫无关系）牵动我的情绪，但我说了几次都没用。ta 之后还是 emo。我还是太天真了，天真地以为我在理那一切都好解决，天真地觉得我可以改变甚至治愈一个人。我必须承认我没有这样的能力，每次这样做最后的结果都是对我自己的巨大损伤。真正好的关系应该是让人感觉舒服的，我一味地迁就和换位思考对我并不利，因为恶心和厌烦是会积压的。
\n更别提在我 emo 的时候，我觉得 ta 完全无法解决我的情绪问题。我知道这是正常的，但我觉得 ta 只起到一个负面的作用。虽然我也无法确定在对面 emo 的时候我是不是起到一个正面的作用，但根据 ta 反馈，我应该是有用的（短期）。

而且好朋友关系有一个很不好的地方是不容易干净断掉。（应该可以的我直接删好友了。我本来觉得至少当个普通朋友吧，就算分手了也可以当普通朋友。现在看不如直接绝交吧。）这样看交心的朋友关系完全不如情侣关系。也许这两个本来也没什么不同，而是我遇不到能够让我觉得安心和舒服的朋友/对象罢了。

我之前会自责，觉得是不是我不够包容我的好友呢？是不是我太自私了只想着自己呢？帮助朋友解决问题是不是就是作为朋友应该做的呢？然后等过几天之后我又恢复能量了会再去找 ta 道歉。然后和 ta 接触，我的能量又被消耗了然后又讨厌 ta……这是一个周期的轮回。我完全无法忍受这种行为，无所谓了与其当幼师被折磨。不如大方承认我就是一个自私自利自我至上的人。

果然不应该在除了自己的身上投入过多的精力和时间，之后再看会觉得这全是浪费和自我的消耗。有这精力不如多写点日记给自己看吧。

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“我没什么话要告诉你。就算她是一个孩子，我也不能做她的保姆。你不要作声，阿历克赛。别再谈这件事了。我甚至想都不愿去想它。”

师兄们，爱是一个教师，但是必须懂得怎样掌握它，因为它是不易掌握的，必须付出很大的代价，下极大的功夫，还要经过长久的时间；因为不应该只是偶然一时地爱，而是要始终不渝地爱

7 这样，我们可说什么呢？律法是罪吗？断乎不是。只是非因律法，我就不知何为罪。非律法说，不可起贪心。我就不知何为贪心。
\n8 然而罪趁着机会，就借着诫命叫诸般的贪心在我里头发动。因为没有律法罪是死的。
\n9 我以前没有律法是活着的，但是诫命来到，罪又活了，我就死了。
\n10 那本来叫人活的诫命，反倒叫我死。
\n11 因为罪趁着机会，就借着诫命引诱我，并且杀了我。
\n12 这样看来，律法是圣洁的，诫命也是圣洁，公义，良善的。
\n13 既然如此，那良善的是叫我死吗？断乎不是。叫我死的乃是罪。但罪借着那良善的叫我死，就显出真是罪。叫罪因着诫命更显出是恶极了。
\n14 我们原晓得律法是属乎灵的，但我是属乎肉体的，是已经卖给罪了。
\n15 因为我所作的，我自己不明白。我所愿意的，我并不作。我所恨恶的，我倒去作。
\n16 若我所作的，是我所不愿意的，我就应承律法是善的。
\n17 既是这样，就不是我作的，乃是住在我里头的罪作的。
\n18 我也知道，在我里头，就是我肉体之中，没有良善。因为立志为善由得我，只是行出来由不得我。
\n19 故此，我所愿意的善，我反不作。我所不愿意的恶，我倒去作。
\n20 若我去作所不愿意作的，就不是我作的，乃是住在我里头的罪作的。
\n21 我觉得有个律，就是我愿意为善的时候，便有恶与我同在。
\n22 因为按着我里面的意思。（原文作人）我是喜欢神的律。
\n23 但我觉得肢体中另有个律，和我心中的律交战，把我掳去叫我附从那肢体中犯罪的律。
\n24 我真是苦啊，谁能救我脱离这取死的身体呢？
\n25 感谢神，靠着我们的主耶稣基督就能脱离了。这样看来，我以内心顺服神的律。我肉体却顺服罪的律了。

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“你怎么啦，伊凡，你怎么啦？”阿辽沙苦恼而又激烈地辩护起来。“她还是孩子，你是在侮辱一个孩子！她有病，她病得很重，她也许也要发疯了。……我不能不把她的信转交给你，……甚至还想听听您有什么话要告诉我，……好救救她。”

我的长老有一次说：对待人应当像侍候小孩一样，而对某些人更应当像侍候医院里的病人一样。……

您最好还是告诉我，像您那样既聪明，又有头脑，又有眼力的人为什么要我这样一个傻瓜，这样一个有病的蠢女人？唉，阿辽沙，我真幸福，因为我是完全配不上您的呀。

许多人有一种特性，那就是嗜好虐待小孩，专门虐待小孩。这些虐待者对其他的人显得甚至十分温和而善意，很像那些有教养、讲人道的欧洲人，却特别爱虐待小孩，甚至正是如此而爱着小孩本身。正是小孩子的柔弱无告这一点引诱着虐待者，小孩子们是无路可走、无处可诉的，他们有着天使般的信任心，这恰恰使虐待者的卑贱的血沸腾起来了。自然，每个人的身上都潜藏着野兽，——激怒的野兽，听到被虐待的牺牲品的叫喊而情欲勃发的野兽，挣脱锁链就想横冲直撞的野兽，因生活放荡而染上痛风、肝气等等疾病的野兽。

我做了极愚蠢的事：他有病的时候，我没有前去饶恕他，——就是说，去和他和解，现在真感到后悔。但是我另有目的。这件事整个前前后后就是这样，……只不过我的行为大概很愚蠢。……

她们尖叫或者像狗一样狂叫得整个教堂都听得见，但是等圣餐端了出来，她们被引到圣餐跟前时，“疯癫”就立刻停止，病人总会安静好一会儿。这使我这个孩子很惊讶而且奇怪。然而当时在我向人探听究竟时，我就听到过有的地主，特别是那些教我的城里学校的教师们回答说，这全是装假，是因为不愿工作才这样，只要用相当严厉的手段就一定可以根治，并且还引了各种笑话故事作为证明。可是以后我从医学专家方面得知，这里面根本没有什么装假的地方，这是一种妇女（而且好像特别是我们俄国妇女）常犯的可怕的疾病，它说明着我们乡村妇女的悲苦命运。这种疾病是由于在痛苦的、没有一点医学帮助的不正常生产以后立刻做繁重工作而引起的；还有的是由于绝望的忧愁和挨打等等，对此总有一些妇女由于性格关系无法像别的大多数妇女那样逆来顺受。发着狂，颤抖着的女人只要一引到圣餐的旁边，就会得到奇怪的、突然的治愈。

一个人遇到某种思想，特别是当看见人们作孽的时候，常会十分困惑，心里自问：“用强力加以制服呢，还是用温和的爱？”你永远应该决定用温和的爱。如果你能决定永远这样做，你就能征服整个世界。温和的爱是一种可畏的力量，比一切都更为强大，没有任何东西可以和它相比。你应该每天、每小时、每分钟反省自己，留意使你的形象显得庄严。你如果怀着恨恨的心情，恶狠狠地走过小孩的身边，说出难听的话，你也许不注意他，可是他却看见了你，你那丑恶渎神的形象就会留在他的嫩弱的小小心眼里。

自救之道惟有保持冷静，使自己为人们的全部罪孽担负起责任。

因为你只要诚心地认为自己应对一切事物和一切人负责，你就立即会看出事实确实就是这样，你确是对一切人和一切事物担有过错。相反如果你把自己的懒惰和无能推到别人的身上，结果你就一定会染上了撒旦的骄傲，对上帝产生怨艾之心。关于撒旦的骄傲，我以为我们在世上是很难看透它的，因此极容易失足，在染上它的时候还以为自己是做了一件大好事。其实我们的天性中有许多最强烈的情感和冲动，我们在地上暂时对它们还无法理解，因此你不要为它们所迷惑，以为它们可以作为你替自己辩解的理由，因为永恒的裁判者只过问你所能理解的东西，而不是你不能理解的东西，这一点你自己将来也会深信不疑的，因为那时候你已经能正确地看待事物，而不会再争论抬杠了。

应该特别记住，你不能做任何人的裁判官。因为没有人能在地上裁判罪人，除非他自己觉悟到他和站在他面前的人同样有罪，而他对站在他面前的人所犯罪行的责任也许比任何人都要大。只有当一个人悟到了这一层的时候，他才能成为裁判官。这话听来虽然奇特，但却是真实的。因为假如我自己是正直的，也许就不会有站在面前的罪人了。如果你能够把在你面前受你良心裁判的罪人所犯的罪承担过来，那你就应该立刻承担下来，自己替他受苦，而把他赦免，不加责备。甚至即使法律派你做他的裁判官，你也应该在可能范围内这样做，因为他走了以后，会自行惩罚，比你们裁判还要重。假使他受到你的亲吻后竟无动于衷地走开，并且还要笑你，那你也不必受这种现象所迷惑，因为那是说明他的期限还没有到，而期限是自然会到的；即使不到，也是一样，因为不是他，就有别人替他认罪受苦，并且责备自己，控诉自己，真理就实现了。

如果有你这样的两个人聚在一起，那就是整个世界，

假如你犯了罪孽，自己在为自己的罪孽或意外的过错悲痛得要死，那么你可以替别人喜欢，替正直的人喜欢，庆幸你虽然犯罪，他的行为却是正直的，并没有犯罪。

如果人们的恶行使你悲愤得无法克制，甚至产生了要想报复作恶者的愿望，那么你应该千万对这种情感保持戒惧；

因为他们诅咒上帝和生命，因而也就自己诅咒了自己。他们赖他们自己恶意的骄傲为生，就好像沙漠中饥饿的人喝自己身上的血。但他们永远不会餍足，他们拒绝宽恕，诅咒召唤他们的上帝。他们早就说出了这句极放肆的话，而且最坏的是在说出这话来以后，某种胜利的情绪几乎随时都在显示并且有所增长。不久，甚至礼节也开始不大遵守了，就好像大家都感到自己有了不遵守礼节的权利似的。

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今天配了一天环境，发现我的基础确实很差
\n把 windows powershell+git（posh-git+ohmyposh）基本跑通了
\n虽然还是有 config error 但只是熟悉 git 应该是不影响的
\n进度慢慢的，但换了一个舒服的界面都让我更想工作了

总结

$\"屏幕截图$

但还是有问题:
\n在~下没问题，但我换一个目录（比如 E:）下就不能使用 git 了（git init 不行），不知道问题出在哪里

总结

我记得 git init 不需要提前准备文件夹

 CS229  git init Notes\nfatal: cannot mkdir Notes: No such file or directory\n

我新建了一个后：

 CS229  ls\n\n\n    目录：E:\\CS229\n\n\nMode                LastWriteTime         Length Name\n----                -------------         ------ ----\nd-----        2025/10/8     23:54                  Notes\n\n\n CS229  git init Notes\nE:/CS229/Notes/.git: No such file or directory\n CS229  git init\nE:/CS229/.git: No such file or directory\n

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WSL 不错
\nWindows 的 PowerShell 一直没玩懂 🫠

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ぜーんぶ弾けなーい！

\n"}},{"id":66654,"postNumber":363,"raw":"[quote=\"😀, post:361, topic:14436, username:周末\"]\n把 windows powershell+git（posh-git+ohmyposh）基本跑通了\n[/quote]\n终于把 powershell 7 也搞定了\n这下终端都有美化！\n\n[quote=\"😀, post:361, topic:14436, username:周末\"]\n但还是有问题:\n在~下没问题，但我换一个目录（比如 E:）下就不能使用 git 了（git init 不行），不知道问题出在哪里\n[/quote]\n这个问题解决了\n在 GitHub 上有和我一模一样的问题，是安全中心阻止了 powershell7 和 git 导致的\n [PackageManagement\\Install-Package fails with \"Administrator rights are required to install or update.\" when run as administrator · Issue #12777 · PowerShell/PowerShell](https://github.com/PowerShell/PowerShell/issues/12777)\n这个问题解决后我之前遇到的 latex 无法编译等问题也解决了，说明都是这个东西搞得","cooked":"

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把 windows powershell+git（posh-git+ohmyposh）基本跑通了
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终于把 powershell 7 也搞定了
\n这下终端都有美化！

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但还是有问题:
\n在~下没问题，但我换一个目录（比如 E:）下就不能使用 git 了（git init 不行），不知道问题出在哪里
\n

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这个问题解决了
\n在 GitHub 上有和我一模一样的问题，是安全中心阻止了 powershell7 和 git 导致的
\nPackageManagement\\Install-Package fails with \"Administrator rights are required to install or update.\" when run as administrator · Issue #12777 · PowerShell/PowerShell
\n这个问题解决后我之前遇到的 latex 无法编译等问题也解决了，说明都是这个东西搞得

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关于 git

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#使得分支变为线性结构\ngit rebase\n#加 tag，用于发布新版本；tag 需要额外 push\ngit tag xxx\ngit push origin --tags\n

Git 标签 | 菜鸟教程

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被学长催进度，但我有点喜欢上刷课了。有没有机会能开第二门课呢
\n科研比我想得压力要大得多。我无法兼顾科研 + 学业 + 学工+social

目前看只能抛弃学工和 social 的部分了
\n我现在的 ToDo 已经感觉快要爆了
\n我需要一些方式去放松和一些时间管理

学工有些工作不应该由我来做。比如招新，下放给我们部门的 xpy，反正框架和方法我都有，只缺少一个执行的人。实在不行就不干活了，部长还觉得我们的工作太少。
\n长时间不和别人讲话会感觉自己要自闭的。目前的社交只能通过每天和家人打电话了，一天一次，一次半小时，可以每天去校内走走，一边散步一边打电话。
\n关于放松，之前买的小黑玩偶快到了，希望可以让我开心一点。秋促还买了一些我感兴趣的游戏，比如双人成行，打算和室友一起玩，但估计是真没时间了，等我累了再玩吧，但前两天玩星露谷都好累。和生活一样累。
\n交大啊交大，超级交大快把我弄死了

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-10 01:05:59.336818","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 01:05:59.336818","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":7,"wordCount":355,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"face_holding_back_tears_hugging_face","count":1,"users":[{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"🥺️","count":1,"users":[{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":7,"users":[{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽"},{"id":200,"username":"Srotseiticar","name":null},{"id":5151,"username":"Soyo34325","name":"Soyo34325"},{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"},{"id":7720,"username":"xuanzha","name":null}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":66715,"postNumber":366,"raw":"我也是，沉浸在二次元世界（漫画、番 or RPG...）中逃避现实世界，真的好爽\n\n![2046F3~1|690x388, 75%](/uploads/image/f6/18/f61867ea4fdd7cd8aefa1cdb1aa395c817599c4dfd9787b0a5296616767d454b.avif)\n\n可能效果类似于《盗梦空间》中底层打工仔花钱去造梦一样...在独立于世界之外的、没有压力的空间里，找到了新的同伴、一起活过另一段精彩的人生...","cooked":"

我也是，沉浸在二次元世界（漫画、番 or RPG...）中逃避现实世界，真的好爽

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可能效果类似于《盗梦空间》中底层打工仔花钱去造梦一样...在独立于世界之外的、没有压力的空间里，找到了新的同伴、一起活过另一段精彩的人生...

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-10 08:06:57.537556","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 08:06:57.537556","replyToPostNumber":365,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":3,"wordCount":100,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"face_holding_back_tears_hugging_face","count":1,"users":[{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":3,"users":[{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽","avatarUrl":"/uploads/blob/14/96/14961aeaa46ccbb75a61eec0c27b26e74fb5d1c00ccdcbbe898ca9ea37087dd6.svg","admin":false,"moderator":true,"signatureRaw":"*年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？*","signatureCooked":"

年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

\n"}},{"id":66717,"postNumber":367,"raw":"在现实中哪有这么多人天天给我发消息啊 :rat: :loudly_crying_face:","cooked":"

在现实中哪有这么多人天天给我发消息啊 🐀 😭

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-10 08:09:08.191583","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 08:09:08.191583","replyToPostNumber":366,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":5,"wordCount":20,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"🥺️","count":3,"users":[{"id":200,"username":"Srotseiticar","name":null},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"🥹️","count":1,"users":[{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":5,"users":[{"id":200,"username":"Srotseiticar","name":null},{"id":2902,"username":"1313","name":"ᐕ)ﾉ"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽","avatarUrl":"/uploads/blob/14/96/14961aeaa46ccbb75a61eec0c27b26e74fb5d1c00ccdcbbe898ca9ea37087dd6.svg","admin":false,"moderator":true,"signatureRaw":"*年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？*","signatureCooked":"

年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

\n"}},{"id":66745,"postNumber":368,"raw":"patpat 玉米老师\n或者你可以把门友发在土塬的消息都当作是私信你的，这样就相当于有很多人找你啦\n***\n事实上我现在的状态是\n如果真的有人经常给我发消息我又觉得社交麻烦了（要照顾对面情绪、让对方舒适也会消耗我的能量）\n***\n看了玉米老师的个人网站，做得好好 :+1:\n我之前也一直期待做一个自己的网站，估计也是放一些自己的简历和学习笔记之类的，但还没能力啊\n看到下面这句话的时候感觉到人与人好类似\n[details=\"总结\"]\n![image|690x72](/uploads/image/e3/50/e350936ed9a757139c148af9c30151993150c8ad55864d9186b93d9c6fb76e27.avif)\n[/details]","cooked":"

patpat 玉米老师
\n或者你可以把门友发在土塬的消息都当作是私信你的，这样就相当于有很多人找你啦

事实上我现在的状态是
\n如果真的有人经常给我发消息我又觉得社交麻烦了（要照顾对面情绪、让对方舒适也会消耗我的能量）

看了玉米老师的个人网站，做得好好 👍️
\n我之前也一直期待做一个自己的网站，估计也是放一些自己的简历和学习笔记之类的，但还没能力啊
\n看到下面这句话的时候感觉到人与人好类似

总结

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又不想干活了我发现看课和做题确实就是应该是同步的，我看完再做题我又忘记遇到了什么了。

吐槽

有个招新群里的同学加我，结果像来打探别的部门消息的，这些公开信息自己不搜来让我找？结果我随便一搜就找到了。把我当高级 google 用呢？
\n还敢问一些个人联系方式？我就算真有方法得知他想要的联系方式，为什么要给他？他用这种途径来找我，我的回复代表的是我们部门，泄露隐私这种事我真干不出来。

部分交大同学的素养亟待提升。信息素养和为人处世（也许应该叫情商）都包含在素养内。

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其实已经很久没更新什么实质内容了 🐖 暑假读的论文拖到现在还没整理完。。。
\n不过好在我最近逐渐不厌学了，准备收拾心情进组了 🐀

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年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

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今天和朋友聊天他提到赢家通吃，就是奖项可以滚雪球，比如你有了国奖，后面再拿其他奖就会容易。我理解这个意思，但在我身上我发现并没有用处。是因为我没有学会赢家通吃吗？如果有会奖项卷雪球的门友就好了，我真的不懂。

总结

有可能这就是生活本身，能通吃的终究是少数，大部分都是在跌跌撞撞的往前走，谁管这路上有没有摔过跟头呢？
\n也可能是我要求太高了，我太贪心了，我什么都想要，但如果我能做到为什么不能要呢？那我为什么做不到呢？我还是觉得自己的积累太少了。
\n也可能是我真的没有领悟到应该如何做才能卷得了雪球。

所以继续积累吧。一步一步地往前走吧。过去的都过去了，好的坏的都过去了。

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我倾向于认为有能力将 gpa 和素拓卷到国奖水平的人其自身能力也就更容易获得其他奖项（）
\n虽然但是我完全卷不动

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

\n"}},{"id":66820,"postNumber":373,"raw":"可能他想说的是，拿有含金量的奖（比如果酱）作为招牌，可以更容易找到更好的队友（数模等团体类竞赛）、进更好的组，从而形成滚雪球，进一步让自己的简历更光鲜？ :disguised:","cooked":"

可能他想说的是，拿有含金量的奖（比如果酱）作为招牌，可以更容易找到更好的队友（数模等团体类竞赛）、进更好的组，从而形成滚雪球，进一步让自己的简历更光鲜？ 🥸

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-11 17:00:26.107747","updatedAt":"2025-10-11 17:00:39.836048","replyToPostNumber":371,"replyCount":1,"likeCount":6,"wordCount":76,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"👍️","count":2,"users":[{"id":2902,"username":"1313","name":"ᐕ)ﾉ"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":6,"users":[{"id":2902,"username":"1313","name":"ᐕ)ﾉ"},{"id":5905,"username":"PipaQinse233","name":"PipaQinse233"},{"id":7014,"username":"兴庆宫第一迷路幽灵","name":"post deleted by author"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽","avatarUrl":"/uploads/blob/14/96/14961aeaa46ccbb75a61eec0c27b26e74fb5d1c00ccdcbbe898ca9ea37087dd6.svg","admin":false,"moderator":true,"signatureRaw":"*年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？*","signatureCooked":"

年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

\n"}},{"id":66845,"postNumber":374,"raw":"这 PS 题目设置得真好啊，不像我们有些课的作业难度对于一个新入门的学生完全不友好。\n代码框架全部写好，可能遇到问题的地方提前把涉及问题的部分代码用补充材料的方式给我，做题的流程好像在拼拼图。比如我遇到了 xx 报错，提示在 x 行，看 x 行涉及的函数，ctrl+ 鼠标点击进去看函数定义，发现问题所在，解决问题。\n而且每个小问都有自己的用意，层层递进。\n很久没有感觉到如此舒适的题目设计了","cooked":"

这 PS 题目设置得真好啊，不像我们有些课的作业难度对于一个新入门的学生完全不友好。
\n代码框架全部写好，可能遇到问题的地方提前把涉及问题的部分代码用补充材料的方式给我，做题的流程好像在拼拼图。比如我遇到了 xx 报错，提示在 x 行，看 x 行涉及的函数，ctrl+ 鼠标点击进去看函数定义，发现问题所在，解决问题。
\n而且每个小问都有自己的用意，层层递进。
\n很久没有感觉到如此舒适的题目设计了

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可以更容易找到更好的队友（数模等团体类竞赛）、进更好的组
\n

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可能这个说法的潜台词就是认可成绩越好能力越强，然后据此抱团？
\n但我也见过不少反例（优绩主义的傲慢/交流困难/极强的目的性等等），所以并不完全认可。

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-12 09:07:32.806908","updatedAt":"2025-10-12 09:07:32.806908","replyToPostNumber":373,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":3,"wordCount":112,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[{"reaction":"wave_gif","count":1,"users":[{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽"}],"hasReacted":false},{"reaction":"❤️","count":3,"users":[{"id":30,"username":"一只玉米人","name":"玉米🌽"},{"id":7364,"username":"青年杰出贡献上交大門人","name":"紫金港第一皮革<・)))><<"},{"id":7550,"username":"sumire","name":"アイラちゃん"}],"hasReacted":false}],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":67039,"postNumber":376,"raw":"学长给我发了 4 篇文献，我觉得质量应该不错。但我目前完全不会看文献，看到一大片的英文就头大。\n而且之前说的 ps 我只做完了 ps1，还有俩节，虽然我已经明白 ps 主要是在利用数学推导的结论做一些小的训练。最好的刷课节奏应该是根据 ps 看课，看完对应的部分就开始写 ps。\n最近的效率近乎为 0 啊\n先赶紧把作业写完吧，估计距离汇报还有 10 天，我需要\n- 一方面把之前刷的课的主要脉络和逻辑理清楚 [CS 229 - 监督学习简明指南](https://stanford.edu/~shervine/l/zh/teaching/cs-229/cheatsheet-supervised-learning) 这份非常简单的大纲，方便给学长讲我目前的学习进展\n- 一方面开始看论文两天看一篇。我估计看论文应该主要是提取核心观点/方法 + 理解为什么核心观点是正确的/方法是合理的。这是我粗浅的理解，不知道对不对呢？\n- 课内的作业（现在有三门课的作业了）\n- 之后要做一个机械臂的上机实验，希望在实验前把大物 1 力学捡回来，机械和电子还有 ai 似乎是完全正交的领域","cooked":"

学长给我发了 4 篇文献，我觉得质量应该不错。但我目前完全不会看文献，看到一大片的英文就头大。
\n而且之前说的 ps 我只做完了 ps1，还有俩节，虽然我已经明白 ps 主要是在利用数学推导的结论做一些小的训练。最好的刷课节奏应该是根据 ps 看课，看完对应的部分就开始写 ps。
\n最近的效率近乎为 0 啊
\n先赶紧把作业写完吧，估计距离汇报还有 10 天，我需要

一方面把之前刷的课的主要脉络和逻辑理清楚 CS 229 - 监督学习简明指南这份非常简单的大纲，方便给学长讲我目前的学习进展
一方面开始看论文两天看一篇。我估计看论文应该主要是提取核心观点/方法 + 理解为什么核心观点是正确的/方法是合理的。这是我粗浅的理解，不知道对不对呢？
课内的作业（现在有三门课的作业了）
之后要做一个机械臂的上机实验，希望在实验前把大物 1 力学捡回来，机械和电子还有 ai 似乎是完全正交的领域

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怎么 ui 又变了

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在个性化里面设置一下就不会变了（）

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

\n"}},{"id":67091,"postNumber":379,"raw":"突然发现 666，决定先不写日记了让 666 保持几天\n\n![7536cb512c7bdf4dfbe333508b85659|243x161](/uploads/image/58/26/58260a7fcbcd395857da0b570c56faa6291b2c72777eb294d63a516fcd8254e0.avif)\n\n结果睡前看发现这是有人给我一下子点了 22 个赞吗\n\n![image|286x175](/uploads/image/9e/35/9e35c8cdea03256fd5adeddbbedd55fb7d4965686efe5e1374b37c1772c7a527.avif)\n\n现在可以冲击 888 了","cooked":"

突然发现 666，决定先不写日记了让 666 保持几天

$\"7536cb512c7bdf4dfbe333508b85659\"$

结果睡前看发现这是有人给我一下子点了 22 个赞吗

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现在可以冲击 888 了

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看了两篇论文，发现我对于 CNN 相关了解得太少了，虽然看完了 cs229 读 transformer 相关的可以大概理解但总感觉隔了一层纱。于是我打算接着看 CS231N，有上次的教训希望可以做得更好。
\n看到水源有个和我同级的同学在半年前就已经达到我目前的进度了，有些焦虑。又想到了之前高中的时候听见路过的同学说如果他是我，早就 xxxx（类似于成就很高？）当时真的非常气愤，但发现他说得也没怎么错。因为我确实没有利用好一些有利自己的 bonus？高中也是，大学也是。不知不觉进入大学都已经第三年了，依旧浑浑噩噩啊。
\n今天还遇到了之前有过一些纠葛的同学，又让我陷入了对于过去的模糊的回忆。我当时懵懵懂懂，完全没有经验也是慢慢的，可惜 ta 和我的节奏并不匹配，现在来看连朋友也做不得了。

现在来看我绝对算不上聪明，节奏就是慢慢的。想告诉自己：慢慢来，没关系。只希望自己能踏实地走下去，做好自己想做的，过度关注外界的世界会打搅内心的安宁。选择很重要，执行更加重要。

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今天效率好高啊，已经很棒了！还是鼓励一下自己吧所以今天晚饭去吃了争鲜，虽然其中的很多寿司并不好吃，要不是有优惠券我是绝不会去吃的。~~下次还得吃滨寿司~~下次还是吃萨莉亚吧，最近寿司吃太多了。
\n虽然一天都没有说话了。但感觉语言也并不是必须的？虽然我很想说话。自言自语怎么不算一种锻炼声带的方式？
\n有点逃避做配套的 assignment，可能是之前都做得太慢了，不行的不行的明天一定要开始做了
\n我发现如果真的想学的话，很多所谓一学期的课完全可以在两周内学完（指刷完课做完笔记完成对应的习题），当然这两周也做不了别的东西了。那我现在的学期的意义是什么呢？战线拉长可能是想轻松点？感觉只多了很多杂事缠身。
\n开始报辅修了，本来想报 cs 的辅修，现在来看似乎课内只有占时间的负面作用，所以我的想法又消失了。辅修学位重要吗？听说在教学信息网上主修和辅修是没有做区分的~~可以冒充 cs✌~~也听说在就业市场上辅修学位不重要，我没理由地感觉学位的重要性不如一个好好做的项目。要不要报呢？还是算了吧。现在来看未来就算有空余时间多半是投给自学 + 科研了。
\n日子一天天过去了，在我 12 月的生日前有没有可能一切按照我的预期往下走呢？

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在 https://stackoverflow.com/questions/42648610/error-when-executing-jupyter-notebook-no-such-file-or-directory 见到了相同的问题，尝试高解决方案的 solution 均无用，突然想到了可以安全中心，于是发现它阻止了虚拟环境的 python.exe 运行，改了，worked！但因为我之前从未在 stackoverflow 上回答过问题于是居然无法回答这个问题
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我已经多次遇到可以用安全中心免拦截解决的问题，安全中心似乎在增加我 debug 的工作量。

我也终于意识到 jupyter notebook 的优越性了，可以 md 框记录要点，也可以加代码框实时看输出，对于学习这是多么优雅的一本 notebook！

最近事情又多起来了
\n还要做一个机械臂的大作业，将要第一次接触树莓派了。

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听说了一个游戏叫做图灵完备，已加入心愿单

也是当上助教了，但我其实也学得不够
\n这是老师 ppt 里的新学的内容，作为一个补充吧：

主电流回路尽量面积小，走线尽量粗，所以布局上要放得近。\n
- 如何区别主电流回路？
\n
~~“交叉选择，布局传递。器件排列、对齐。智能测量。”是什么~~
~~“走线，可以在左边栏修改网络颜色。”意义是什么？~~ 估计想说可以放在不同层
地线钩环，最天才的设计！
“输出端的电容，开关电源、主支路的电容放在一起”为啥？
连线顺序先连信号线再连电源线
tab 可以更改走线宽度
芯片下面最多放 3 根线
sop-8 封装的芯片引脚之间不要走线
先放置，布局再连线，最后改线宽等
对于 datasheet 上有布局建议的元器件，布局完全按照 datasheet 来
我是笨蛋

画完了！虽然组里不一定用我画的板子但是收获很大！
\n越复杂的板子感觉能学到的越多，这就是翻版的意义吗

好喜欢 Spotify 之前一直没有捣鼓手机，今天把 clash Spotify chatgpt 装了之前那么多广告的国产 app 是在？
\n突然有点 get 到 iPhone 的点，等我今年拿到奖学金再考虑要不要换手机）

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图灵完备好玩的，我一个非 cs 相关的也玩下去了，知识以一种卑鄙的方式进入了我的脑子.jpg

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嘻嘻等下次 steam 大促再买

\n","createdAt":"2025-10-25 06:30:30.722268","updatedAt":"2025-10-25 06:30:30.722268","replyToPostNumber":384,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":10,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":7444,"username":"周末","name":"😀","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/ee/4b/ee4bedb343782076342a731467b6dce60632d57d0ae06e97898e9b51bac354d3.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":67376,"postNumber":386,"raw":"又焦虑了\n每次事情多到难以掌控的时候就想彻底地摆烂\n毁灭吧\n我已经什么都不想做了连去吃饭都懒得动\n****\n我需要先整理一下自己的 todolist\n[details=\"总结\"]\n1、看论文吧（写 lab 给我写晕了）（既要又要还要只会什么都得不到）\n2、ml 作业（ddl 还远）\n3、模电作业*3（周一前）\n4、机械臂大作业需要去实测还需要写一个报告（下周末）\n5、~~dsp 部分没听懂问 ai 问到理解为止（周末前需要完成）~~\n6、准备奖学金评审（没通知不急）\n7、准备发展对象考试（和可能有的面试如果笔试过了的话）（没通知不急）\n8、准备和学长汇报进度（还没汇报过虽然完全不重要学长人也挺平易近人但我还是紧张，时间是十周/十一周，感觉这个学长是一个会言而无信的人，要小心不要被画饼啊）\n9、~~助教相关的工作需要赶紧改到一个可以用的版本，大家的进度快追上我这个助教了🤡（最好这周末完成吧）~~\n\n[/details]\n\n~~再去洗个澡~~\n~~再洗衣服~~\n~~再吃个饭~~\n~~再去看电影~~\n~~再去指定地点赴约~~\n~~明天还有团建要不不去了吧但我目前这个状态是什么都做不完的~~\n我的手已经开始麻了这不会是躯体化表现吧","cooked":"

又焦虑了
\n每次事情多到难以掌控的时候就想彻底地摆烂
\n毁灭吧
\n我已经什么都不想做了连去吃饭都懒得动

我需要先整理一下自己的 todolist

总结

1、看论文吧（写 lab 给我写晕了）（既要又要还要只会什么都得不到）
\n2、ml 作业（ddl 还远）
\n3、模电作业*3（周一前）
\n4、机械臂大作业需要去实测还需要写一个报告（下周末）
\n5、~~dsp 部分没听懂问 ai 问到理解为止（周末前需要完成）~~
\n6、准备奖学金评审（没通知不急）
\n7、准备发展对象考试（和可能有的面试如果笔试过了的话）（没通知不急）
\n8、准备和学长汇报进度（还没汇报过虽然完全不重要学长人也挺平易近人但我还是紧张，时间是十周/十一周，感觉这个学长是一个会言而无信的人，要小心不要被画饼啊）
\n9、~~助教相关的工作需要赶紧改到一个可以用的版本，大家的进度快追上我这个助教了🤡（最好这周末完成吧）~~

~~再去洗个澡~~
\n~~再洗衣服~~
\n~~再吃个饭~~
\n~~再去看电影~~
\n~~再去指定地点赴约~~
\n~~明天还有团建要不不去了吧但我目前这个状态是什么都做不完的~~
\n我的手已经开始麻了这不会是躯体化表现吧

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负能量内容

焦虑焦虑焦虑
\n最近的状态又回到一年前了
\n我不要再过一年前的生活
\n突然想到有人在这个楼里问我的说话习惯为什么变了，其实并没有改变，是在状态不好的时候我喜欢以换行作为逗号，只不过我之前没有到这个程度而已
\n换行当逗号有种写竖式的感觉，痛苦在叠加还是相消呢？
\n无法工作启动
\n莫名其妙地泪
\n胡思乱想的脑
\n不断累加的工作
\n难以专注的神经
\n连音乐也无法拯救我了吗
\n我想有价值地活着
\n我不甘心就让时间这样天天溜走
\n我恨自己
\n我想改变
\n如何调节一个人的心理状态呢

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非常割裂地在这里记一记今天学到的理论护肤和护发知识
\n护肤篇：
\n如何补水呢？我理解的步骤是
\n1、洗脸
\n2、[水 + 提拉式揉搓] *n until 水无法吸收
\n3、[精华 + 提拉式揉搓] *3
\n4、湿洗脸巾将之前未被吸收的部分擦掉
\n有机会试试

护发篇：
\n这个的主要原因是偶然机会下用了发膜，发现头发柔顺了很多，大为震撼。并且这个效果是可以维持多天的，感觉一周一次发膜是一个比较好的频次。
\n发膜护发素护发精油是如何护发的？
\n发膜是可以被头发吸收的营养成分，涂于发梢等 15min 吸收后冲洗即可
\n护发精油类发膜
\n护发素是不可被吸收的，主要起柔顺作用。不可直接擦在头皮

于是有一种头发护理的方法就是周末随便一天，将发膜、精油 3:1 在发帽里混合然后涂抹在发梢上，将头发扎起来，用发帽包裹，等 12h（越长越好，可以直接开始工作），再洗掉。我觉得可以尝试，很适合我。

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最近又是一个想学和不想学叠加态的一周
\n于是学了一些但也不多，玩了一些但也不多

本来觉得抓紧把手头的事情做完就可以玩了
\n但实际上新任务产生的速度原快于我消灭任务的速度
\n于是一直慢慢的边玩边推进度

快点吧再快点吧

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又要焦虑爆了

这个楼正在逐渐脱离我开的初衷，成为一个垃圾场…
\n这并非我愿负面的情绪没有地方存储罢了
\n负面情绪是否就没有被大量记录的意义？

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【西安交通大学 2000 名高雅人士同跳企鹅舞双人版 - 哔哩哔哩】https://b23.tv/HBH1RZH
\n这是真的西交活动吗？看着好有趣
\n有门友去跳过吗

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是真的，我在广场舞群里。但我这学期没去线下跳过。

之前的学期去跳是因为可以拿集体活动分 (做题曲属性大爆发🤣)

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年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

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True. 最初的活动开始于 2024 年春季的学期，每周五晚会组织，现在是小登才去了。树莓还是 QQ 群 1 群元老 $\":clown_face_cat:\"$

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Hard time comes again and never leave.

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我也是 1 群元老😁

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哇羡慕

我也想跳，我觉得这种特色活动才是体现一个大学活力的地方而不是一些已经被模板化严重完全没新意的所谓招牌活动。

我听说我们这边的社团想要组织但没有被允许

比较好奇你们的同学是怎么获得学校同意并且还能给学生发（类似我们这边发素拓这种性质）好处呢？我听说主办的是体操协会（我猜应该也只是社团性质吧）

虽然就算组织了我也不一定会去但还是希望上交也能有

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还是删了

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我不太清楚这个活动的发起者到底是学生还是老师，目前是归有体操背景的杨光老师管（他好像在各个社交平台上都有相关宣传账号，这位老师还在校内教障碍跑酷之类的体育课）

我不太清楚上交的素拓是如何算的，西交这边参加一些讲座、校内活动可以拿“集体活动分”，我不知道是不是一个东西。。。如果一个活动有主管老师的话，应该会比较好审批🤔

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年月擦身过，暂且问，会更好吗？

\n"}},{"id":68532,"postNumber":398,"raw":"这个可以算是老师带队的（\n杨老师是体育学院的任职老师也在负责体操协会和这些活动\n发视频的那个号就是杨老师（\n还真给他起号成功了现在发什么都不少播放（x\n\n--------\n\n其实个人认为西交社团活动的主要核心就在于是否获得挂靠部门老师的个人认可\n无论是挂在学院/书院/党委/团委。\n最近和老师打交道的过程中也明显感觉到\n比如团委新来了一个老师很想做一些能展现团委各个社团风貌的宣传材料\n类似广场舞这种非常好宣传的活动组织起来应该是一路绿灯\n反观二次元/电竞就搞起来很麻烦\n\n----\n\n另一方面西交的集体活动分上限是 10 次/年而且有些活动可以开复数次总之是非常不值钱。\n对于社团来说需要尽力争取的资源是经费（勤工俭学岗） / 任职加分等级和名额","cooked":"

这个可以算是老师带队的（
\n杨老师是体育学院的任职老师也在负责体操协会和这些活动
\n发视频的那个号就是杨老师（
\n还真给他起号成功了现在发什么都不少播放（x

其实个人认为西交社团活动的主要核心就在于是否获得挂靠部门老师的个人认可
\n无论是挂在学院/书院/党委/团委。
\n最近和老师打交道的过程中也明显感觉到
\n比如团委新来了一个老师很想做一些能展现团委各个社团风貌的宣传材料
\n类似广场舞这种非常好宣传的活动组织起来应该是一路绿灯
\n反观二次元/电竞就搞起来很麻烦

另一方面西交的集体活动分上限是 10 次/年而且有些活动可以开复数次总之是非常不值钱。
\n对于社团来说需要尽力争取的资源是经费（勤工俭学岗） / 任职加分等级和名额

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\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tZerick:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

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经费（勤工俭学岗）
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原来社团经费结构也可以如此多元啊？我们的……好吧我们连经费都难批下来😂，好像绝大多数社团给的都是志愿时长（）

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——發自我的手機

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我觉得你说的非常有道理

看样子我猜测上交这边的老师大都是求稳多一事不如少一事的 🫠

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胡思乱想

刚刚惊讶地发现原来我之前的好朋友前段时间确诊重度抑郁（更早就决裂了）
\n突然就联想到了高中有个同学和我一段时间关系比较亲近，那个时候天天一起玩，ta 也确诊抑郁
\n又联想到还有一个也是和我有段时间关系很好的朋友也突然告知我 ta 确诊抑郁

我就总结了结论：和我关系好的人容易抑郁。
\n然后马上就否认了自己：这是以偏概全，部分的情况怎么能代表全部？
\n我并没有很多朋友，所以他们已经可以算其中相当数量了。
\n这能说明什么？
\n近朱者赤，近墨者黑。也许我本身情况更严重？不是的，我现在的精神状态还在可以被自然调节的范围内，没有到需要药物帮助控制的程度。
\n好吧其实没有任何结论，虎头蛇尾，只是莫名怅然

祝愿他们能早日拥有健康的身体，也不只祝愿他们。

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虽然但是，现在抑郁症已经被医生过度诊断了，这玩意连病理都没弄清楚（可以查一下中国最新的官方手册），然后大家就以为它是吃药才能解决的生理问题，而忽视了它的病根是个人生活的具体困境，然后自己被诊断一次就陷入了这个 rhetoric 中，最终数不尽的困境把你拽进一个 muddy spiral，慢慢你就忘了你之前的样子只会傻乐啥也不愁。
\n不过根据你的描述，他们都是“曾经”跟你关系好。我的总结就是你是那个开心果 😽，你曾经的朋友因为与你渐行渐远断了快乐源泉才确诊，所以你当下的朋友务必和你永久维持关系 😂

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\n
我的总结就是你是那个开心果 😽，你曾经的朋友因为与你渐行渐远断了快乐源泉才确诊，所以你当下的朋友务必和你永久维持关系 😂
\n

我好喜欢这个说法，看到之后整个人都很开心
\n谢谢你

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似乎不主动表达负面情绪就没有那么多负面情绪本来都不是大事过去了也就过去了有时候记录反而在强化负面情绪对我的影响，因为我对写过一遍的东西印象会更深，俗话说好记性不如烂笔头
\n我并不想深化这些

我决定再次转换这个楼的主题
\n之后这个楼会记录我更多的胡思乱想也算日记的一部分

先前排叠甲我高中语文老师经常说我的作文没有逻辑但胡思乱想嘛也不需要什么逻辑吧

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我总是会想到一件事的最坏情况，然后为最坏情况而忧虑觉得世界完蛋了。

今天晚上回宿舍的路上联想到我小学的时候就会因为担心期末考考不好睡不着。当时的我还会把睡着的妈妈叫醒，然后边哭边和她说我好害怕（那时我会觉得妈妈可以解决世界上所有问题）。我妈就和我说别担心没发生的事情，你怎么知道考试一定会考不好呢？我觉得很有道理就睡着了

之后我还是会害怕期末考试，妈妈的安慰作用越来越小了，她开始说你老是想这想那的，别想这么多

道理我都懂但我依旧无法忍住不去想一些极端情况
\n比如在路上我有时候会幻想突然来了一辆车把我撞死
\n比如准备考试我总希望准备到所有细节
\n比如做题我也希望明白这个题目的每个细节因为考试可能会考到

我现在又联想到初中英语老师说我钻牛角尖，我很不认可。我怀着最质朴的观点：这题我不会我就去问明白我就会了，我不明白就一定会问出来。所以我不觉得我在钻牛角尖，我只是把不清楚的地方问出来而已。

这样子做自然是有好处的，比如学习是比较简单的事情（如果能把课本所有细节都掌握，很难学不好）

但长久来看这种过分忧虑导致的精神压力加剧在逐步增大。但我改不掉

任何事物两面一体，原来一切皆早有端倪

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我会对一些和自己完全无关的事情花很多精力关注
\n比如大家的感情小故事发现自己这种泛泛的交友对于吃瓜是极有利的我常能获得一些场外信息在旁观者角度试图找到他们的最优解但很多时候是没有最优解的就像风声拿了很多试探，有很多信息也不一定就会赢，只是赢得更有依据而已。

这是不是意味着我希望这些事情和我有关呢？
\n我不知道更像是我享受一种上帝视角的感觉：观察世界，获得结论，适时出手。

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我会对一些和自己完全无关的事情花很多精力关注
\n比如大家的感情小故事发现自己这种泛泛的交友对于吃瓜是极有利的
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对我来说这样做会让我很痛苦所以我一直都消息闭塞（）

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长恨此身非我有何时忘却营营

\n"}},{"id":68862,"postNumber":408,"raw":"睡不着但明明一切都如我所愿\n想评的奖学金评上了，想进的班级加入了，担心的期末考试很简单甚至提前交卷了，下周考试的课考得不深但广，也不是最难处理的事情。\n\n我还是在忧虑为了未来可能发生的坏事而忧虑，想这么多能解决什么问题呢？但我控制不住自己不停地想万一呢？万一我失败了呢？但我连自己在担心什么事情失败都不清楚。\n\n我的大部分压力都是自己给自己加的。在年纪小点的时候我就已经是这种状态了，但那个时候我的世界太小了，就算多两倍余量去担心也没有感觉。\n\n又联想到毕导视频里说的人对世界感知事实上是随年龄成指数增长的，所以实际上从 80 岁回望感受人生的中点是 18 岁。\n那如果认为压力来源于外界，我接触到的世界越大视野越广，可能的压力源也越多，是否也其实是指数增长呢？从我个人感受角度，我觉得是有道理的。\n也就意味着，从未来看，现在的自己也许是除了过去的自己最幸福的时候。当时亚历山大，回过头看不过如此。\n而且也意味着如果我继续保持着压迫自己的心态，只会越来越不利于我追求向往的简单和平和。我应该要改变自己。\n\n如何做呢？我一直觉得我和其他人有很多不同，是不能直接套用别人的方法的。比如我绝对不能通宵，比如我为了一个目标可以每天投入很长时间。我有自己的节奏。\n\n写困了。写这种胡思乱想的文章总是能让自己写平静下来，也许对我而言就是方法之一。比睡前看视频看小说试图放松有用多了。\n\n突然又联想到要不要记录自己负面情绪这件事，先记录案例再分析原因和方法，虽然痛苦也是有益处的。","cooked":"

睡不着但明明一切都如我所愿
\n想评的奖学金评上了，想进的班级加入了，担心的期末考试很简单甚至提前交卷了，下周考试的课考得不深但广，也不是最难处理的事情。

我还是在忧虑为了未来可能发生的坏事而忧虑，想这么多能解决什么问题呢？但我控制不住自己不停地想万一呢？万一我失败了呢？但我连自己在担心什么事情失败都不清楚。

我的大部分压力都是自己给自己加的。在年纪小点的时候我就已经是这种状态了，但那个时候我的世界太小了，就算多两倍余量去担心也没有感觉。

又联想到毕导视频里说的人对世界感知事实上是随年龄成指数增长的，所以实际上从 80 岁回望感受人生的中点是 18 岁。
\n那如果认为压力来源于外界，我接触到的世界越大视野越广，可能的压力源也越多，是否也其实是指数增长呢？从我个人感受角度，我觉得是有道理的。
\n也就意味着，从未来看，现在的自己也许是除了过去的自己最幸福的时候。当时亚历山大，回过头看不过如此。
\n而且也意味着如果我继续保持着压迫自己的心态，只会越来越不利于我追求向往的简单和平和。我应该要改变自己。

如何做呢？我一直觉得我和其他人有很多不同，是不能直接套用别人的方法的。比如我绝对不能通宵，比如我为了一个目标可以每天投入很长时间。我有自己的节奏。

写困了。写这种胡思乱想的文章总是能让自己写平静下来，也许对我而言就是方法之一。比睡前看视频看小说试图放松有用多了。

突然又联想到要不要记录自己负面情绪这件事，先记录案例再分析原因和方法，虽然痛苦也是有益处的。

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似乎养成了 2 点睡觉的坏习惯应该如何改掉呢

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今天又焦虑起来了
\n了解一下让我焦虑的那些人他们都做了什么得了什么荣誉我能不能做到有什么差距
\n会让我觉得差距这种空洞的东西马上就落地且具体了
\n解构之后发现没什么差距我其实也可以只是我想不想要的问题于是又踏实下来

为什么我拿不了国奖呢？我凭什么拿不了国奖呢？这些问题很多时候已经变成了一种执念。看着那帮卷素拓的我又觉得
\n算了吧人生不该只盯着那些数字加分有什么意义呢我能做的只有把学积分弄高和做好我在意的事情等离开学校谁管你有没有国奖？
\n就算从钱的角度而论我拿不了国奖所以我才有机会拿金额更高的各种福利更好的（比如企业导师比如有实习机会的）甚至有附赠出国游学机会的
\n塞翁失马，焉知非福呢
\n而且一次与两次又有什么区别？

很多时候感觉自己被加了思想钢印——我要变得更好！然后看看周围所谓好的哦！原来拿国奖的很好哦！原来拿 xx 荣誉的很好哦！原来年薪百万的很好！…… 原本很质朴的对自己的期待就被扭曲了，变成了一个个执念，反而真正地困住了自己。我认为出发点是好的，只是问题出在执行中，当你的视野范围内能看到的最高峰就是 xxx 那 xxx 就会被异化为一种执念。
\n我眼里的更好的自己是什么呢？此时在去年的生日朋友圈早有记载今年依旧是如此。

自认为对于这些问题已经足够有让我满意的答案了但还是会被一次又一次地拉入情绪的黑洞中
\n该如何接纳感性的自己到我目前的世界观体系里呢？也许还要依靠数年的思考🤔

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进组观察日记（1）

今天是第一次讨论旁听研一学长讲论文，感觉是我也可以达到这个学长的水平。他也是初学者的姿态。学长提问了很多细节，论文学习过程中非常详细。我一下就懂了接下来我该怎么做了。

我今天早上 10 点（其实是 9 点 59 当时还担心到晚了让别人等我不合适）到实验室，里面有很多工位，但一个人都没有。
\n等我们聊完，回到实验室，来了一个学姐。
\n我由衷地说了一句好多人啊（我本意是指工位很多，说明组里人很多）
\n但大家都笑了起来，我解释了一嘴，发现这个组平时不打卡，大家基本都远程办公，作息比较晚。而且这层的实验室基本都是这样。
\n大开眼界。我平时听到的故事都是强制 8 点打卡到工位下班也要打卡的，这里怎么这样？

还听到研一学长有任务是给高中生讲课。之前还搜到这个导师去给中小学做讲座。这种一看就是导师赚钱的手段但不知道发到学生手里的有多少呢？

结束后我问学长为啥来这个组他说考研讲座上主讲人推荐的说本校学生对他评价很高，他只发了邮件给这个导师，就被回复了。他来了之后的感受也不错，因为周围同学已经开始做项目了，天天熬夜，而这导师却让他先学好基础再进项目。说我运气好。
\n果然如一个老学长所说，研一的和我们本科生也没什么区别。

还注意到一件奇怪的事情。三个月前问学长快毕业了准备实习吗，他说没有。但我现在看他的飞书有一个账号写的他名字后面已离职，是学长担心自己出去实习被告诉导师所以糊弄糊弄我？
\n他至少带 4 个师弟师妹，确实很忙的样子。真是神秘

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都处于追求优越性这一“希望进步的状态”之中，树立某些理想或目标并努力为之奋斗。同时，对于无法达成理想的自己就会产生一种自卑感。例如，越是有远大志向的厨师也许就越会产生“还很不熟练”或者“必须做出更好的料理”之类的自卑感。\n\n◆ 我们应该摈弃自卑感，进一步向前；不满足于现状，不断进步；要更加幸福。如果是这样的自卑感，那就没有任何问题。\n但是，有些人无法认清“情况可以通过现实的努力而改变”这一事实，根本没有向前迈进的勇气。他们什么都不做就断定自己不行或是现实无法改变。\n\n◆ 哲人：关于你所说的因果关系，阿德勒用“外部因果律”一词来进行说明。意思就是：将原本没有任何因果关系的事情解释成似乎有重大因果关系一样。例如，前几天就有人说：“自己之所以始终无法结婚，就是因为幼时父母离婚的缘故。”从弗洛伊德的原因论来看，父母离婚对其造成了极大的精神创伤，与自己的婚姻观有着很大的因果关系。但是，阿德勒从目的论的角度出发把这种论调称为“外部因果律”。\n青年：但是，现实问题是拥有高学历的人更容易在社会上获得成功啊！先生您应该也有这种社会常识吧。\n哲人：问题在于你如何去面对这种社会现实。如果抱着“我因为学历低所以无法成功”之类的想法，那就不是“不能成功”而是“不想成功”了。\n青年：不想成功？这是什么道理啊？\n哲人：简单地说就是害怕向前迈进或者是不想真正地努力。不愿意为了改变自我而牺牲目前所享受的乐趣——比如玩乐或休闲时间。也就是拿不出改变生活方式的“勇气”，即使有些不满或者不自由，也还是更愿意维持现状。\n\n◆ 借助权势的力量来抬高自己的人终究是活在他人的价值观和人生之中。\n\n◆ 以自己的不幸为武器来支配对方。通过诉说自己如何不幸、如何痛苦来让周围的人——比如家人或朋友——担心或束缚支配其言行。刚开始提到的那些闭门不出者就常常沉浸在以不幸为武器的优越感中。阿德勒甚至指出：“在我们的文化中，弱势其实非常强大而且具有特权。”\n\n◆ 一提到“追求优越性”，往往容易被认为是尽力超越他人甚至是通过排挤他人以取得晋升之类的追求，往往给人一种踩着别人往上升的印象。当然，阿德勒也并不是肯定这种态度。在同一个平面上既有人走在前面又有人走在后面。请想象一下这种情形：虽然行进距离或速度各不相同，但大家都平等地走在一个平面上。所谓“追求优越性”是指自己不断朝前迈进，而不是比别人高出一等的意思。\n\n◆ 不与任何人竞争，只要自己不断前进即可。当然，也没有必要把自己和别人相比较。\n\n◆ 健全的自卑感不是来自与别人的比较，而是来自与“理想的自己”的比较。\n\n◆ 就知识、经验或者责任来讲也许存在着差异。也许孩子不能很好地系鞋带、不能解开复杂的方程式或者是在发生问题的时候不能像成人那样去负责任。但是，人的价值并不能用这些来决定。我的回答仍然一样：所有的人都是“虽然不同但是平等”的。\n\n◆ 青年：退出竞争不也就是认输吗？哲人：是从胜负竞争中全身而退。当一个人想要做自己的时候，竞争势必会成为障碍。\n\n◆ 如果在人际关系中存在“竞争”，那人就不可能摆脱人际关系带来的烦恼，也就不可能摆脱不幸。\n\n◆ 不是单纯的竞争对手。不知不觉就会把他人乃至整个世界都看成“敌人”。\n\n◆ 竞争的可怕之处就在于此。即便不是败者、即便一直立于不败之地，处于竞争之中的人也会一刻不得安心、不想成为败者。而为了不成为败者就必须一直获胜、不能相信他人。之所以有很多人虽然取得了社会性的成功，但却感觉不到幸福，就是因为他们活在竞争之中。因为他们眼中的世界是敌人遍布的危险所在。\n\n◆ 赋予过去的事情什么样的价值，这是“现在的你”所面临的课题。\n\n◆ 如果遭人当面辱骂，我就会考虑一下那个人隐藏的“目的”。不仅仅是直接性的当面辱骂，当被对方的言行激怒的时候，也要认清对方是在挑起“权力之争”。\n\n◆ 假设你压制住了争论，而且彻底认输的对方爽快地退出。但是，权力之争并没有就此结束。败下阵来的对方会很快转入下一个阶段。\n青年：下一个阶段？\n哲人：是的，“复仇”阶段。尽管暂时败下阵来，但对方会在别的地方以别的形式策划着复仇、等待着进行报复。\n\n◆ 人际关系一旦发展到复仇阶段，那么当事人之间几乎就不可能调和了。为了避免这一点，在受到争权挑衅时绝对不可以上当。\n\n◆ “忍耐”这种想法本身就表明你依然拘泥于权力之争。而是要对对方的行为不做任何反应。我们能做的就只有这一点。\n\n◆ 发怒是交流的一种形态，而且不使用发怒这种方式也可以交流。我们即使不使用怒气，也可以进行沟通以及取得别人的认同。如果能够从经验中明白这一点，那自然就不会再有怒气产生了。\n\n◆ 原本主张的对错与胜负毫无关系。如果你认为自己正确的话，那么无论对方持什么意见都应该无所谓。但是，很多人都会陷入权力之争，试图让对方屈服。正因为如此，才会认为“承认自己的错误”就等于“承认失败”。\n\n◆ 因为不想失败，所以就不愿承认自己的错误，结果就会选择错误的道路。承认错误、赔礼道歉、退出权力之争，这些都不是“失败”。\n追求优越性并不是通过与他人的竞争来完成的。\n\n◆ 人际关系是一个怎么考虑都不为过的重要问题。\n\n◆ 阿德勒把这些过程中产生的人际关系分为“工作课题”“交友课题”和“爱的课题”这三类，又统称为“人生课题”。\n\n\n◆ 原则上来说，根本不可能存在不需要与他人合作完成的工作。\n\n◆ 朋友或熟人的数量没有任何价值。这是与爱之主题有关的话题，我们应该考虑的是关系的距离和深度。\n\n◆ 当人能够感觉到“与这个人在一起可以无拘无束”的时候，才能够体会到爱。既没有自卑感也不必炫耀优越性，能够保持一种平静而自然的状态。真正的爱应该是这样的。\n\n◆ 束缚是想要支配对方的表现，也是一种基于不信任感的想法。与一个不信任自己的人处在同一个空间里，那就根本不可能保持一种自然状态。\n\n◆ 现阶段能说的就是不能够逃避。无论多么困难的关系都不可以选择逃避，必须勇敢去面对。即使最终发展成用剪刀剪断，也要首先选择面对。最不可取的就是在“这样”的状态下止步不前。\n\n◆ 阿德勒把这种企图设立种种借口来回避人生课题的情况叫作“人生谎言”。\n\n◆ 即使你逃避人生课题、依赖人生谎言，那也不是因为你沾染了“恶”。这不是一个应该从道德方面来谴责的问题，它只是“勇气”的问题。\n\n◆ 我们人类并不是会受原因论所说的精神创伤所摆弄的脆弱存在。从目的论的角度来讲，我们是用自己的手来选择自己的人生和生活方式。我们有这种力量。\n\n◆ 青年：但说实话，我没有信心能够克服自卑情结，即便那是一种人生谎言，我今后恐怕也无法摆脱这种自卑情结。\n哲人：为什么会那样想呢？\n青年：也许先生您的话是正确的。不，我所缺乏的肯定就是勇气。我也承认人生谎言。我害怕与人打交道，不想在人际关系中受伤，所以就想回避人生课题。正因为如此才摆出了这样那样的借口。是的，就是这样。\n但是，先生的话终归只是精神论吧！只不过是说些“你就是缺乏勇气，要拿出勇气来！”之类的激励的话。这就跟只会拍着别人的肩膀劝告说“拿出勇气来！”之类的愚蠢指导者一样。可是，我就是因为振作不起来才烦恼的啊！\n\n\n自由就是不再寻求认可？\n\n◆ 假如说你“不是为了满足他人的期待而活”，那他人也“不是为了满足你的期待而活”。当别人的行为不符合自己的想法的时候也不可以发怒。\n\n◆ 基本上，一切人际关系矛盾都起因于对别人的课题妄加干涉或者自己的课题被别人妄加干涉。只要能够进行课题分离，人际关系就会发生巨大改变。\n\n◆ 能够改变自己的只有自己。\n\n◆ 苦恼于与孩子之间的关系的父母往往容易认为：孩子就是我的人生。总之就是把孩子的课题也看成是自己的课题，总是只考虑孩子，而当意识到的时候，他们已经失去了自我。\n但即使父母再怎么背负孩子的课题，孩子依然是独立的个人，不会完全按照父母的想法去生活。孩子的学习、工作、结婚对象或者哪怕是日常行为举止都不会完全按照父母所想。当然，我也会担心甚至会想要去干涉。但是，刚才我也说过：“别人不是为了满足你的期待而活。”即使是自己的孩子也不是为了满足父母的期待而活。\n\n◆ 干涉甚至担负起别人的课题这会让自己的人生沉重而痛苦。如果你正在为自己的人生而苦恼——这种苦恼源于人际关系——那首先请弄清楚“这不是自己的课题”这一界限；然后，请丢开别人的课题。这是减轻人生负担，使其变得简单的第一步。\n\n◆ 关于自己的人生你能够做的就只有“选择自己认为最好的道路”。另一方面，别人如何评价你的选择，那是别人的课题，你根本无法左右。\n\n◆ 按照欲望或冲动去生活、像自斜坡上滚下来的石头一样生活，这是不是“自由”呢？绝对不是！这种生活方式只是欲望和冲动的奴隶。真正的自由是一种把滚落下来的自己从下面向上推的态度。\n\n◆ 如果可能的话，我们都想毫不讨人嫌地活着，想要尽力满足自己的认可欲求。但是，八面玲珑地讨好所有人的生活方式是一种极其不自由的生活方式，同时也是不可能实现的事情。\n如果想要行使自由，那就需要付出代价。而在人际关系中，自由的代价就是被别人讨厌。\n\n◆ 毫不在意别人的评价、不害怕被别人讨厌、不追求被他人认可，如果不付出以上这些代价，那就无法贯彻自己的生活方式，也就是不能获得自由。\n\n◆ 比起别人如何看自己，我更关心自己过得如何。也就是想要自由地生活。\n\n\n个体心理学和整体论\n\n◆ 阿德勒反对把精神和身体、理性和感情以及意识和无意识等分开考虑的一切二元论的价值观。\n\n◆ 像这样把人看作不可分割的存在和作为“整体的我”来考虑的方式叫作“整体论”。\n\n◆ 如果他人是伙伴，我们生活在伙伴中间，那就能够从中找到自己的“位置”，而且还可以认为自己在为伙伴们——也就是共同体——做着贡献。像这样把他人看作伙伴并能够从中感到“自己有位置”的状态，就叫共同体感觉。\n\n◆ 一味在意“他人怎么看”的生活方式正是只关心“我”的自我中心式的生活方式。\n\n◆ 归属感不是生来就有的东西，要靠自己的手去获得。\n\n◆ 人绝不会，也不可能离开共同体“独自”生活。\n\n◆ 这种时候，如果认为学校就是一切，那你就会没有任何归属感。然后就会逃避到更小的共同体，例如家庭之中，并且还会躲在里面不愿出去，有时候甚至会陷入家庭暴力等不良状况，想要通过这样做来获得某种归属感。\n但是，在这里希望你能关注的是“还有更多别的共同体”，特别是“还有更大的共同体”。\n\n◆ 如果了解了世界之大，就会明白自己在学校中所受的苦只不过是“杯中风暴”而已。只要跳出杯子，猛烈的风暴也会变成微风。\n\n◆ 没必要固执于眼前的小共同体。更多其他的“我和你”、更多其他的“大家”、更多大的共同体一定存在。\n\n◆ 我们表扬或者批评他人只有“用糖还是用鞭子”的区别，其背后的目的都是操纵。阿德勒心理学之所以强烈否定赏罚教育，就因为它是为了操纵孩子。\n\n◆ 自卑感原本就是从纵向关系中产生的一种意识。\n\n◆ 人为什么会去干涉别人呢？其背后实际上也是一种纵向关系。正因为把人际关系看成纵向关系、把对方看得比自己低，所以才会去干涉。希望通过干涉行为把对方导向自己希望的方向。这是坚信自己正确而对方错误。\n当然，这里的干涉就是操纵。\n\n◆ 最重要的是不“评价”他人，评价性的语言是基于纵向关系的语言。如果能够建立起横向关系，那自然就会说出一些更加真诚地表示感谢、尊敬或者喜悦的话。\n\n◆ 被表扬是得到他人“很好”之类的评价。而且，判定某种行为“好”还是“坏”是以他人的标准。如果希望得到表扬，那就只能迎合他人的标准、妨碍自己的自由。另一方面，“谢谢”不是一种评价，而是更加纯粹的感谢之词。人在听到感谢之词的时候，就会知道自己能够对别人有所贡献。\n\n◆ 人只有在可以体会到“我对共同体有用”的时候才能够感觉到自己的价值。\n\n◆ 请不要用“行为”标准而是用“存在”标准去看待他人；不要用他人“做了什么”去判断，而应对其存在本身表示喜悦和感谢。\n\n◆ 我们在看待他人的时候，往往会先任意虚构一个“对自己来说理想的形象”，然后再像做减法一样地去评价。\n例如，父母全都希望自己的孩子学习、运动样样满分，然后上好大学、进大公司。如果跟这种——根本不存在的——理想的孩子形象相比，就会对自己的孩子产生种种不满。从理想形象的 100 分中一点一点地扣分。这正是“评价”的想法。\n不要这样，而应不将自己的孩子跟任何人相比，就把他看作他自己，对他的存在心怀喜悦与感激，不要按照理想形象去扣分，而是从零起点出发。如果是这样的话，那就能够对“存在”本身表示感谢了。\n\n◆ 如果你与某人建立起了纵向关系，那你就会不自觉地从“纵向”去把握所有的人际关系。\n\n◆ 不是说将任何人都变成朋友或者像对待朋友一样去对待每一个人，不是这样的，重要的是意识上的平等以及坚持自己应有的主张。\n\n\n过多的自我意识，反而会束缚自己\n\n◆ 自我接纳是指假如做不到就诚实地接受这个“做不到的自己”，然后尽量朝着能够做到的方向去努力，不对自己撒谎。\n\n◆ 反过来说也就是，根本没有满分的人。这一点必须积极地承认。\n\n◆ 在相信他人的时候不附加任何条件。即使没有足以构成信用的客观依据也依然相信，不考虑抵押之类的事情，无条件地相信。这就是信赖。\n\n◆ 只有我们选择了无条件的信赖，才可以构筑更加深厚的关系。\n\n◆ 你现在认为“无条件地信赖别人只会遭到背叛”。但是，决定背不背叛的不是你，那是他人的课题。你只需要考虑“我该怎么做”。“如果对方讲信用我也给予信任”，这只不过是一种基于抵押或条件的信用关系。\n\n◆ 无条件的信赖是搞好人际关系和构建横向关系的一种“手段”。\n如果你并不想与那个人搞好关系的话，也可以用手中的剪刀彻底剪断关系，因为剪断关系是你自己的课题。\n\n◆ 你现在一味地担心“被背叛”，也只关注因此受到的伤痛。但是，如果不敢去信赖别人，那最终就会与任何人都建立不了深厚的关系。\n\n◆ 如果关系浅，破裂时的痛苦就会小，但这种关系在生活中产生的喜悦也小。只有拿出通过“他者信赖”进一步加深关系的勇气之后，人际关系的喜悦才会增加，人生的喜悦也会随之增加。\n\n◆ 他者贡献并不是舍弃“我”而为他人效劳，它反而是为了能够体会到“我”的价值而采取的一种手段。\n\n◆ 任何情况下都只是攻击我的“那个人”有问题，而绝不是“大家”的错。\n\n◆ 笑话别人口吃的人只是极少数。用刚才的话说，充其量就是“10 人中的 1 人”。并且，采取这种嘲笑态度的愚蠢的人，我们可以主动与其切断关系。但是，如果缺乏人生和谐，那就会只关注这 1 个人，并认为“大家都嘲笑我”。\n\n◆ 人际关系不顺利既不是因为口吃也不是因为脸红恐惧症，真正的问题在于无法做到自我接纳、他者信赖和他者贡献，却将焦点聚集到微不足道的一个方面并企图以此来评价整个世界。\n\n◆ 口吃者是只看事物的一部分便来判断其整体。与此相对，工作狂则是只关注人生特定的侧面。也许他们会辩解说：“因为工作忙，所以无暇顾及家庭。”但是，这其实是人生的谎言。只不过是以工作为借口来逃避其他责任。\n\n◆ 对人而言，最大的不幸就是不喜欢自己。对于这种现实，阿德勒准备了极其简单的回答——“我对共同体有益”或者“我对他人有用”这种想法就足以让人体会到自己的价值。\n\n◆ 判断你的贡献是否起作用的不是你，那是他人的课题，是你无法干涉的问题。是否真正作出了贡献，从原理上根本无从了解。也就是说，进行他者贡献时候的我们即使作出看不见的贡献，只要能够产生“我对他人有用”的主观感觉即“贡献感”也可以。\n\n◆ 拒绝普通的你也许是把“普通”理解成了“无能”吧。普通并不等于无能，我们根本没必要特意炫耀自己的优越性。\n\n◆ 把人生当作登山的人其实是把自己的人生看成了一条“线”。自降生人世那一瞬间便已经开始的线，画着大大小小形形色色的曲线到达顶点，最终迎来“死”这一终点。但是，这种把人生理解为故事的想法与弗洛伊德式的原因论紧密相关，而且会把人生的大半时光当作“在路上”\n\n◆ 请不要把人生理解为一条线，而要理解成点的连续。如果拿放大镜去看用粉笔画的实线，你会发现原本以为的线其实也是一些连续的小点。看似像线一样的人生其实也是点的连续，也就是说人生是连续的刹那。\n\n◆ 我们只能活在“此时此刻”，我们的人生只存在于刹那之中。不了解这一点的大人们总是想要强迫年轻人过“线”一样的人生。在他们看来，上好大学、进好企业、拥有稳定的家庭，这样的轨道才是幸福的人生。但是，人生不可能是一条线。\n\n◆ 人生就像是在每一个瞬间不停旋转起舞的连续的刹那。并且，暮然四顾时常常会惊觉：“已经来到这里了吗？”在跳着小提琴之舞的人中可能有人成了专业小提琴手，在跳着司法考试之舞的人中也许有人成为律师，或许还有人跳着写作之舞成了作家。当然，也有可能有着截然不同的结果。但是，所有的人生都不是终结“在路上”，只要跳着舞的“此时此刻”充实就已经足够。\n\n◆ 在舞蹈中，跳舞本身就是目的，最终会跳到哪里谁都不知道。当然，作为跳的结果最终会到达某个地方。因为一直在跳动所以不会停在原地。但是，并不存在目的地。\n\n◆ 现实性运动是一种“当下做了当下即完成”的运动。\n\n◆ 用别的话说也可以理解为“把过程本身也看作结果的运动”，跳舞是如此，旅行等本身也是如此。\n\n◆ 如果把强烈的聚光灯对准“此时此刻”，那就会既看不到过去也看不到未来。\n\n◆ 我们应该更加认真地过好“此时此刻”。如果感觉能够看得到过去也能预测到未来，那就证明你没有认真地活在“此时此刻”，而是生活在模糊而微弱的光中。人生是连续的刹那，根本不存在过去和未来。你是想要通过关注过去或未来为自己寻找免罪符。过去发生了什么与你的“此时此刻”没有任何关系，未来会如何也不是“此时此刻”要考虑的问题。假如认真地活在“此时此刻”，那就根本不会说出那样的话。\n\n◆ 的确，把人生当作故事是很有趣的事情。但是，在故事的前面部分就能看到“模糊的将来”；并且，人们还会想要按照这个故事去生活。我的人生就是这样，所以我只能照此生活，错不在我而在于过去和环境。这里搬出来的过去无非是一种免罪符，是人生的谎言。但是，人生是点的连续、是连续的刹那。如果能够理解这一点，那就不再需要故事。\n\n◆ 但是先生，我找不到理想和目标，就连应该跳什么舞都不知道，我的“此时此刻”只有一些毫无用处的刹那！哲人：没有目标也无妨。认真过好“此时此刻”，这本身就是跳舞。不要把人生弄得太深刻。请不要把认真和深刻混为一谈。青年：认真但不深刻。哲人：是的。人生很简单，并不是什么深刻的事情。如果认真过好了每一个刹那，就没有什么必要令其过于深刻。并且还要记住一点。站在现实性角度的时候，人生总是处于完结状态。\n\n◆ 起决定作用的既不是昨天也不是明天，而是“此时此刻”。\n\n◆ 人生的意义是什么？人为了什么而活？当有人提出这个问题的时候，阿德勒的回答是：“并不存在普遍性的人生意义。”\n\n◆ 人生意义是自己赋予自己的。\n\n◆ 青年：……那么，请您教教我。我怎样才能给自己无意义的人生赋予应有的意义？我还没有那样的自信！哲人：你对自己的人生感到茫然。为什么茫然呢？那是因为你想要选择“自由”，也就是想要选择不惧招人讨厌、不为他人而活、只为自己而活的道路。青年：是的！我想要选择幸福、选择自由！哲人：人想要选择自由的时候当然就有可能会迷路。所以，作为自由人生的重大指针，阿德勒心理学提出了“引导之星”。青年：引导之星？哲人：就像旅人要依靠北极星旅行一样，我们的人生也需要“引导之星”。这是阿德勒心理学的重要观点。这一巨大理想就是：只要不迷失这个指针就可以，只要朝着这个方向前进就可以获得幸福。青年：那颗星是什么呢？哲人：他者贡献。青年：他者贡献！哲人：无论你过着怎样的刹那，即使有人讨厌你，只要没有迷失“他者贡献”这颗引导之星，那么你就不会迷失，而且做什么都可以。即使被讨厌自己的人讨厌着也可以自由地生活。青年：只要自己心中有他者贡献这颗星就一定能够有幸福相伴，有朋友相伴！\n\n◆ 我的力量无穷大\n\n◆ 如果“我”改变，“世界”就会改变。世界不是靠他人改变而只能靠“我”来改变。\n\n◆ 必须有人开始。即使别人不合作，那也与你无关。我的意见就是这样。应该由你开始，不用去考虑别人是否合作。\n\n-- 来自微信读书\n\n[/details]","cooked":"

考完试非常自由虽然还有一堆作业和大作业要处理但我还是开启阅读早有耳闻的《被讨厌的勇气》
\n实话说看的过程中越看越觉得后悔——后悔没有早看。因为书中的很多观点和我高中时期思考的很多结论都类似，书中部分例子和我的部分生活感受也很相近，越读越觉得原来这般想的并非只有我。我理想中的精神自己就是和哲人类似，越看越兴奋。有些地方我的想法和书中并不完全一致。书中观点还需要消化，希望我每年都能读一遍这本书（或者每五年）。
\n下一本书是共产党宣言
\n为了能读得进共产党宣言先另外读一本开道）

被讨厌的勇气摘记总结

《被讨厌的勇气：“自我启发之父”阿德勒的哲学课》

岸见一郎古贺史健
\n130 个笔记

引言

◆ 人并不是住在客观的世界，而是住在自己营造的主观世界里。你所看到的世界不同于我所看到的世界，而且恐怕是不可能与任何人共有的世界。

◆ “如何看待”这一主观就是全部，并且我们无法摆脱自己的主观。

◆ 现在，你眼中的世界呈现出复杂怪异的一片混沌。但是，如果你自身发生了变化，世界就会恢复其简单姿态。因为，问题不在于世界如何，而在于你自己怎样。

不为人知的心理学“第三巨头”

◆ 如果一味地关注过去的原因，企图仅仅靠原因去解释事物，那就会陷入“决定论”。也就是说，最终会得出这样的结论：我们的现在甚至未来全部都由过去的事情所决定，而且根本无法改变。是这样吧？

◆ 也就是说，你的朋友是先有了“不出去”这个目的，之后才会为了达到这个目的而制造出不安或恐惧之类的情绪。阿德勒心理学把这叫作“目的论”。

◆ 如果我们一直依赖原因论，就会永远止步不前。

◆ 任何经历本身并不是成功或者失败的原因。我们并非因为自身经历中的刺激——所谓的心理创伤——而痛苦，事实上我们会从经历中发现符合自己目的的因素。决定我们自身的不是过去的经历，而是我们自己赋予经历的意义。

◆ 人生不是由别人赋予的，而是由自己选择的，是自己选择自己如何生活。

◆ 如果闭门不出一直憋在自己房间里的话，父母会非常担心。这就可以把父母的关注集于一身，而且还可以得到父母小心翼翼的照顾。
\n另一方面，哪怕踏出家门一步，都会沦为无人关注的“大多数”，都会成为茫茫人海中非常平凡的一员，甚至成为逊色于人的平庸之辈；而且，没人会重视自己。这些都是闭居者常有的心理。

◆ 我们不可能乘坐时光机器回到过去，也不可能让时针倒转。如果你成了原因论的信徒，那就会在过去的束缚之下永远无法获得幸福。

◆ 我们要考虑人的潜能。假若人是可以改变的存在，那么基于原因论的价值观也就不可能产生了，目的论自然就会水到渠成了。

◆ 否定我们人类的自由意志、把人看作机器一样的存在，这是弗洛伊德式的原因论。

◆ 人并不受过去的原因所左右，而是朝着自己定下的目标前进

◆ 如果不能感到幸福的话，就不可以“一直这样”，不可以止步不前，必须不断向前迈进。

◆ 一味执著于“被给予了什么”，现实就会改变吗？我们不是可以更换的机械。我们需要的不是更换而是更新。

◆ 在希腊语中，“善”这一词语并不包含道德含义，仅仅有“有好处”这一层含义；另一方面，“恶”这一词语也有“无好处”的意义。这个世界上充斥着违法或犯罪之类的种种恶行。但是，纯粹意义上想要做“恶=没好处的事”的人根本没有。

◆ 你在人生的某个阶段里选择了“不幸”。这既不是因为你生在了不幸的环境中，也不是因为你陷入了不幸的境地中，而是因为你认为“不幸”对你自身而言是一种“善”。

◆ 某人如何看“世界”，又如何看“自己”，把这些“赋予意义的方式”汇集起来的概念就可以理解为生活方式。从狭义上来讲可以理解为性格；从广义上来说，这个词甚至包含了某人的世界观或人生观。

◆ 我认为问题不在于自己的性格，而在于自己所持有的世界观。性格一词或许会带有“不可改变”这一感觉，但如果是世界观的话，那就有改变的可能性。

◆ 假若生活方式不是先天被给予的，而是自己选择的结果，那就可以由自己进行重新选择。

◆ 也许你之前并不了解自己的生活方式。而且，也许你连生活方式这个概念都不知道。当然，谁都无法选择自己的出身。出生在什么样的国家、什么样的时代，有什么样的父母，这一切都不是自己的选择。而且，这些都具有极大的影响力，你也许会有不满，也许会对别人的出身心生羡慕。
\n但是，事情不可以仅止于此。问题不在于过去而在于现在。现在你了解了生活方式。如果是这样的话，接下来的行为就是你自己的责任了。无论是继续选择与之前一样的生活方式还是重新选择新的生活方式，那都在于你自己。

◆ 尽管有些不方便、不自由，但你还是感觉现在的生活方式更好，大概是觉得一直这样不做改变比较轻松吧。
\n如果一直保持“现在的我”，那么如何应对眼前的事情以及其结果会怎样等问题都可以根据经验进行推测，可谓是轻车熟路般的状态。即使遇到点状况也能够想办法对付过去。
\n另一方面，如果选择新的生活方式，那就既不知道新的自己会遇到什么问题，也不知道应该如何应对眼前的事情。未来难以预测，生活就会充满不安，也可能有更加痛苦、更加不幸的生活在等着自己。也就是说，即使人们有各种不满，但还是认为保持现状更加轻松、更能安心。

◆ 你现在首先应该做的是什么呢？那就是要有“摈弃现在的生活方式”的决心。
\n例如，你刚才说“如果可以变成 Y 那样的人就能够幸福”。但像这样活在“如果怎样怎样”之类的假设之中，就根本无法改变。因为“如果可以变成 Y 那样的人”正是你为自己不做改变找的借口。

◆ 实际上，他是想通过不去比赛这一方式来保留一种“如果做的话我也可以”的可能性，即不愿出去被人评价，更不愿去面对因作品拙劣而落选的现实。他只想活在“只要有时间我也可以、只要环境具备我也能写、自己有这种才能”之类的可能性中。或许再过 5 年或者 10 年，他又会开始使用“已经不再年轻”或者“也已经有了家庭”之类的借口。
\n青年：……他的心情我非常了解。
\n哲人：假若应征落选也应该去做。那样的话或许能够有所成长，或许会明白应该选择别的道路。总之，可以有所发展。所谓改变现在的生活方式就是这样。如果一直不去投稿应征，那就不会有所发展。
\n青年：梦也许会破灭啊！
\n哲人：但那又怎样呢？应该去做——这一简单的课题摆在面前，但却不断地扯出各种“不能做的理由”，你难道不认为这是一种很痛苦的生活方式吗？梦想着做小说家的他，正是“自己”把人生变得复杂继而难以获得幸福。

◆ 阿德勒的目的论是说：“无论之前的人生发生过什么，都对今后的人生如何度过没有影响。”决定自己人生的是活在“此时此刻”的你自己。

为什么讨厌自己？

◆ 这种情况不只限于她。考生会想“如果考中的话人生就会一片光明”，公司职员则会想“如果能够改行的话一切都会顺利发展”。但是，很多情况下即使那些愿望实现了，事态也不会有太大的变化。

◆ 我所能做的就是首先让其接受“现在的自己”，不管结果如何，首先让其树立起向前迈进的勇气。阿德勒心理学把这叫作“鼓励”。

◆ 在人际关系中根本不可能不受伤。只要涉入人际关系就会或大或小地受伤，也会伤害别人。阿德勒曾说“要想消除烦恼，只有一个人在宇宙中生存”。但是，那种事情根本就无法做到。

◆ 之所以感觉孤独并不是因为只有你自己一个人，感觉自己被周围的他人、社会和共同体所疏远才会孤独。我们要想体会孤独也需要有他人的存在。也就是说，人只有在社会关系中才会成为“个人”。

◆ 155 厘米的身高只是一个低于平均数的客观测量数字而已。乍看之下也许会被认为是劣等性。但是，问题在于我如何看待这种身高以及赋予它什么样的价值。

◆ 困扰我们的自卑感不是“客观性的事实”而是“主观性的解释”

◆ 主观有一个优点，那就是可以用自己的手去选择。把自己的身高看成是优点还是缺点，这全凭你自己主观决定。

◆ 我们无法改变客观事实，但可以任意改变主观解释。并且，我们都活在主观世界中。

◆ 都处于追求优越性这一“希望进步的状态”之中，树立某些理想或目标并努力为之奋斗。同时，对于无法达成理想的自己就会产生一种自卑感。例如，越是有远大志向的厨师也许就越会产生“还很不熟练”或者“必须做出更好的料理”之类的自卑感。

◆ 我们应该摈弃自卑感，进一步向前；不满足于现状，不断进步；要更加幸福。如果是这样的自卑感，那就没有任何问题。
\n但是，有些人无法认清“情况可以通过现实的努力而改变”这一事实，根本没有向前迈进的勇气。他们什么都不做就断定自己不行或是现实无法改变。

◆ 哲人：关于你所说的因果关系，阿德勒用“外部因果律”一词来进行说明。意思就是：将原本没有任何因果关系的事情解释成似乎有重大因果关系一样。例如，前几天就有人说：“自己之所以始终无法结婚，就是因为幼时父母离婚的缘故。”从弗洛伊德的原因论来看，父母离婚对其造成了极大的精神创伤，与自己的婚姻观有着很大的因果关系。但是，阿德勒从目的论的角度出发把这种论调称为“外部因果律”。
\n青年：但是，现实问题是拥有高学历的人更容易在社会上获得成功啊！先生您应该也有这种社会常识吧。
\n哲人：问题在于你如何去面对这种社会现实。如果抱着“我因为学历低所以无法成功”之类的想法，那就不是“不能成功”而是“不想成功”了。
\n青年：不想成功？这是什么道理啊？
\n哲人：简单地说就是害怕向前迈进或者是不想真正地努力。不愿意为了改变自我而牺牲目前所享受的乐趣——比如玩乐或休闲时间。也就是拿不出改变生活方式的“勇气”，即使有些不满或者不自由，也还是更愿意维持现状。

◆ 借助权势的力量来抬高自己的人终究是活在他人的价值观和人生之中。

◆ 以自己的不幸为武器来支配对方。通过诉说自己如何不幸、如何痛苦来让周围的人——比如家人或朋友——担心或束缚支配其言行。刚开始提到的那些闭门不出者就常常沉浸在以不幸为武器的优越感中。阿德勒甚至指出：“在我们的文化中，弱势其实非常强大而且具有特权。”

◆ 一提到“追求优越性”，往往容易被认为是尽力超越他人甚至是通过排挤他人以取得晋升之类的追求，往往给人一种踩着别人往上升的印象。当然，阿德勒也并不是肯定这种态度。在同一个平面上既有人走在前面又有人走在后面。请想象一下这种情形：虽然行进距离或速度各不相同，但大家都平等地走在一个平面上。所谓“追求优越性”是指自己不断朝前迈进，而不是比别人高出一等的意思。

◆ 不与任何人竞争，只要自己不断前进即可。当然，也没有必要把自己和别人相比较。

◆ 健全的自卑感不是来自与别人的比较，而是来自与“理想的自己”的比较。

◆ 就知识、经验或者责任来讲也许存在着差异。也许孩子不能很好地系鞋带、不能解开复杂的方程式或者是在发生问题的时候不能像成人那样去负责任。但是，人的价值并不能用这些来决定。我的回答仍然一样：所有的人都是“虽然不同但是平等”的。

◆ 青年：退出竞争不也就是认输吗？哲人：是从胜负竞争中全身而退。当一个人想要做自己的时候，竞争势必会成为障碍。

◆ 如果在人际关系中存在“竞争”，那人就不可能摆脱人际关系带来的烦恼，也就不可能摆脱不幸。

◆ 不是单纯的竞争对手。不知不觉就会把他人乃至整个世界都看成“敌人”。

◆ 竞争的可怕之处就在于此。即便不是败者、即便一直立于不败之地，处于竞争之中的人也会一刻不得安心、不想成为败者。而为了不成为败者就必须一直获胜、不能相信他人。之所以有很多人虽然取得了社会性的成功，但却感觉不到幸福，就是因为他们活在竞争之中。因为他们眼中的世界是敌人遍布的危险所在。

◆ 赋予过去的事情什么样的价值，这是“现在的你”所面临的课题。

◆ 如果遭人当面辱骂，我就会考虑一下那个人隐藏的“目的”。不仅仅是直接性的当面辱骂，当被对方的言行激怒的时候，也要认清对方是在挑起“权力之争”。

◆ 假设你压制住了争论，而且彻底认输的对方爽快地退出。但是，权力之争并没有就此结束。败下阵来的对方会很快转入下一个阶段。
\n青年：下一个阶段？
\n哲人：是的，“复仇”阶段。尽管暂时败下阵来，但对方会在别的地方以别的形式策划着复仇、等待着进行报复。

◆ 人际关系一旦发展到复仇阶段，那么当事人之间几乎就不可能调和了。为了避免这一点，在受到争权挑衅时绝对不可以上当。

◆ “忍耐”这种想法本身就表明你依然拘泥于权力之争。而是要对对方的行为不做任何反应。我们能做的就只有这一点。

◆ 发怒是交流的一种形态，而且不使用发怒这种方式也可以交流。我们即使不使用怒气，也可以进行沟通以及取得别人的认同。如果能够从经验中明白这一点，那自然就不会再有怒气产生了。

◆ 原本主张的对错与胜负毫无关系。如果你认为自己正确的话，那么无论对方持什么意见都应该无所谓。但是，很多人都会陷入权力之争，试图让对方屈服。正因为如此，才会认为“承认自己的错误”就等于“承认失败”。

◆ 因为不想失败，所以就不愿承认自己的错误，结果就会选择错误的道路。承认错误、赔礼道歉、退出权力之争，这些都不是“失败”。
\n追求优越性并不是通过与他人的竞争来完成的。

◆ 人际关系是一个怎么考虑都不为过的重要问题。

◆ 阿德勒把这些过程中产生的人际关系分为“工作课题”“交友课题”和“爱的课题”这三类，又统称为“人生课题”。

◆ 原则上来说，根本不可能存在不需要与他人合作完成的工作。

◆ 朋友或熟人的数量没有任何价值。这是与爱之主题有关的话题，我们应该考虑的是关系的距离和深度。

◆ 当人能够感觉到“与这个人在一起可以无拘无束”的时候，才能够体会到爱。既没有自卑感也不必炫耀优越性，能够保持一种平静而自然的状态。真正的爱应该是这样的。

◆ 束缚是想要支配对方的表现，也是一种基于不信任感的想法。与一个不信任自己的人处在同一个空间里，那就根本不可能保持一种自然状态。

◆ 现阶段能说的就是不能够逃避。无论多么困难的关系都不可以选择逃避，必须勇敢去面对。即使最终发展成用剪刀剪断，也要首先选择面对。最不可取的就是在“这样”的状态下止步不前。

◆ 阿德勒把这种企图设立种种借口来回避人生课题的情况叫作“人生谎言”。

◆ 即使你逃避人生课题、依赖人生谎言，那也不是因为你沾染了“恶”。这不是一个应该从道德方面来谴责的问题，它只是“勇气”的问题。

◆ 我们人类并不是会受原因论所说的精神创伤所摆弄的脆弱存在。从目的论的角度来讲，我们是用自己的手来选择自己的人生和生活方式。我们有这种力量。

◆ 青年：但说实话，我没有信心能够克服自卑情结，即便那是一种人生谎言，我今后恐怕也无法摆脱这种自卑情结。
\n哲人：为什么会那样想呢？
\n青年：也许先生您的话是正确的。不，我所缺乏的肯定就是勇气。我也承认人生谎言。我害怕与人打交道，不想在人际关系中受伤，所以就想回避人生课题。正因为如此才摆出了这样那样的借口。是的，就是这样。
\n但是，先生的话终归只是精神论吧！只不过是说些“你就是缺乏勇气，要拿出勇气来！”之类的激励的话。这就跟只会拍着别人的肩膀劝告说“拿出勇气来！”之类的愚蠢指导者一样。可是，我就是因为振作不起来才烦恼的啊！

自由就是不再寻求认可？

◆ 假如说你“不是为了满足他人的期待而活”，那他人也“不是为了满足你的期待而活”。当别人的行为不符合自己的想法的时候也不可以发怒。

◆ 基本上，一切人际关系矛盾都起因于对别人的课题妄加干涉或者自己的课题被别人妄加干涉。只要能够进行课题分离，人际关系就会发生巨大改变。

◆ 能够改变自己的只有自己。

◆ 苦恼于与孩子之间的关系的父母往往容易认为：孩子就是我的人生。总之就是把孩子的课题也看成是自己的课题，总是只考虑孩子，而当意识到的时候，他们已经失去了自我。
\n但即使父母再怎么背负孩子的课题，孩子依然是独立的个人，不会完全按照父母的想法去生活。孩子的学习、工作、结婚对象或者哪怕是日常行为举止都不会完全按照父母所想。当然，我也会担心甚至会想要去干涉。但是，刚才我也说过：“别人不是为了满足你的期待而活。”即使是自己的孩子也不是为了满足父母的期待而活。

◆ 干涉甚至担负起别人的课题这会让自己的人生沉重而痛苦。如果你正在为自己的人生而苦恼——这种苦恼源于人际关系——那首先请弄清楚“这不是自己的课题”这一界限；然后，请丢开别人的课题。这是减轻人生负担，使其变得简单的第一步。

◆ 关于自己的人生你能够做的就只有“选择自己认为最好的道路”。另一方面，别人如何评价你的选择，那是别人的课题，你根本无法左右。

◆ 按照欲望或冲动去生活、像自斜坡上滚下来的石头一样生活，这是不是“自由”呢？绝对不是！这种生活方式只是欲望和冲动的奴隶。真正的自由是一种把滚落下来的自己从下面向上推的态度。

◆ 如果可能的话，我们都想毫不讨人嫌地活着，想要尽力满足自己的认可欲求。但是，八面玲珑地讨好所有人的生活方式是一种极其不自由的生活方式，同时也是不可能实现的事情。
\n如果想要行使自由，那就需要付出代价。而在人际关系中，自由的代价就是被别人讨厌。

◆ 毫不在意别人的评价、不害怕被别人讨厌、不追求被他人认可，如果不付出以上这些代价，那就无法贯彻自己的生活方式，也就是不能获得自由。

◆ 比起别人如何看自己，我更关心自己过得如何。也就是想要自由地生活。

个体心理学和整体论

◆ 阿德勒反对把精神和身体、理性和感情以及意识和无意识等分开考虑的一切二元论的价值观。

◆ 像这样把人看作不可分割的存在和作为“整体的我”来考虑的方式叫作“整体论”。

◆ 如果他人是伙伴，我们生活在伙伴中间，那就能够从中找到自己的“位置”，而且还可以认为自己在为伙伴们——也就是共同体——做着贡献。像这样把他人看作伙伴并能够从中感到“自己有位置”的状态，就叫共同体感觉。

◆ 一味在意“他人怎么看”的生活方式正是只关心“我”的自我中心式的生活方式。

◆ 归属感不是生来就有的东西，要靠自己的手去获得。

◆ 人绝不会，也不可能离开共同体“独自”生活。

◆ 这种时候，如果认为学校就是一切，那你就会没有任何归属感。然后就会逃避到更小的共同体，例如家庭之中，并且还会躲在里面不愿出去，有时候甚至会陷入家庭暴力等不良状况，想要通过这样做来获得某种归属感。
\n但是，在这里希望你能关注的是“还有更多别的共同体”，特别是“还有更大的共同体”。

◆ 如果了解了世界之大，就会明白自己在学校中所受的苦只不过是“杯中风暴”而已。只要跳出杯子，猛烈的风暴也会变成微风。

◆ 没必要固执于眼前的小共同体。更多其他的“我和你”、更多其他的“大家”、更多大的共同体一定存在。

◆ 我们表扬或者批评他人只有“用糖还是用鞭子”的区别，其背后的目的都是操纵。阿德勒心理学之所以强烈否定赏罚教育，就因为它是为了操纵孩子。

◆ 自卑感原本就是从纵向关系中产生的一种意识。

◆ 人为什么会去干涉别人呢？其背后实际上也是一种纵向关系。正因为把人际关系看成纵向关系、把对方看得比自己低，所以才会去干涉。希望通过干涉行为把对方导向自己希望的方向。这是坚信自己正确而对方错误。
\n当然，这里的干涉就是操纵。

◆ 最重要的是不“评价”他人，评价性的语言是基于纵向关系的语言。如果能够建立起横向关系，那自然就会说出一些更加真诚地表示感谢、尊敬或者喜悦的话。

◆ 被表扬是得到他人“很好”之类的评价。而且，判定某种行为“好”还是“坏”是以他人的标准。如果希望得到表扬，那就只能迎合他人的标准、妨碍自己的自由。另一方面，“谢谢”不是一种评价，而是更加纯粹的感谢之词。人在听到感谢之词的时候，就会知道自己能够对别人有所贡献。

◆ 人只有在可以体会到“我对共同体有用”的时候才能够感觉到自己的价值。

◆ 请不要用“行为”标准而是用“存在”标准去看待他人；不要用他人“做了什么”去判断，而应对其存在本身表示喜悦和感谢。

◆ 我们在看待他人的时候，往往会先任意虚构一个“对自己来说理想的形象”，然后再像做减法一样地去评价。
\n例如，父母全都希望自己的孩子学习、运动样样满分，然后上好大学、进大公司。如果跟这种——根本不存在的——理想的孩子形象相比，就会对自己的孩子产生种种不满。从理想形象的 100 分中一点一点地扣分。这正是“评价”的想法。
\n不要这样，而应不将自己的孩子跟任何人相比，就把他看作他自己，对他的存在心怀喜悦与感激，不要按照理想形象去扣分，而是从零起点出发。如果是这样的话，那就能够对“存在”本身表示感谢了。

◆ 如果你与某人建立起了纵向关系，那你就会不自觉地从“纵向”去把握所有的人际关系。

◆ 不是说将任何人都变成朋友或者像对待朋友一样去对待每一个人，不是这样的，重要的是意识上的平等以及坚持自己应有的主张。

过多的自我意识，反而会束缚自己

◆ 自我接纳是指假如做不到就诚实地接受这个“做不到的自己”，然后尽量朝着能够做到的方向去努力，不对自己撒谎。

◆ 反过来说也就是，根本没有满分的人。这一点必须积极地承认。

◆ 在相信他人的时候不附加任何条件。即使没有足以构成信用的客观依据也依然相信，不考虑抵押之类的事情，无条件地相信。这就是信赖。

◆ 只有我们选择了无条件的信赖，才可以构筑更加深厚的关系。

◆ 你现在认为“无条件地信赖别人只会遭到背叛”。但是，决定背不背叛的不是你，那是他人的课题。你只需要考虑“我该怎么做”。“如果对方讲信用我也给予信任”，这只不过是一种基于抵押或条件的信用关系。

◆ 无条件的信赖是搞好人际关系和构建横向关系的一种“手段”。
\n如果你并不想与那个人搞好关系的话，也可以用手中的剪刀彻底剪断关系，因为剪断关系是你自己的课题。

◆ 你现在一味地担心“被背叛”，也只关注因此受到的伤痛。但是，如果不敢去信赖别人，那最终就会与任何人都建立不了深厚的关系。

◆ 如果关系浅，破裂时的痛苦就会小，但这种关系在生活中产生的喜悦也小。只有拿出通过“他者信赖”进一步加深关系的勇气之后，人际关系的喜悦才会增加，人生的喜悦也会随之增加。

◆ 他者贡献并不是舍弃“我”而为他人效劳，它反而是为了能够体会到“我”的价值而采取的一种手段。

◆ 任何情况下都只是攻击我的“那个人”有问题，而绝不是“大家”的错。

◆ 笑话别人口吃的人只是极少数。用刚才的话说，充其量就是“10 人中的 1 人”。并且，采取这种嘲笑态度的愚蠢的人，我们可以主动与其切断关系。但是，如果缺乏人生和谐，那就会只关注这 1 个人，并认为“大家都嘲笑我”。

◆ 人际关系不顺利既不是因为口吃也不是因为脸红恐惧症，真正的问题在于无法做到自我接纳、他者信赖和他者贡献，却将焦点聚集到微不足道的一个方面并企图以此来评价整个世界。

◆ 口吃者是只看事物的一部分便来判断其整体。与此相对，工作狂则是只关注人生特定的侧面。也许他们会辩解说：“因为工作忙，所以无暇顾及家庭。”但是，这其实是人生的谎言。只不过是以工作为借口来逃避其他责任。

◆ 对人而言，最大的不幸就是不喜欢自己。对于这种现实，阿德勒准备了极其简单的回答——“我对共同体有益”或者“我对他人有用”这种想法就足以让人体会到自己的价值。

◆ 判断你的贡献是否起作用的不是你，那是他人的课题，是你无法干涉的问题。是否真正作出了贡献，从原理上根本无从了解。也就是说，进行他者贡献时候的我们即使作出看不见的贡献，只要能够产生“我对他人有用”的主观感觉即“贡献感”也可以。

◆ 拒绝普通的你也许是把“普通”理解成了“无能”吧。普通并不等于无能，我们根本没必要特意炫耀自己的优越性。

◆ 把人生当作登山的人其实是把自己的人生看成了一条“线”。自降生人世那一瞬间便已经开始的线，画着大大小小形形色色的曲线到达顶点，最终迎来“死”这一终点。但是，这种把人生理解为故事的想法与弗洛伊德式的原因论紧密相关，而且会把人生的大半时光当作“在路上”

◆ 请不要把人生理解为一条线，而要理解成点的连续。如果拿放大镜去看用粉笔画的实线，你会发现原本以为的线其实也是一些连续的小点。看似像线一样的人生其实也是点的连续，也就是说人生是连续的刹那。

◆ 我们只能活在“此时此刻”，我们的人生只存在于刹那之中。不了解这一点的大人们总是想要强迫年轻人过“线”一样的人生。在他们看来，上好大学、进好企业、拥有稳定的家庭，这样的轨道才是幸福的人生。但是，人生不可能是一条线。

◆ 人生就像是在每一个瞬间不停旋转起舞的连续的刹那。并且，暮然四顾时常常会惊觉：“已经来到这里了吗？”在跳着小提琴之舞的人中可能有人成了专业小提琴手，在跳着司法考试之舞的人中也许有人成为律师，或许还有人跳着写作之舞成了作家。当然，也有可能有着截然不同的结果。但是，所有的人生都不是终结“在路上”，只要跳着舞的“此时此刻”充实就已经足够。

◆ 在舞蹈中，跳舞本身就是目的，最终会跳到哪里谁都不知道。当然，作为跳的结果最终会到达某个地方。因为一直在跳动所以不会停在原地。但是，并不存在目的地。

◆ 现实性运动是一种“当下做了当下即完成”的运动。

◆ 用别的话说也可以理解为“把过程本身也看作结果的运动”，跳舞是如此，旅行等本身也是如此。

◆ 如果把强烈的聚光灯对准“此时此刻”，那就会既看不到过去也看不到未来。

◆ 我们应该更加认真地过好“此时此刻”。如果感觉能够看得到过去也能预测到未来，那就证明你没有认真地活在“此时此刻”，而是生活在模糊而微弱的光中。人生是连续的刹那，根本不存在过去和未来。你是想要通过关注过去或未来为自己寻找免罪符。过去发生了什么与你的“此时此刻”没有任何关系，未来会如何也不是“此时此刻”要考虑的问题。假如认真地活在“此时此刻”，那就根本不会说出那样的话。

◆ 的确，把人生当作故事是很有趣的事情。但是，在故事的前面部分就能看到“模糊的将来”；并且，人们还会想要按照这个故事去生活。我的人生就是这样，所以我只能照此生活，错不在我而在于过去和环境。这里搬出来的过去无非是一种免罪符，是人生的谎言。但是，人生是点的连续、是连续的刹那。如果能够理解这一点，那就不再需要故事。

◆ 但是先生，我找不到理想和目标，就连应该跳什么舞都不知道，我的“此时此刻”只有一些毫无用处的刹那！哲人：没有目标也无妨。认真过好“此时此刻”，这本身就是跳舞。不要把人生弄得太深刻。请不要把认真和深刻混为一谈。青年：认真但不深刻。哲人：是的。人生很简单，并不是什么深刻的事情。如果认真过好了每一个刹那，就没有什么必要令其过于深刻。并且还要记住一点。站在现实性角度的时候，人生总是处于完结状态。

◆ 起决定作用的既不是昨天也不是明天，而是“此时此刻”。

◆ 人生的意义是什么？人为了什么而活？当有人提出这个问题的时候，阿德勒的回答是：“并不存在普遍性的人生意义。”

◆ 人生意义是自己赋予自己的。

◆ 青年：……那么，请您教教我。我怎样才能给自己无意义的人生赋予应有的意义？我还没有那样的自信！哲人：你对自己的人生感到茫然。为什么茫然呢？那是因为你想要选择“自由”，也就是想要选择不惧招人讨厌、不为他人而活、只为自己而活的道路。青年：是的！我想要选择幸福、选择自由！哲人：人想要选择自由的时候当然就有可能会迷路。所以，作为自由人生的重大指针，阿德勒心理学提出了“引导之星”。青年：引导之星？哲人：就像旅人要依靠北极星旅行一样，我们的人生也需要“引导之星”。这是阿德勒心理学的重要观点。这一巨大理想就是：只要不迷失这个指针就可以，只要朝着这个方向前进就可以获得幸福。青年：那颗星是什么呢？哲人：他者贡献。青年：他者贡献！哲人：无论你过着怎样的刹那，即使有人讨厌你，只要没有迷失“他者贡献”这颗引导之星，那么你就不会迷失，而且做什么都可以。即使被讨厌自己的人讨厌着也可以自由地生活。青年：只要自己心中有他者贡献这颗星就一定能够有幸福相伴，有朋友相伴！

◆ 我的力量无穷大

◆ 如果“我”改变，“世界”就会改变。世界不是靠他人改变而只能靠“我”来改变。

◆ 必须有人开始。即使别人不合作，那也与你无关。我的意见就是这样。应该由你开始，不用去考虑别人是否合作。

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晚上尝试了 SMB 方案失败根本上不行
\n共享文件夹怎么会这么难弄？

失败的原因是一台电脑是有线网（A）一台是无线网（B）虽然都在校园网下但 B 不能访问 A 的共享 A 可以访问 B 的共享
\n设置了一个专门用于共享的账户
\n尝试了内网穿透使用 Tailscale 只需要两台电脑都登录一个账户，就可以正常访问
\n虚拟局域网到底是什么感觉……于是还加了一台手机，以后传试卷可以不通过微信文件传输助手
\n还想加一台 iPad 的但是在 iPad 上 app store 搜不到 tailscale
\n找了一个小网站用了美区账号就下载成功了。
\n搞定，挺好用的文件共享查看很方便

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又做梦了我平时很少做梦的。
\n我有记录的习惯，早上起来如果还记得这个梦我就会记下来。慢慢发现自己做的梦一定程度反映了我的真实想法，内心最深刻的真实想法，去除了很多社会化影响的成分。
\n比如我会梦见自己面试全部失败，这是说明我很担心面试结果，我很看重，我怕失败，于是梦里在预演最差的结果，让我提前适应。
\n比如我会梦见我异常肥胖但减肥失败，这是说明我知道自己难以坚持减肥的过程，算一种提前的预警。最近我天天都有吃夜宵，且不运动，确实容易胖。我真心不认可自己这样不健康的方式。
\n比如我会梦见有人喜欢自己，但做了不好的事情。这是说明我感受到了别人对我释放的善意，但 ta 给我的刻板印象已经根深蒂固。
\n比如我会梦见自己家进贼了，这是说明最近我压力很大很没安全感。
\n当然还有很多无厘头的梦很难破译。

解梦是不是也是类似的呢

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此事已经非常明了

依恋缺失所导致的回避型。准确来说应该是安全 - 回避型，安全更多但回避程度也很高。

但我不想用一个词语将自己概括住，“我就是这样一个人”。而是“我有这样的特点，所以我有这些表现，那我接下来应该怎么做？”

这会影响什么呢？有必要改变吗？
\n我觉得我是渴望幸福的。如果让自己有更多依恋的部分会更幸福的话，那改变是值得的。

怎么改变自己呢？
\n并无想法。也许会进行一些心理咨询
\n或者是按照 ChatGPT 说的

\n
重复的、安全的小连接比“强烈的亲密”更重要
\n比如：
\n每周固定联系一次
\n不因为情绪就突然消失
\n

我需要一些固定频率交流的朋友。我也许应该主动联系之前的一些朋友们吗。但这让我感觉很害怕和焦虑。不想做。ohno 已经在失败的边缘了。

二编：
\n我好勇敢！
\n主动和所有因为我的回避性格特质所以受挫的朋友发了消息一边尴尬一边又觉得释然大家都很快就回复我了
\n其实自己并没有处于那么没有安全感的环境里，但自己给自己加太多精神压力了，所以感觉格外敏感？
\n至少至少回家是安全的

三编：
\n今天阅读到

\n
孩子向父母提出要求时，父母应该尽可能地理解孩子的感受并做出回应。这一点非常重要。如果对孩子的要求不予回应，或者强行灌输与其要求无关的内容，家长将无法发挥同理心，也就是无法做到上面所提到的共情回应。
\n所谓共情回应，就是要求家长要成为孩子情绪的镜子。
\n

我最希望朋友对待我的方式就是共情回应。所以我也会这样去对待朋友们。但我渐渐发现长期的共情回应是难以做到的（大家只会对孩子有更高的热情来共情回应，但我希望一直能够有共情回应~~我一直都只是一个孩子~~

这是我今天学到的小技巧。

四编：
\n这里想法

\n
心理障碍者应关注自己必须做和正在做的事情，而不是试图治疗症状。这是克服并摆脱恶性循环的最终秘诀。
\n

和我之前的

\n\n有一些相似\n***\n> 对于回避型的人而言，最重要的不是站在原地等待，而是主动出击，自我成长。与其担心自己是否会陷入焦虑、是否会脸红不敢说话、是否会因为他人怪异的眼光而恐惧，不如积极行动，按照自己的节奏运筹帷幄，掌控自己的人生。只要善于积累成功经验，就能为自己创造克服回避的良机，毕竟，**攻击就是最好的防御**。\n

是一个很新的视角对我而言。

（题外话，每天睡前阅读一些书籍比看短视频要让人安心且易于入睡，是一个很好的方式。我现在一天睡得比一天早，是好事。最理想的是希望可以控制在 10 点睡觉，应该难以做到吧

五编
\n此书建议更名为
\n可爱学妹助降级的我克服回避
\n如果是依靠强烈的爱，那我会怀疑作者根本无法帮助我。
\n好的，也许只是每个人经历不一样。

\n
所谓安全基地，就是能令人恢复安全感的存在。说得更简单一点，就是无论何时都会对投靠者说没关系或没问题，无条件接纳对方。
\n这就是共情回应。在对方有需求时，对其进行共情并给予回应。人的需求若遭到忽视或拒绝，安全感就会受到创伤。
\n

我从来没想过关于安全感的问题。之前和一个朋友聊到我和另一个朋友 Y 关系为什么这么好，但我和那位朋友就无法关系好到那种程度。现在看来因为 Y 说了一句现在都还让我感动的话（虽然大概率只是戏言），非常让我有安全感。自从我听了那句话之后我就越来越喜欢 ta 了。
\n我和 ta 互为安全基地的关系。所以会越来越好？
\n困了之后再想吧

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更换头像
\n发现水源有加 Google 圆环教程，马上换了。
\nGoogle AI Pro 四色圆环头像生成 - 数码科技 / 软件应用 - 水源社区

注意事项是交大门这里对图像大小要求好像更高。（水源 200+KB 的头像就已经可以不失真了，门这边似乎不行，要原图<200KB 上传图片才不失真）
\n不知道能不能同理类推到微信。我尝试一下。微信头像的透明实际上是黑色

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元旦快乐！

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年终总结
\n去年写过了，是通过很多个问题展开的形式。今年整体的感觉和去年没什么差异，跟我大体对自己的预期一致，完成了一些事情，没有完成一些事情。
\n完成了事情也不觉得满足，没完成的事情也不觉得有多重要到非做不可。

我 24 年的生日愿望是

\n
自由无边的思考
\n平淡稳定的幸福
\n有对自己命运的决定权
\n做自己想尝试的任何事
\n有专注做好一件事的能力
\n

25 年我的感受是一样的。愿望也不变。
\n在刚刚过去的 2025 年我做到了吗？

我读了几本书，有一些新观点的补充；和部分朋友进行高强度地交流，也发现了自己一些在处理人际上的问题；尝试了很多新的领域，而想深耕需要将自己的精力投入其中，已经利用自己的优势在感兴趣的领域浅尝，也为后面想继续做的事情打一些基础；虽然没有强到一定程度（指我之前想过跨保到 tp，目前离这个目标还差了要么更高的 rank 我懒得卷，要么成绩更好的科研正在尝试），基本的选择权是可以有的……

我总结一下 134 的愿望都比较顺利的达成了。对于 25，还需要继续努力。

如果说前几年的关键词是尝试是体验，我玩得足够尽兴。那 2026 年的关键词我希望是沉淀。

关于 2 我在许愿的时候对幸福的理解是能够慢慢学到东西有一份投入有一份收获就很幸福，比如建立或者在自己原本的知识体系里面加入一个新的可以被嵌入的甚至可以和我之前逻辑有关联的板块就足够。
\n但去年我的欲望在扩充，我会想要眼中别人的幸福，如果别人能有为什么我不能有？ 这种问题总是会时不时出现在我脑海，一种带着嫉妒的攀比心。我太知道人与人之间是无法直接比较的，但我还是会嫉妒，因为我想要别人那种幸福的感觉（虽然我不知道他们所谓的幸福就真的令我满意吗）。
\n在这种有些扭曲的心态下去年发生了一些相关的事情（仔细盘算盘算居然真的全部发生在 2025），有好有坏。好在我对自己的认识更加全面了，面对失败我更加坦然了；坏在当时确实很尴尬，所以我现在也不愿意再去回顾其中的任何细节，既已发生，就都过去吧。糊涂糊涂，也是一种难得的生活方式。
\n所以对于 2，2026 我希望自己回归本心，重点放到平淡上。
\n关于 5，和 2 虽然方面不同但殊途同归。

该有的变数和起伏在 2025 已经自然发生。2026 请继续淡淡地幸福下去。

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观日记楼有感
\n之前在刷别的门友的日记楼，大家似乎都是把自己的楼当作一个分享自己生活日常的窗口（我之前在水源有尝试过，我个人认为想要不开盒自己的情况下分享日常很不畅快，于是我建了一个小号专门发朋友圈~~如果有门友想围观私信我~~）
\n而这个楼不一样，我希望放的更多的是我自己本身。这里很安静（相比水源），是我眼里最适合的地方。
\n我一边不想要被那么多人知晓我的一些想法，因为牵扯上现实生活有些话就变了味或者理解上会和我的本意有偏差，但我也有一些暴露癖，希望自己的想法可以被看见（？）。唉这里的自己很难理解。
\n这可能就是

\n
社会性是人的意识所固有的本质属性
\nFrom 马克思主义基本原理
\n

我目前只能这样解释。我还是无法解释自己。又是虎头蛇尾，该继续复习马克思主义基本原理了。

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我发现我没有能力在空间，朋友圈，日记楼上建设三份内容，所以很多东西也就混着发了。
\n所以我的日记楼可能是聊很多日常然后偶尔写一点稍微自我一点的东西，另一层原因可能是我很想在门里多冒冒泡所以只好发日常。

或许比起纯粹的自我，日常的生活同样具有价值。无论我们如何强调自己的内核，作为社交关系而和别人相互作用的部分总是出现在日常的选择上。每当我想要在完全不分享日常的情况下更新日记楼的时候，我总觉得作者和角色有些分离。很多时候我跟你有相同的想法，所以写了很长的年终总结但又去修改的很克制而且也只敢给非常少的人看，表达欲望很强但又害怕被窥探和被误解。

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我一直都只是一个孩子
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我想要别人那种幸福的感觉
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我很喜欢阅读你的文字，它们经常让我觉得我们共享了一些处境。所以无论你分享什么我都会喜欢看的，我觉得你能写出这么多本身就足够温柔了。

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或许比起纯粹的自我，日常的生活同样具有价值。
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无论我们如何强调自己的内核，作为社交关系而和别人相互作用的部分总是出现在日常的选择上。
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我非常认可分享日常生活的价值，也很佩服能够有兴致把自己的生活记录下来的人，特别是当一个人可以坚持一直这样做下去。我并不想做比较，因为我两个都要了，只是表现形式和平台不同。

只是相比分享日常生活，我个人会缺少一个可以不必在意外人眼光和社会评价记录自己的想法思考的平台（我想过尝试自建个人网站来记录，寒假再试试，不知道有没有什么入门教程），因为这往往代表了我近期的个人状态和关注点，算是比较私密的个人感受，反映了我精神的发展（这个人真是满脑子都是马原呢）。
\n如果说自拍是记录自己物质性外表的样子，我想记录下来自己精神性“内里”的样子，目前只想到通过文字的形式。于是就有了这里。这个楼根据我的设想社交不是主要目的（虽然一开始的楼名是想社交的）
\n——这也是我很矛盾的一个点，一边想要社交一边又觉得社交麻烦不想社交。于是目前就维持着现状：利用之前创造的社交进行社交活动，不走出舒适圈。这个矛盾目前我也没有更深的理解，我不知道是不是只有我有这样的矛盾。

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每当我想要在完全不分享日常的情况下更新日记楼的时候，我总觉得作者和角色有些分离。
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我有时候也会有这种感受。我觉得这更大的问题是和朋友关系的错位。常规社交我认为是关系越好，对我的了解越多；了解越多，越亲近，所以关系越好。但直接强硬地分离二者会让和我平时有现实接触的朋友几乎无法关注到我的自我想法的部分，我自己都会觉得我身边的人很难接近我，我也难以借契机发展更深入的社会关系。实际上这有错位。这已经在现实上处罚我了，但我和前面一样，没有更好的方式不会走出自己舒适圈，这个错位我也无法解决，但至少目前我是舒适的。

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所以无论你分享什么我都会喜欢看的，我觉得你能写出这么多本身就足够温柔了。
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谢谢你愿意喜欢看我有时候狗屁不通的文字🥰
\n（一不小心又写长了其中很多又是关于我自我判断的部分了，这些和你也许没什么关系，并不需要你回应什么的。更合适的应该是重开一层但我困了就这样吧）

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一边想要社交一边又觉得社交麻烦不想社交
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这简直就是我，尤其是人情世故这方面，很是折磨。我现在更喜欢约饭，两三人一起寒暄几句共赏美食。

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利用之前创造的社交进行社交活动，不走出舒适圈
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社交也得看缘分吧，时候到了，有的社交就自己来到舒适圈里了；或者和熟友的新冒险也能稍稍探出一丢丢舒适圈。

另外看楼主剖析自我的深度美文也能启发自己的内省，尽管我的思考没那么深邃💦

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——發自我的手機

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另外看楼主剖析自我的深度美文也能启发自己的内省
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第一次有人说我写的文字是深度美文😍
\n谢谢你对我而言是很正面的评价

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